Stressed for N's

Currently at baby's place waiting for him to come back. I'm so worn out now. Just done with ss. Only on the traffic management can kill me. Principles of good governance more complicated! Sigh why so many things to memorise!

Really got the feeling that I'll flunk my N's. :(
Is it really too late to start mugging now? Why didnt I start earlier. Fml.

Anw I need some jobs intro pls!!

Special Day

Happy 2nd anniversary to boyfriend and I! ♥

It's such a special day today. Because other than it's my anniversary with Adam, it's also my favorite Jiro Wang's birthday! Happy birthday 大東! ♥

Baby love, it has been two years. I know I've written you a letter and sent you a long message. I wanted to blog a long post just for you, but I'm feeling rather tired right now. So, I'm sorry alright? As long as you know, I love you. & Just only words can't describe how deep my love for you is. :)

After school, we rushed back home to get prepare. We met straight at tpy interchange, then train to Bishan. Yup, a short and simple day. Went to get movie tickets at first. We stood outside the cinema for damn long 'cause we have no idea what to watch. In the end, we decided to watch Rise of the planet of the Apes. It's a nice show! Really! & there's saddening part as well. I teared..... LOL. For quite a number of times. GO CATCH IT, YOU WON'T REGRET!

I'm sorry for all those blur/unclear/ugly pictures as I did not bring my camera out.

We went to Pizza Hut to have our lunch + dinner right after we got the tickets. He ordered a spaghetti student meal, and I ordered baked pasta student meal. We even ordered a personal pan pizza to share. Hai. So regretted for ordering so much stuffs to eat 'cause we're very full after that. Too greedy :P

Only managed to take this picture as I guess we're too eager to eat~

Went to shop around and bought popcorn + drink in to the cinema. After the show train back to Tpy central, went to take a look in Kiddy Palace, planning what to get for Baby Amber on her birthday. After awhile, we went to get snowskin mooncakes as I was craving for it then bus back to his place to keep the mooncake and walked to my place. He accompanied me for awhile as no one's around at home and he don't want me to be alone at home being bored. Awww ♥

He went back home at about nine plus. I feel like hugging him to sleep tonight. In fact, every night....... Dearest, It's not easy to come this far together. How many times we tried to let each other go but in the end we did not because the love we have for each other is too strong? But I'm so glad that we've never let each other go once even though we feel like it at times. I know it's impossible to find someone so awesome like you again. I know at times I'd feel that you're not good and etc, but that's because I'm upset at that point of time. At the end of the day, you're still the best, and I know it in my heart. I don't want to lose you, never ever do I want that to happen. I want to be your last, I want you to be my last. I'm not sure whether can we make it till the end, but I hope we will. There's so many things I wanna tell you that even if I were to write a thousand posts also can't describe all the love and feelings I want to let you know. So I'll stop all these mushy stuffs here. Last but not least, you know I do love you, ♥.

Right now I'm feeling kinda tired, but I can't sleep 'cause I got to wait for Adam Wong to end work. Heading to find him later. I want to spend a stay-home day with him on Sat! Which is, later. Hehe. It has been so long since we've last spent time at home. I actually prefer staying at home with him 'cause I get to cuddle with him for as long as I like. Unlike in the public, I can't. But of course, not always stay at home with him. I'd be bored to death -____-

So I'm hungry. Hopefully he'll be able to bring some food back. Getting gastric soon. :(

I'm actually eye-ing on MJO cap now! It's so cool but it's freaking USD 42/50! It's real expensive for a cap. But sigh, I really like it a lot 'cause it's designed by Jiro and is his very own brand.. If only I'm born rich. I'd get almost everything in MJO. :(

Shi Qi got me a OPI shattered nail polish! Awww... So sweet of her to actually pay attention to what I want! It's actually a birthday gift from her and Guan. :) Will upload pics as soon as I transfer those pictures from my cam to comp! Together with the nail polish, she bought me a spongebob pen and wrote me a birthday card. The card is real cool + cute! Thank you very much, ♥

Signing off with a picture, xoxo. :)

Need Weekends

- blogging via phone.

I have no idea why i'm here to blog, but I just feel like blogging even though I have nothing to blog about. I'm heading to bed soon. Or wait. Maybe not. I want to talk to my boy. Anyway it's our "2y4m" today! :) two years four months of love.. I hope this never ends!

Why is it only Wednesday tomorrow? Hai.... I want to use skipping rope to help me grow taller~ :D

P/S: I miss you Awey :)

My Sixteenth

HELLO EVERYONE! IT'S MY 16th BIRTHDAY TODAY! I'M SIXTEEN~ YAY! Okay that's kind of lame, but yuppp i'm finally sixteen! So let's post a bit about my birthday celebration(s).

