Officially Out Of My Life?

26th Dec; both my greatest luv! (L)
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Oh yessss! Awey's coming back in about 3 or 2 hours time! 我好开心!! :)
anyway, is there any other source of uploading photos other than photobucket?! formspring me to let me know leh. Photobucket officially sucks okay tmd. hate it like abcdefg!!! so please do me a favour?! ask y'all to formspring me, no one did. tsk. make me sad only.

okay whatever, bye everyone! xoxo.

K-BOX!

Went to Kbox with TanDyinYin DearestSist today! ;) we went hyper like as always. afterall, a fun day. Luckily I did go out these two days, if not i'm at home, I'll feel damn miserable without Awey. Haha. Anyway, Awey will be back tomorrow! although quite sad that it's like arnd evening time and not any earlier. but, at least he's backkk! I'll hug him like theres no tomorrow. I doubt he'll get any gifts for me, he's a suckerrr!

Anyway, I wanted to upload th pics but both blogger and photobucket is giving me PROBLEMS. fuck it. so dulan with it nowz. :( i officially dislike photobucket now!!! hmph. anyway, if you want to see th pics, go to my fb and see it alright? FORMSPRING ME PEOPLE! MY FORMSPRING IS FUCKING DEAD. THANKS A LOT.

I'll Miss You

I'm sorry to neglect this lil blog of mine, I know I said I'll blog on either 22nd or on th fri. but, i'm so sorry that I couldnt make it on both of th days. and well, photobucket is being a bitch now and prevent me from logging in. So, I guess I can't post about th 22nd anymore. sorry ~

anyway, i'll be out today with Tan DyinYin dearest sist and TayYing kor. sheesha, as i promised them I'll go with them someday th other time. & my Awey going off to thai soon. i'll miss him so much. 2 nights wont be able to text him or whatever. i dislike!!! but, absence makes th heart grow fonder? :(

had quite an enjoyable night with Awey and Babygirl last night though. :)
oh, like every year i'll do this, this year is not an exception. I'll write dedications to people in my blog on like, th 30th i guess. if you want a dedication from me, you can tell me too! SPECIAL THIS YEAR, HAHA! tell me in my formspring/msn/text me or whatever la okay! ofcourse, with your name on. if not how would I know who to dedicate to right? ok bye!!

Tagboard Or Formspring?

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I actually thought that I'd be able to post tmrw. I mean, later on, after my outing with Valyn Darling. But, I doubt so already. As I'll be heading to Awey's house until friday afternoon or so. Oh god~ Hmmm maybe, I'll head home first then to his house. If that's th case, stay tune for my pictureful post tomorrow! If not, I'll post on Friday night. :)

Well, I think I must get use to my hair already. What's done can't be undone. So... yeah. Hopefully after a few times washing it or so~.

Anyway, my formspring is officially dead. I'm not sure whether to change back to t'board or what. Suggestions please! http://formspring.me/Kwhyz! :) Goodnight, xoxo!

Ugly Hair

It's th 21st now! just one more day! DATING WITH VALENLYN CHUA. mad happy and excited now! :)

but..... my hair look like cheena now srsly, damn it! grow fringe, quick!!! :'(
my hair is like so long yet my fringe so short, super weird i swear. so fugly. wa i need some good comments to make me feel better but, IT'S SO UGLY LOL. :'(

okay goodbye. i'ma sad girl now. because of my hair.... save me someone. help!!!

Thoughts

(updating via phone.)

(!): THIS IS A RANTING POST.

Well, i'm not feeling happy now. I don't know, I just need to rant everything out. But I don't know what kind of feeling am I exactly feeling right now.  Am I crazy or what? But all I know now is, I just want attention from you! Adam Wong Ee Yeong! Can you just stop being a pig beside me?! Fucking wake up and talk to me you idiot!! But I can't wake him up.. I know he's tired. I don't want him to be woke up by me just for a stupid thing. This stupid feeling i'm feeling right now.. I'm just not happy now. I don't even know why. I'm feeling unhappy for no reason. Oh god, I hate this feeling ultimately. Why must I always have all those unnecessary thoughts? I hate being me sometimes. I guess no one understands, truly. It's like so suckish to be me. Everything I do, I can't do well. I'm a very, very sensitive girl, especially towards love, fyi. This really sucks, okay? I gets jealous easily, it's really easy more than you can ever think or imagine. I don't like to be this way. But this is my personality. How can I really totally change? Okay. This post is all full of crap. Goodnight.

Datings!

Oh god, I have not been posting for sucha long time already. tsk. no pictures today, as i didnt really went out for these few days.

So I've got alot of dates. Not really alot lah. 22nd going out with Valenlyn Darling! to mt. faber. looking forward to it so much, but just that i hope wont have problems communicating with her as it has been about 2 years since we met up. 24th, christmas eve; going town with TanDyinYin ~ looking forward to it as well! this is th first time i'm gonna countdown with her after knowing her for years!

