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Am feeling god-damn sad now. th thought of not having baby's message for hours really kills me. although yes, it's only for a few hours. but..... argh. he doesnt want me to go to sec3 camp because he said it'll be very tiring. but if i dont go, = 2 nights without his messages & everything. I'll die, really. that time he went oversea for two day one night, I'm already going crazy. Ahhhh!!! Although I dont feel like going to th camp also, but if he's going, I think I'd go. ]:

School tomorrow will be a lonely one for me. Tanxiaobee is heading to th camp already. Recess, me hooooow? :(

I'm missing babyboy already. Just now while he's sending me back home, we had th most craziest time I swear LOL. he lah, bully me.

Argh kill me please. I hate tomorrow. I hate camp. I miss baby :(

Finally can get to meet up w babyboy later on. hehehe, gonna hug him tight tight!!! because he said that if I didnt do so, he'll snatch hugs by himself. He's such a bully!

&he's going oversea tmrw, arghhhh. which means, chinese two periods = without him. which means, after school = without him sending me home, without him waiting for me to finish shower and fetch me to his place = without his hugs and kisses, whole day = without his sms-es. nvrmind I know I can tolerate. :(

CT is over, and I'm very sure each and every subject I'm not doing good at all. Even chinese, from somehow th top of th class drop to only a border line pass. what's wrong with me? even t'cher asked. I dont know. But maybe that's a lesson for me to learn, asking me to be more hardworking. I just hope my study mood wont go off half-way again. :(
broke down during chinese lesson on thurs when getting back our test paper. but luckily I've got people around me to console me. Rachelong, Tandyinyin & my beloved boy. thankyou. I love all of youuuuu. ♥

Okay shall go off to shower now!

one hundred and eighty-four!

Firstly,
Happy "6th" monthsary, one hundred and eighty-four days to babyboy. (:
one hundred and eighty-four stands for 184, 一辈子. I'm gonna stay w you 一辈子 okay!!!! You're gonna be mine for a life time. Love you to th power maximum!!

Secondly, babydearest is going oversea again on th 1st. tsk, I'll be missing him but well It's only for one day but..... I'm still sad. :(

Thirdly, CT is killing me. No study mood at all, D.I.E!

I'm lazy to post anymore, so... byebye? LOL.

I'm on Happy spell, so I'ma happy girl. ^-^

Common test tomorrow, yet I went out to shopping with baby & co. today, awesome? now I'm starting to panick, haha. I'm so great. (Y)

I felt a total sweetness when babyboy held my hands and we ran to th bus-stop together in th rain and he helped me wipe dry my hair and clean my face and everything, god, this is so sweet. Okay lah maybe it isnt really sweet but well to me, it is. I was smiling happily while he was doing that, lying on his chest when we're on th bus. Omg, shy die. :$

He got me a dumbo, cute to th power max!!! with bigbig ears hehehehe he say he love dumbo too. I'm gonna bring it over when I'm staying over at his place ^-^ Wanted to shop for my jacket but couldnt find any that catches my eyes. nvrmind there's still next time right right right. hehehe. :B

Finally, a day without quarrel. Me is happy. Yes I did get angry or sadness somehow a bit but I tolerated. Isnt that great? I hope I'd i'mprove on that. :D

But now, my babyboy isnt replying my text messages. dont know where th hell he went also. ): nvrmind shall wait. I know he won't don't reply me!!!!!!

Feeling so tired now. ): waiting for my hair to dryyyyy. Bytheway, I want tags tyvm!!!!!

Ahhhh i'm missing BabyAwey so much now. tsk. As usual, heading to his place later. And I suddenly feel like saying this, big big and loud loud.

" I love you AdamWongEeYeong! "
you're gonna be mine till th very end. hehehe. this is what you promised me, to love th only me forever, never gonna change. Okay? Muackiez ~

I've got a cutest boyfriend ever ^-^

Back to blogging after so long. Oh yes by th way, I hate my f-up computer. it kept hanging and i have to keep press th restart button, again and again. Tsk.

As you all know if you've stalked me on my twitter, I was not in a good mood and r/s had some problems. hehehehe thankyou very much to those who concerned, asking me to cheer up and everything, on twitter, text messages and all la. Big love to all of you. (:

Everything's getting better and better as day goes by because I'm trying to tolerate. Tolerance is beauty, yes? ^-^

and I find that my babyboy is so cute. Okay I knew that long ago but I suddenly thought of how he act everytime and i feel like pinching him right now but sadly he's not here with me and I'm missing him. Missing how he'd look up into my eyes and give me his innocent face. And ohmygod his eyes is very mesmerizing @_@

K wtf am I talking now LOL. currently chatting on MSN with Kumi. Talked about some r/s problems and all. Thank you for giving advices and stuffs. Hehehe. ^-^

CNY + VALENTINES + VCSH'S BIRTHDAY!

Firstly,

Happy birthday to Valenlyn Chua Si Harn!

I love you darling [:

Secondly,

Happy Chinese New Year!

Thirdly,

Happy Valentines!

th very first valentine i'm gonna spend with babyboy! Happy happy! Baby promised to be my valentine for each and everyyear, be together w me until we both grows old. heh, love you Adamwong! always. <:

Babylove, thankyou for this prezzie! Love this ring a lot hehe. but yours still looks nicer. hmph. don't keep disturb me hor with your ring. cry die me. :( heheh. Give you manymany hearts ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!!