On the 13th of August, I went out with friends to celebrate my birthday! Thank you for those who came, but I'm sorry that I'm not feeling very happy on that day, I don't know why, I'm having a real weird mood swings nowadays. I was suppose to feel happy, but instead I'm having the feeling of "I'd rather stay at home". Sigh. But nevertheless, thank you everyone! Oh yes and we went to a random temple to pray. 求签(?) and asked about my studies. It's an average one! On my life, and all. :)


(This picture is missing of Shalini 'cause she came late~)
& Today, I went out with my dearest boy. It was a simple yet nice day out. But again, my mood swing is crazy and my mood went up and down up and down up and down. Hate this. At least I get to spend some crazy and funny time with him! Thank you baby, for every little things and effort you made to make me happy and stuffs. Had our lunch at Just Acia.






This is yumz!




My Love ♥




One good thing about Just Acia is that the drinks/icecreams there are free flow if you order their set meals! & The Set meals are all affordable! Though I don't quite like their Spaghetti, but still okay lah, average! A good place to chill after eating! We then went to shop around and went to near Clarke Quay to look at the beautiful scenery. He got me a real cute camera necklace that is able to make the real snapping of pictures sound and with flash! Awwww... & The Famous Amos cookie was supposed to be a surprise present but yet I guessed what he bought for me :P I'm too smart and able to read his mind too well!






The "black-ish" ink was supposed to be dark purple. 'Cause there's only Dark Purple in FA, and I like Purple thus he chose this color for me. Oh well ~


I'm so in love with this necklace!
Went back home and had Pizza Hut + KFC for dinner. I'm so not hungry thus I only ate one piece of chicken wing + one slice of Pizza. It's such a waste that Baby isn't here 'cause he'd sure gobble up the pizzas! Had a cut-cake session with all of them after eating ~ Full like what! Amber went to blow off my candle while I'm making a wish. Thus I told her, "Your birthday I'd blow off your candle too!" She replied me in a very sad tone, "Oh."




Sorry for the dark picture! :(










Afterall, today is still a good day though I'm having so many up and down mood. Thank you my family, Thank you Baby Love, Thank you friends, for celebrating my 16th birthday with me! Loves for all of you ~ Not forgetting, Thank to those who wished me happy birthday! Especially those who remembered my birthday by heart, and not by social-networks! Oh by the way, Loh Seng Guan texted me from Brunei to wish me happy birthday! So happy to receive his text but his bill sure cost a bomb this month 'cause he kept calling back to talk to Shi Qi, messaging her and stuffs. I replied him and I have no idea how much will it cost but never mind ~ Hope he's well over there!

I can't wait for my prelims to end! Sigh so tiring! I can't imagine if it's N levels. I did not study for prelims and I feel the stress. Imagine I got to chiong for N levels, EVEN MORE STRESS. HATE TAKING EXAMINATIONS! =( Thurs, I'm waiting for your arrival! I want to spend my weekends with my Baby! Please, weekend come fast!

P/S: Sorry for all of those unglam pictures of mine. I know it's ugly but yeah... tolerate okay? :( I'm sad that I'm not able to take nice pictures nowadays too. Sigh........ I'm fat and I know it, so shut up. Who doesn't want to be skinny. But as long as Baby is fine with it, I don't wish to care about others' comment!

Random Post

This blog is half dead. I'll try to blog with more pictures asap ~ Like once I've transferred my pics from my camera to computer.

Anyway tomorrow's the day. Hopefully Kris and SH will get to be at home in the night and celebrate with me. It's a sad thing that LSG isn't in Singapore. Hai. :( & Hopefully tomorrow's simple day out with Baby will be a happy one, though I guess we'd only be going to shop and eat.

Xoxo.
P/S: Ten more days ♥

Love Being In Your Arms

It's.... quite a boring day today. I did not go to catch the fireworks. Surprisingly, I don't have the feel for it, I have no idea why too. Normally I would want and kept pestering Baby to bring me watch the fireworks whenever there's a chance to (like on New Year Eve, National day etc.) He took off for me today 'cause he's being sweet and know that I like to watch fireworks and wanted to bring me go but due to some reasons, we can't manage to catch it & part of the reason was because I don't really feel like going out 'cause going out = spending money. Though Baby said he won't mind about this (if it's spending more on food) but I really don't feel like spending so much money anymore.