I doubt I'm looking forward to 27th.. ): baby's going overseas. nevermind, absence makes th heart grow fonder, right? i'm wondering what gift will he bring back for me as he promised me to buy smth for me. heheh. but maybe not, if didnt find a suitable gift. but it's alright! :)

oh so now, my formspring is officially dead. why didnt all of you formspring me?! why did you all stop doing that?!!! :( I still luv receiving questions and answering it!! tsk. go now, go formspring me!!! goodbye all, XOXO!

On th 11th Of Dec.......

I've decided to post for th 11th of Dec since i'm bored now awaiting for Valenlyn Darling to finish bathing and Habbo tgt, hahaha!

okay this is how it goes...... we decided to drink and had h2h talks on that friday night, 11th of dec. so we went down to get our mixer + tibits w SengHock Kor. we got back home and drank finish th little bit of whisky that she drank and left over th other time. it was nice. and after finishing everything, she did not have enough and mummy came to know that, and it's very sweet of her to look for this and open it up for us..

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RED WINE!
and Eve was superb happy to have this as she mad love red wines, haha! this is how happy she is......

Hahahahaha totally mad!!! but she predicted that I wont like red wine thus I tried one sip and..... it's really yuckkk! i just dislike it! white wine better, LOL! thus she drank it by herself and we camwhored abit and had a very, awesome H2h talks. hahaha! Pics below!! :) Enjoy!

Eve took both of this, and she fell in love with my camera! HAHA.

I took this.

She's enjoying her Red Wine! See her blissed face?!

MUACKS! ♥ thanks for th awesome night, luvs!

XOXO all readers! Formspring me!!! :) I love to see there's questions! Heheh so make me happy by asking me something!

Formspring.me/Kwhyz

Amber Loh! (L)
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I feel like re-edit my blog all over again, i dont know why. tsk. it just dont look that nice to me but i dont have any idea what to change, change to what and all..

anyway, spam me in my formspring!! why my formspring is always so dead, i hate it. gosh, so sucks! say anything or ask anything you want! this is th chance!! so, quick! enter something and press that 'send' button! or follow me in formspring as well! okay i'm just advertising my formspring.

oh ya, a bad news: AdamWong going overseas on th 26th. i srsly dislike it! but still, hope he have fun. btw, i think i'll change my blogging style soon. tell me readers, is my blog post very boring? =( why do i have so less readers. roar.

x'mas is coming, but not sure if i'm able to spend this christmas with AdamWong. okay done for this post. remember to formspring me ah!

- RANDOM UPDATE -

Was watching my fav. show just now, it's still damn awesome. but just that now, without babyboy watching it with me. im missing him loads now. i'll be able to see him later on! bringing babygirl over to his place as well, as she kept pestering me to go over to see baby's babysister.

I'm feeling tired now already, so goodnight everyone! school is reopening soon, are you all feeling happy?!! LOL. xoxo :)

Because Love Never Ends

---------Time to update bloggggg!!!! Okay I admit, I've got nothing much to update. But anyway, today's quite a good day afterall. had so much fun with baby even it's just a few hours. but now, guess he's busy with his games or smth. kept late reply my text!

Gonna have h2h talks with Eve Yong tonight and drink a lil, hehe. it has been long! it'll be great!! <:

anyway, i think blogging is getting real bored. but still i cant live without blogging! i dont know why! even if i've decided to close down my blog, within a month, or even, week, you'll see me back. but i want a lively tagboard please. i hate to see a dead t'board. okay, i mean, who likes it yeah? so tag if you visit my blog!! even if it's just for a second. passer-by(s), unknowns, tag too! even if it's just a word. LOL.

okay that's all for my today's post. see you ~

These few days has been quite a good day I guess. But today totally fail. So I'm kind of in a low mood now. I need someone to talk to, but I dont know how to explain this kind of feeling as well. This sucks, really. Okay whateverrrrr. Sorry for this post today, I'll post again tomorrow, something better. Promise. Goodbye.

I'm Missing You, My Boy

My Dear, I've got so much so much to tell you later.. Few days more, we cant have this sweet only-two-person period anymore. I really enjoyed these few days with you. :) beautiful memories. I love you baby! ♥

When Everything Went Wrong

I hate it whenever I'm contented with my life, everything was perfect and went smoothly for days, and just without a reason, everything seems to be wrong.

One Last Month Of Enjoyment

I'm missing my babyboy now ~ I think this holiday, we hardly seperate. Lol. I kept staying over at his place. Although not everyday, but it's like, ALMOST everyday. Tsk.

The day before yesterday, my baby introduced me a show. Ever since then, we kept watching it. It's damn nice, although I really dislike some parts, and kept complaining to baby. LOL. But that bloody show, make me cry almost every episode, and baby kept laughing at me!! #$*%@#)*@ Tmd. But it's a real nice show. I'm home now, forgot to bring the disc back. So shall go over his place and watch it tgt w him tmrw.