"I can't lose you.."

"Love is full of obstacles, and I believe, we could and would overcome each and every obstacles together, as long as we're willing to go through all of it together."

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"I won't let this relationship end so fast.", "I love you forever.", "You're mine forever.", "I will only love you, one person. 永远不变.", "I really need you want you love you forever."

"I'd rather suffer all th pains when i'm with you than suffering th pain of losing you. ♥"

'cause this is what you said to me. and i believe, believe in every word you say. and I believe, believe that how deep your love for me is just like how deep my love for you is. Baby, i love you. Thankyou for tolerating my fk-ed up attitude and everything. Although we both know that forever doesnt exist but i know, we're gonna try to make it come true. (:
and at least, i know that we both wants th both of us, not to part. &that's enough.

PREZZIES! ; HAPPYBELATED3YEARS, TANDYINYIN!

Celebration of valentines and cny in our school today. and i've received three prezzies in total. heheh. pictures are beloooow! :D
and yay, tmrw gonna collect ring already. hehehe. like finally! okay i shall end off with pictures. heh. missing babyawey! ): anyway, enjoy your cny guys. :D

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Happy belated 3yearsanniversary. you've been a great sister. thankyou for everything you've done, being there to listen my craps, being there to get crazy w me, thank you for th dedication today. love you to th max. :)
cookie from joey tan! thankyouverymuch. it taste nice okay. although i dont bear to eat it, hahaha. but i've already eaten. and it doesnt taste bad though. Hearts!

hand-made rose received from tan dyin yin tan xiao bee! thankyou very much, it's very nice and sweet. hehehe. loveloves ~

lastly, this is from rachel ong! thankyou very much! she's someone whom i enjoy talking with okay. can tell her about my feelings and everything, can tell her about all kind of craps and jokes. hehehe. love you rachelzxcs! :D

It's not a lot of presents i've received, i know. >: i'll take a picture of my ring and wallet tmrw k!!! advance valentine prezzies from my dearest baby love, adamwongeeyeong. hehehe. :D

It hurts

Hi. I wish I'm not so unreasonable, I wished that I'm more understanding. I wish that i'm not so demanding. F my life, F my personality, F my characteristic. I want to change...... I want to, seriously....

I dont, deserve your love. although you always told me, you can't let me go. although sometimes you're unhappy but still can't let go of this love because you loved me too much. But, still.... if only you could let me go. you'd be so much happier.. sorry to say these, i know you hate it when i said it. but.... really... you'd be happier without me. Sorry for making you unhappy. I still love you. :(

Didnt attend bodyworld trip today, huahuahua. currently, awaiting for adamwongeeyeong to come and pick me up. i mean, after his trip. sigh, 530pm!! and i'm missing him god-damn badly now. >:

anyway, i doubt valentines day we're going anywhere already. plan everything ruined >: because we're both broke and i guess not much time. it's okay then. ): ): ):

oh yes, did i mentioned that i've given a advance valentine day prezzie for adamwong already? bought a t-shirt for him. he said that shirt is very comfortable and he like it. yay. ^-^

so effing bored now, tsk. i want my Adamwong!! >:

LTA is kinda boring. :/
fun it's because there's roseanne and all of them doing some idiotic things LOL. Rachel ong isnt here today, that's why it's boring. hmph. ):

school tmrw, a longlong day. body worlds after school. zz. sian die. ):

you're th best babyyyy ^-^

Finally computer is fixed, happy much!! hehehe. missing my babyboy now. LTA trip tmrw! no lessons, heh. anyway i must thanks and sorry to my dearestbabylove. he brought me out to amkhub ytd and i spent his $100+ within an hour LOLLOLLOL. he bought couplering and a new wallet for me. I didnt intend to get th ring actually but he just told th person that we're getting it. thankyou baby i love youuuuu! sorry for spending your money. heh. getting on 13th feb! too bad he cant go and get with me. nvrmind, since it's my valentines present, i shall get him to wear it for me on 14th feb. ^-^

love th ring a lot lor. but then he's an idiot. he kept making fun of me because his ring is black & silver in color where as mine is gold & silver. although not very gold la, but then black is nicer!!! too bad, my fingers too small. th smallest size for th black and silver is too loose for me. hmph. but still love th ring alot. but we wrote th date as 240809 on both rings, he chose this date instead of 160409. i wonder why we dont choose one ring 160409 another 240809. hmph, nvrmind. I want 13th feb faster arrives. can't wait to get my ring. :P

Btw my computer now is very slow and laggy. Sad. nvrmind better than nothing to use. I love AdamWong! :D

time to clear all these spider webs & dusts.

currently using th computer inside lsg's room. blah, computer broke down. sucks to th max. okay actually i dont really have th time to use anyway but except for some days. sigh, still sucks. i need computer for my f&n coursework too. hope daddy would get a new one!

Valentines day, as well as chinese new year coming!!! but cny i'm not so looking forward 'cause it doesnt makes any difference to me as i can't go visit relatives house and get my red packets, sad. nvrmind but i hope daddy allows me to stay over night @ babyboy's house for like around 2-3 days. I'm so so looking forward to valentines day wahahah. :D

anyway i really want to say thanks and sorry to adamwong!!!!
he've been giving me a lot a lot even though he know it isnt him at fault and also trying to make me happy by doing th things i want/like. heh, thankyou for all these and sorry for attitudes. woaini okay. ^-^