Anyway I slept till about twelve plus today. Was so tired. Baby woke up quite an early timing and waited for me to wake up. I cooked noodles for the both of us. While eating we watched shows, he went to shower aftermath and took a nap while I went to shower. Joined him to nap for a short while then woke up to watch the NDP on TV & let him sleep. Woke him up and chatted with him for awhile and ate the porridge that mum cooked as our dinner. Not long after, he went back home & I did not tag along as I don't feel like staying over at his place, though I hate to let him to go back home alone!

This is what he sent me after I sent him a sorry text for leaving him to go back home alone:


Sweetness maximum. Awww.
Hi boy, I really want to stick with you for the rest of my life but I'm afraid that fate won't bring us there. Still, I hope, we're able to make it till the end. ♥ :)

I called Dyin Yin up and met her at Block seven with her friend, chat for about 2 hours and here I am, at home, blogging! Baby asked me if I'm excited 'cause my birthday is nearing....... actually, not really. But I just hope that it'd be a wonderful time spent with him on that day and on the 13th, with Dyin Yin, Rachel & Co.

Xoxo.

National Day

It's national's day today! Happy 46th birthday Singapore!!!!
Happy birthday to my Cousin too, Joey Lim! It has been long since I last met her. :(

I'm currently awaiting baby to end his work and come to my house and accompany me. I'm feeling kinda hungry. He's bringing food back for me though! :)

Yesterday was the National Day Celebration in school, I did not bring my cammy thus no pictures! It's somehow boring but still I think I've not regretted attending school. Well, after all of these I can say that sadly 4n2'11 is really not united at all which I really dislike it but I still love being in this class 'cause there's awesome friends with me like Dyin Yin and Rachel.O ~ at least there's some people in the class are united.

Oh Amber went for a photoshoot on the 6th of August! All the pictures are really cute 'cause of her smile and actions. Awww. Look at the photograph below! You'll melt ~ If you don't, well you're just weird? *-*



Random note: I really want a DSLR lahhhh. Maybe SLR? Shall work after N's and get it by myself!

FIFTEEN MORE DAYS ♥

Happy birthday, cxyxr :)

Twenty More Days ♥

I love you, Adam Wong! (random, i know.)


Awwww, Amber freaking cute!!!
You know what? Prelim is just next week but I have yet done any PROPER revision. Sigh. Gonna flunk it I guess. I seriously got to work hard! Give me the motivation to start studying.

A short post for today only. Goodnight!

Deprive Of Sleep

Sorry, this picture is kinda blurry @_@
As you can see from the above picture, I'm able to tie a ribbon bow already! Hehe. From this picture still not very clearly seen, shall upload a clearer one next time! Although still not very good but still acceptable lah hor :/ I think I just need to change a rubber band from purple to black though. Might be tying it to go out together with baby on my birthday because baby said that it's cute maximum. So happy to hear that! Anyway Amber is someone who likes to take photographs a lot! Because whenever I want to take picture, she'd come extra extra beside me and put her hands over my shoulder and smile to the camera together. Cuteness though!

I should go to bed soon because I need to learn sleeping early......... Baby is forcing me to go to bed early as well.. Oh well. Shall go sleep by 1030 hopefully. So, goodnight all! :)

Birthday Plan

This is the 360th posts!

Okay anyway I'm so in love with Adam Wong that boy of mine because he's being so sweet, by willing to bring me go anywhere I want on my birthday even if it's those places he dislike like e.g the beach (because he hate the sand A LOT), K-box (he dislike singing with mic), Singapore flyer (he says it's boring) and more.... a problematic boy he is, I know. Too bad, I just love him ~ But he's willing to go all these places just for me on my special day to make me happy. Awwww... We're planning to go to the Duck Tour as well because we find it fun to get into the splashing water :P We're intending to bring Amber along if that's the case. But the Duck Tour is real expensive, though Baby said that he don't mind spending the money because birthday is only a one year one time thingy. Tell me where can I find a boyfriend like him? Even though he might be real bastard at times but oh well I got to accept it.

So I'm still considering where to go...... Beach is out of the choice because it's the lunar 7th month now. Though some of you might find it stupid for me to believe in such things, but prevention is better than cure right!!!! But I really want to go to the beach because baby says we'll get to watch to sun set together and such. Awww a sweet and simple outing. Next time then.

I want to go out someday to take nice photographs! Be it it's the scenery or photo-shoot for people. Hopefully with my Powershot I'd still be able to take real nice photographs. I'm really so into photography but I do not have a proper camera like DSLR I know, and I don't have the photography skills. Okay this is so out of topic ~.~

Maybe you readers can suggest me some places to go? :) (Definitely no one will suggest me because there's no readers around -_-) See you all!



P/S: Twenty Two Days More ♥