Holidays are ending soon. Back to school in one month's time.. ):
It's kind of sad but it's okay. After next year, I can relax for quite sometime then continue schooling again. Just have got to work hard for months. Yes, I can do it! With BabyBoy!! :)

Okay goodbyez ~ ^^!

I Wish I Could Tell You This - I Love You

Autumn Concerto. I miss watching it!
---------Today, isn't a good day either. But I met up with YeoYiYing. :) We went to Kbox. It has been long since I've went out with her like this. It was raining once we reach amk and we don't have an umbrella with us. Thus, we did a very bad thing. We stole it, from someone's apartment. @_@

Sadly, we didn't get the chance to take any picture together. Tsk. Nevermind there's still next time for us to go out together, yes? :) Had great talks with her as usual. She told me about her TaiWan trip and showed me pics. Looks fun lor! Esp th 小人国! Super cute. Btw, thanks for your spongebob poker card and mirror!!! I thought she won't buy any gift back for me but she did. HAHAHA. THANK YOU LOVER. ♥!!

I hate staying at home sometimes. Because when I'm down, I need to head out to lighten up my mood. Nevermind, goodnight world. hopefully, tomorrow's a good day. Xoxo. Keep the tags coming in!! :)

I Miss You, My Dear Friend

(!): THIS IS A RANTING POST.

It really sucks to know that someone treats you just as a normal friend when you treat them as a total best friend. You thought that they're someone who you can always confide whenever you have problems, you thought that they will find you when they're upset. But infact, this isn't the case. Lol, whenever that happens, you'll feel like you're a total fool. Yes, this is happening to me. I hate it. I hate this feeling, really alot. I feel that I've got to stop doing all these, I miss all of the memories, I miss that person. So much, so much. I always expect alot. But I gave up. I give up once I have disappointment. Nahhh, I'm not gonna let so much details out though. I dont know who can I tell this matter to. Really, this have been in my heart for real long. Because even when I'm writing this post, I don't even know how to explain this kind of feeling. No, I can't tell my friends, because I think this is quite a..... silly matter. No, I can't tell Baby. Because he won't understand, won't ever. It's not only one friend that are making me feel this way.

You really meant so much to me. Years of friendship. With ups and downs. How I wish to return back to the past where I know I'm really, really important to you as well. Ok I know all these really sound very lesbian. but just think it in a friendship way. I've been feeling this way for real long already. I dont know how long is it, I've forgotten. Because sometimes the feeling just occur. Quite often, though. There's this particular person that is always important to me, no matter how much I tried to put it all behind. I may not be important to her anymore, but, she's always important to me and often, I miss her.

It has been long since I've rant to my blog for such a real emo long post. I know. If you've really read everything, thanks for reading. But, no matter how close we are, don't ask what happen because I won't know what to say. I won't know how to start with. Don't ask who. Thanks. I'm kind of done with ranting, I'm so sorry for this post. But this is my blog. I have the rights to, right? :)

I'll be alright tomorrow, hehe! goodnight. :)

Weirdos

There's alot of weird people around me, agree?

Okay that was random but I seriously think so. I'm gonna rant it to Baby again. Poor him, gotta hear the same old thing again again and again. LOL. but he's enjoying himself now, playing mahjong. WITHOUT ME. fuck him. nevermind I shall do mask tonight. hehe.

seriously wtf is wrong with people around me. -_-
okay, again, I thought of eve yong when I said "wtf is wrong with you/people". she said that was my favourite quote. STILL, seriously I cant help but to say, WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, GIRL?

K done with this. I'll post some other time. Bye.

I Miss 2009

Take me back to the past where everything is perfectly sweet..

New Skin For ThyLoveParade

25th Oct.
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Omg yay. I've finally changed my blogskin! Comment on it please everyoneeee??? :D

So I've spent quite a long time editing it, tsk! hope to have nice comments though. lol. still look quite weird. I have got no idea why I cant change my blog description text and all. wtf it look so ugly but i dont feel like caring anymore. taka with baby and his family later on.

oh yes anyway, its th 24th now. so happy 1y3m babyboy!! okay now, i better catch some sleep! goodnight everyone, xoxo!

Yes, I know, I know... this blog is srsly dead. With no new post, no new tag. I'm so sorry. Due to the laziness of mine, I've neglected this blog.

Anyway, I finally parted with baby after being superglue for days. Been sticking with each other for like, about 3-4 days I think. But no, this isnt our longest record. Our longest record was for 5 days. Have been real busy with his new iPhone nowadays. Sync the songs, pictures and everything for him. Srsly damn pekcek with it because there's really a lot of things to do!!! Really very troublesome please. Esp when everything back to square one and had to restart again due to smth. But then, we managed to solved it. Actually, must really thanks TAY YING kor. He helped us alot. Thanks. Sorry to trouble you as well.

It's gonna be th 24th soon. But sadly, Fri is coming. This week, baby's gonna go his father's house. Roar. Nevermind. We can't stick together for so many days. Will cause quarrels. ._. Ok I'm gonna make my phone thingy and off to sleep soon! Goodnightz.

Boredness To The Ultra Ultimate Max

13th Nov 2010, Neoprints! ♥
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I've got really nothing to blog about now. As I've said, I'm having a same routine daily. That's real bored. So that's all for today? Will post as soon as i've got something to post. xoxo! :)

To Atlh,

Happy 18th Birthday my dear icecream! ♥

Hello girl, it's your birthday now, exactly. 12AM. :) This is th second year i'm celebrating your birthday with you, th third year i'm wishing you happy birthday. time flies, yes? haha. but anyway, still gonna wish you a really, happy birthday! enjoy this special day of yours, although with just a simple celebration! remember our 彩虹眼泪 ah!! see you later :)

Somehow feel like giving up in blogging already. Feels so bored to feel that this blog is so dead. Well, myself to blame? But in some way, I can't live without blogging. It feels like, a part of me? Just like Twitter, lol. Whatever! Blog for myself to see then.

I'm always having th same routine of my daily life, so yeah, it's kinda bored. I've been mapling for days already. Finally i'm a cleric. yes i know im slow in training. I'm lazy whaaat! But anyway, add me in mapleee? haha. [Aquila, Purpurz]!

I hope BabyBoy gets well from his stupid and weird feels-like-vomitting sickness. ._. It's kinda irritating. Lol. @_@ Feeling so bored now. I want to rebond my hairrrrr :(

As Long As There's You

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I know it has been days since I last blogged. Well, so there's actually F&N bridging programme today but I skipped it because I'm feeling unwell. But I've still got to send babygirl to her childcare 'cause as usual, her mummy overslept and is late for work. huahuahua.

I'm feeling god-damn cold these few days, then kept on hiding in blanket, lol! headache is killing me. I dont know why but I'm feeling so weak recently. Blah but I know my babyboy will takecare of me hahahaha!

Oh yes I still didnt get a job. Roar. I still owe babyboy lots of money because of my cammy. how? how am I suppose to return him you tell me ~. :(
Gahgah, i'm feeling hungry now!! Life quite sucks for me as you can see, all the bad things are happening to me. But one good thing, my Adam Wong is sweet. we're loving these few days ~ hehe. :) Love you my dear!

Be Positive, Think Positively

I do, as always. ♥
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F&N bridging programme tomorrow. Feel so much like going but at the same time feel kinda reluctant to do so. But haiya, whatever~ Have got to attend no matter what. :)

I'm still in the searching-for-job category. Sian-ness. Okay but anyway ~~~ went to the sakura buffet with Baby and his family. Thanks to baby's mummy for paying! babyboy is a greedy pig. he almost vomitted. @_@ i'm missing the salmon sushi now. gosh.

the thought of baby going oversea for 5 days srsly made me feel god-damn depressed. yes i know we're going to get through over this. quite a good time for th both of us to realize how important we both are to each other as well, haha! gonna look at th positive side though. please miss me as much as i'll be missing you!

so, that's all for today readers. i feel my blog is srsly fucking dead. IS THERE STILL ANY READERS?!! i can hear my own voice. th echo of th blog ):

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This blog is getting rusty and dusty, tsk. I'm gonna post now, although I've got nothing much to post about..

I'll be editing my blog layout, soon. promise, i know it's a lil bored here and there alr :( but this is th best I could do. unique k, no one has it like this cause i did this my own way. i'm officially broke now. idk how to manage my bill for next month. sigh, i need jobs badly, like srsly!!!! ok whatever, i'll blog longer when there's interesting thing happens. hehe, k bye.

4N'2011

I've made it to sec 4N! (: Happy about that, but still not satisfied with my results. So I've got to really work hard in sec four! Oh yes, baby boy made it to sec 4 as well. Happy! ^^

So holidays are here, suddenly aint so happy bout it. i'm still looking for jobs. roar, cant seems to find any. @_@ gahhhh. nevermind whatever, goodbye! blog more next time. and oh, CLASS 3N2'2010 I'LL MISS YOUUUUUU :(

14th Monthsary

Happy 1y2m Baby! ♥
-----------Hello! I think my blog is completely dead. Roar. I guess no one reads my blog anymore, as compared to th past. Yes lah, I know I dont update regularly anymore. But please continue reading! :( Don't break my heart. Hehe.

So anyway, I'm not gonna retain if everything goes successfully well like my common test result for F&N wont pull my overall result down. and I'll be safe and in 4N next year! <: Hopefully everything goes well for Baby as well, heard that overall his english still passes and same goes to him, his common test result wont pull his overall result down, he'll also be in 4N with me!! huahua. :B CONGRATS ME! although its a just-nice-promote result, but i'm still contented cause at least, I passed. If Bio isnt combined with Physics, I'll pass one more subjects la! Stupid Bio. I doubt my Mid-Year Result can make my Combined Sci pass.. :( Six more marks..

I wanna go out to take photographs!!! Holidays, I'll drag Baby out to alot of places to take photographs of th nature and everything with me. hehe. Neoprints too! :)

Alright, bye! Continue reading okayyyyyy. You rocks! :D

Got back 5 papers today. Maths, as expected I'll fail. Failed Biology by eight marks, passed physics. Overall mark for sci was like 46!! fuck, hate bio. pulling my combined sci down. >:( four more marks!!! sigh. F&N, failed theory paper by 4 and a half mark, overall still pass though. Geography failed by 9 marks, 'cause Idk totally how to do th river and coast thingy. But yeah luckily I've passed my F&N though, hopefully english and mt tomorrow will goes successfully and im not gonna retain!!! <:

okay goodbyeeeez. praying hard for babyboy that he wont retain :(

EOY No More

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EXAMINATIONS ARE OFFICIALLY, OVER!!!! :)
Class outing tomorrow. What a class outing anw. very less people going. fucked up class. but nevermind, there's still alot of fun people going!!! thats all matters, hehe :B

Went to somehow 'celebrate' with babyboy for ending of examinations, KFC. yes, i cant resist the temptation still. blah. brought Babygirl to playground with dearest. let her play for awhile then homed. wanted to stay over at baby's house today but then again, aiya dont want la. his family members are weird. nevermind. we aint gonna bother about what others think about us, cause this is our love, not theirs. yes baby? ^-^

good night everyone! i hope i wont retain ):

I feel like meeting Baby like, right now. but he's an idiot he's still outside enjoying himself dont want return home!!!!! okay dont say until so badz, he cant come back laaa. dont feel like going over to his place, but i have got to be fair to him also maaa. cant be he always come over right? ._. how ah?

anyway tomorrow's last paper, just tomorrow! yay! and oh i dont think there's bridging programme this year!!! ^-^ but I guess there'll be F&N lessons, i'm going. baby will fetch me after that, as he promised. lalala! :)

okay so anyway i'm kind of bored right now. baby come back quickk!!!

Lots Of Love,

Happy 1y6m dearestluv! ♥
------Currently talking to babylove on MSN now. so fun. LOL sounds like as if we didnt talk in msn before. madness. Somehow i've forgotten whats my purpose of posting..... omg. wtf i'm so stm. -.-

I'm trying to recall what's th purpose of me posting right now..... recalling, recalling, recalling... trying very hard to do so.... :'( okay somehow, i'm gonna give up thinking. roarrr. will edit this post again later if i've recalled, like lol!

anyway, click on my nuffnang advertisements! it wont kill you for doing that, or even, you wont be at any disadvantage right?! so be a kind soul and do that if you see any advertisement coming out thank you all so muchhhhy ~ ~

Tomorrow's th 16th. One year six months with babyboy. Can't believe that we've been in love with each other for ONE AND A HALF YEAR. or okay, maybe more than that. time flies, it really does. :) and no, we've not neglected 16th though 24th is closer to our heart. but since 16th april, we've been through a lot and finally, gets together. so, 16th is as memorable as 24th. BUT! no matter what day, month or year, i'll still love you baby.

Geography paper today was partially CMI. except for th last few pages. Chinese paper two was kinda easy, except for some questions for th comprehension part. last paper to go! biology. gonna study some of it tomorrow and sunday gonna study with baby. I hope i'll pass because it'll be a waste since i'm confident of passing my physics. what if.... i failed? @_@!!! too much confidence do no good sometimes. blah.

okay anyway, currently waiting my phone to be fully charged. i'm missing my dearest so much, although today, i swear isnt a good day for th both of us. i get so frustrated so EASILY today, especially today. wahhhh fuck :(

nevermind, tomorrow's gonna be a better day. night all ~

Four More Papers To Go

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Examinations are ending soon, finally. Holidays are coming, though I think there'll be bridging programme this year as well. Must go, especially for F&N. Today's physics paper was quite okay. I think should be able to pass, like yay :)! but F&N is another different thing. know some, dont know some. think I'd fail, but pray for a border line fail. luckily there's coursework, tsk.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to holidays. :)
Class outing soon, I feel like going, but i'm broke. how? :(:(:((((

Shall go to bed soon, maths paper one tomorrow..
I LOVE YOU BABY! ♥

Super Sunshine

Happy 2nd Birthday AmberLoh BabyGirl!! ♥
(Pardon me for th darkness, forgot to on flash, tsk.)
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Stop being so naughty already alright!! Although I know you can't. haha but whatever, i still luv you. you are so cute! continue being cute!! :P

Had an advance birthday celebration with BabyGirl yesterday with whole family. Baby was here too. Had steamboat. Today might be going to th Croc Farm/Farm Mart, but I've got F&N to study, how? sigh. stresssssss ~

Canon Powershot SX130IS

MINE NOW, MINE!! ♥
---------Okay I'm officially broke now. Thankyou baby for paying this for me first, and thanks for paying half of it for me. I'll pay you back ASAP okay.

Had Pizza Hut as lunch with LohSengHock, JoeyTan, RachelYong and Dearest. Enjoyed quite alot there. Then decided to get my camera today, thus we went to AMK. Dearest head down to Habour Front with me to redeem my free gifts from Canon, then head back home. Went to play badminton with Joey, SengHock and Rachel. Had a good talk with Rachel Sweetheart earlier on. :) It's like, th last time was last year on my birthday!!! and finally, we had this h2h talks, again. I luv h2h talks!!! hehe. ♥

Anyway I guess can say bye to A for english. Paper one was alright but paper two was like disaster, wah fuck it. nevermind. gonna study Ss and do notes on F&N tomorrow!

Tomorrow's the day

2009, AsthinaTan. ♥
-----------End Of Year Examination starting tomorrow. Stressed. I'm so so so afraid that I'd retain y'know. There's so many chapters to study for all th subjects. How am I gonna manage it?! :(

Anyway, things aint going smoothly for me. R/s, studies, everything.. but I'm not gonna let it affect me for this period of time.

On a happier now, class outing on 19th! I'm sooooo excited for it. and most prob, I'm getting my camera on th 18th. :):):) Yay, SX130 come to me come to me!!! :)

The Past

th very first picture I edited for us, before 240809.
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I miss my "honey moon period"....
but no doubts, i still love you as much. no matter what happens, i'll still do. ♥

Dead Beat

Hi. I'm feeling so tired now, gonna make this a quick post. I'm currenty posting via phone. Did I mention that i've changed phone to xperia x10 mini already? Same phone as babyboy. ^^ hehe. and currently, I mad love this phone. cause of th games and everything. (:

Just finish revising some maths. Feels so great. Thanks joey! I'm so dead beat now. Imagine that you had school the previous day and straight after school and after showering, you rushed to work and then ended work at night. The next day, you had to wake up early to work, again. What's more, giving out flyers! Door to door in private landed house. Tiring.

I'm having sunburn again. Sian. Anyway i'll be heading to baby's place to study tomorrow. :) missing him so much. Okay, goodnight everyone!

Simple Day

Went out with baby, joey and lsh brother today. Went to central for kfc and then played badminton at night. Joey and I bought shorts from world of sports. Baby paid for me. Thank you!

School tomorrow again. Ugh. After school still got work. Tsk. Tired die me. But nevermind, money is rolling in!

Alright, goodnight everyone.

Nine More Days To Eoy

Firstly, ThankYou to Joey Tan and Loh Seng Hock for everything today. Lending me oven and guiding me while i'm cooking/baking. :) sorry for th disturbance.

Secondly, thanks everyone who sang happy birthday song for baby in school today. although i was pissed off due to smth, but it's okay, thanks, still. thanks for making this surprise worked out well :)

Third, I hope you have an unforgettable birthday baby.
I hope you like the Spaghetti I've cooked for you, cookies I've baked for you, the surprise i've plan for you, the letter i've given you and also th bag i've brought for you! I hope this year. I love you my dear.

Everything went successfully today except for something, but it's okay cause at least, babyboy's happy. Contented enough. ^^

Goodnight everybody! Thanks for th hardwork everyone, again. :)
Once again, happy birthday dearest boy. ♥

My Loveliest Boy Fifteenth Birthday

Happy 15th Birthday BabyBoy!
------It's your birthday today baby. I hope you like everything i'm planning/cooking/baking/bought for you. Enjoy your special dayyy! well, i'm glad that you're in this world because you're everything that I needed :) Luv you much. ♥

No More Tags

I tried my best to post daily and mostly with pictures. But my t'board is still seems to be as dead as ever. Same people tagging again and again. Sian-ness. My blog views and everything is getting lower and lower, what has happened? :( my post not interesting meh! my blog not nice meh!! :( heart-break.

okay anyway we only had SS test today, and it went all well! hopefully a pass at least. or even better, i dont want a border line pass. gonna revise on Physics and Geography later. I wonder how can I buck up on my Biology. Maybe I can get Babyboy to help me 'cause he's quite good in Bio. I dont know why either, haha!

Was wondering whether to change my phone to Xperia X10 mini/mini pro as th games are like better and more fun in th afternoon. SOMEMORE SAME PHONE WITH BABY. LOL. but then again, it can't save messages and i've got quite loads of messages that I want to save on my phone. oh fuck it sucks man! nevermind shall stick to my Vivaz ~

hmmm, shall go start revising then off to bed now!! goodnightz :)

'Cause It Hurts

Mid-Autumn Festival 2010. CandleHeart made together with BabyBoy. ♥ :)
------------I guess I have to get a new cable already. It kept on can't connect to my computer. When it comes to charging, it goes haywire as well. Idiot.

Went to baby's house to stay over for two nights. I'm missing him ):
he got injured today. hmph. my heart damn pain can. please get well soon and stop getting yourself any injury. I dislike the feeling of you getting injured ):

So I went to have macs with baby again ytd night. gosh, we everytime go for macs this way, not only we'll be broke and we'll also gain FATS. roar. but cant resist the temptation of macs :P Everytime had late night macs with baby we'll gossip about people. HAHAHAHA we're so badddd! Okay whatever school tmrw again. got so muchhhhhh test tomorrow like o m g. wish me luck. byez! :)

Five More Days

Happy 13monthsary/1y1m. ♥
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Currently awaiting for my beloved baby boy to end school and finish playing his soccer then come back and look for me. Don't get injured okay babyboy!! Didn't attend school today. I'm feeling kinda weak now. =(

I shall go study today, physics & geography!
Hate the fact that examinations are coming real soon. Please get promoted babyboy!! I dont want to be in secondary four without you if i'm promoted! :(

I guess no one visits my blog already. tsk no tags, nothing. sian-ness. nevermind byebye!! I love AdamWongEeYeong. Baby let's go tpy town park tonight! I wanna walk the water thingy with you againz. :P

Eight More Days

I feel like changing my blogskin. But I can't bear my blogskin 'cause I think it's unique as I made it my way! Okay whatever it is. On a random note, I love AdamWongEeYeong :)

Mass CCA tomorrow. Mid-Autumn Festival tmrw. Second MAF i'm going to spend with BabyDearest, like yay! We'll be celebrating it till we're old and no strength to play candles anymore!!! Hehehe. :B But okay la anyway I'm gonna fetch AmberLoh after Mass CCA tomorrow, shower her and shower myself and then to meet baby, bringing babygirl along! But if bringing her along, we won't be able to play so much candles siaaaa. nevermind we're going to have fun and take pictureeees! although maybe AdamWong won't want to. But I'll try my best to persuade him.

Exams are drawing near. I really feel like passing ALL my subjects, yes, ALL. but sounds impossible. I'll tryyyy, I'll try!! Okay bye!

2008. DonavanChua Daddy, TanDyinYin Jie.
-----------Hi I went to Church with Babyboy, Garywong, Angelawong, Bennywong & YeoYiYing today. Community day so there's games all around but quite bored though. But blah whatever. Anyway I got back my results ytd for last term. It's not satisfying. I need to work TRIPLE hard. Gonna study F&N @ Baby's house tomorrow. But ohmygod I passed my combined humanities! like can you believe it!!!! HAHA. k whatever i want to try my best to pass all subjects. WISH ME LUCK(:

I want to get my CANON POWERSHOT SX130IS ASAP ASAP!!!

/& I luv my babyboyz. :]

Sixteenth0409 ' One Year Five Months.

Happy "1y5m" babyz!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

you're still that special to me as ever in my heart. I love how you always will do anything/everything that will win my smile. Just to see my smile, you did a lot of silly stuffs. Thankyou, I appreciate it. Please act cute to me more okay I love to see it when you act cute because it's sooooo rare!! haha. like no one can ever see that cuteness in you except for me. lalala, love you much okay. Sakura/Pepperlunch/Subway soon!!! :):):) Sakura first pleasee??? hahaha!

Study, Study and Study Hard. :)

2009, tpy townpark.
------------Hi all. Today is a suckyyyy day! I'm so sorry baby, for treating you so bad today. tsk. dui bu qi oh, wo hai shi hen ai ni. ming tian hui geng hao!!! ♥

I love Physics lesson today hehehe. i'm kinda bored right now and i guess there's mass cca tomorrow which i dislike. I hope my stomach wont get upset today/tomorrow as i just ate sushi that was being kept for like around one day. LOL. k i'm strongggg don't fall sick okay my stomach. :)

I need/have/want to improve on my every subject. okay that was quite hard but i'm gotta try it!!! make notes and then revise it all over again before the day of th exams. okay set!! LOL lame. gonna pull baby to study with me. or I shall study hard and teach him :)

k byez everyone ~
as usual: TAGS PLEASE :)

Happy day, Happy me.

Loveliest Lovely ♥
---------------I'ma happy girl for these few days, especially ytd & today. hehe. like finally, i met up with seaweed ng. ^^ i bought her a hello panda 'cause we used to have it almost every single day in th past when we met up almost every day. and just to give her a surprise, haha! was suppose to study but in th end she only helped me to complete my bio thingy LOL. i didnt even study at all. a camwhore day, i suppose. camwhored, chit-chats, everything. rachy came and look for us for a short while too! :)

after that we packed up and went to tpy town park. h2h talks as usual. told her a lot of things. but sadly this time when we went there, doesn't have anything to see already. tsk. and during th night we didnt take any pics as th flash is damn bright. we then go to take bus at around 8 plus going 9. bused to baby's place. stayed there for a short while and then i'm hungry. so we decided to go and eat.

went to withdraw money and walked to Uno. in th end we decided to have macs instead so we bused to interchange. we had a lot of talks yesterday i love i love i likey!!! we talked non-stop when we started eating and till we reach his place, we're still talking. LOL but i like those night talks with him damn much. we chat till quite a long time and finally slept.

today, mahjong with baby, his mummy & garywong. fucking stress can. :S
slept for a short while and i went to packet food for baby with his sister. ate and watch show then im home. we talked quite a lot of nonsense while watching show but i like. i like th way he smile, i like to be in his embrace :)

my eye kept twitching from evening till now. :@
okay im waiting for lovely to get back home and send her th pictures and im going to sleep alreadyyyy, goodnight everyone. tags please hehe :)

My Dearest Boy

Hi everyone. I'm missing my dearest so much so much..

I miss how th way he'll let me rant everything/anything to him, be it friendship/family problem, although he don't really like to hear it but still, he listen and although he didn't say anything much about it but i still appreciate it 'cause he'll always be my listening ear. although sometimes he's bad but i still love him. i like th way he'll wipe off my tears for me. i like th way he gossip with me, and everything. i like how he smile to me. i like how he worry me and spam call/message my phone. just everything, every single thing, every little thing, i miss him. i love you wo ai ni baby boooooy :)

04th sept.
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I'm missing baby now. Didn't get to meet him yesterday. Nevermind, shall go and meet him today. feel so god-damn reluctant to do my coursework la fuck. but sighhhh holiday is ending soon. coursework got to be done by monday. so i shall do it later, then head to meet dearest.

oh yes, new cpu. hehe. 'cause computer crashed. tsk. my computer perform faster now! ^-^ but got to change monitor. hopefully dad will bring back one home today. :)

im craving for macs!!!

Take me away

Random-ness.
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My dearest brought me out to watch movie today! Haunted Changi. Quite disappointing though. But to me maybe i'll just rate it like 2.5/5 or either 2/5? First time going to the theatre with him, for just th both of us, and we dined in Pizza Hut, for th first time just us alone as well. Really should cut down on going out!!!!! 'Cause when we both goes out, we'd like spend around $50 these few days I dont know why!!!!! so we should seriously stay at home and stop going out for sometime till we have money again. yes baby boy???? :) oh ya oh ya!! I was craving for ferrero rocher this morning and I told baby. he really bought it for me in th evening time. I thought he would forget about it hehehe tyvm baby. :D

okay anyway it's holidays already!!! although it's only for a week but i'm so gonna enjoy it. really have to start study hard th next upcoming term. i want to try to pass my maths, like serious!!!!!! I mean it okay I mean it! LOL. but I hope I can.....

Dearest's birthday is coming up!!!! Doubt can celebrate with him. It's a school-day. What's more a Wednesday! what if there's mass cca, bitch. :(

Long post enough?!!! K bye. ^^
oh yes!! as y'all can see, my t'board is fucking dead. tag please tag tag tag!!!!! and I want a new camera :(

Life sucks.

Dearest girl. ♥

I'm feeling so bored now. & I'm not really happy. :(
sometimes being in a relationship isnt really a good thing. no troubles, won't get upset so easily and stuff. but no worries, i've got no regret being with AdamWong. no matter what went wrong, our relationship faced problem, i'll still be there with him to face everything together. 'cause we once promised.

ok craps. combined humanities tomorrow. have confidence in geography but not social studies. it seems like no matter how hard we tried to study for it, never a pass come back. whatever.

I hate quarrels. I hate things like this happen. I hate to feel you don't care. I don't like this feeling. Can someone actually understand?

AdamWongEY, ♥

baby, I wanna shout it out loud and clear to th world that, you're mine. and only mine. hehe. k random bye! :D

365 days ♥

HAPPY OFFICIAL FIRST ANNIVERSARY BABY! (12th monthsary, 365 days.) ♥
although we've been together for this long without any break-ups, but we sure do have been through a lot. i'm looking forward to later. pepper lunch and cake customize. (: everything I'd like to say to you will be sent to you in a message and in the blog. so shan't say much here. I love you, I hope you like th prezzie i'll be giving to you later. i love you baby i love you!! :D

Yeah I know I haven't been blogging for long, I've noticed that. But I'm not really in the mood to post now. Fuck life, fuck school, fuck everything. Life sucks for me.

I hate school. Can I not attend school like, FOREVER?

Happiest moment

15th August 2010. ♥

Okay I know I haven't been posting for manymany days i'm so sorry okay!!! :( forgive meeee. Anyway, CT's coming up. I think I wanna study with baby later on but Idk what to study!!!

Let's rewind the time back to 15th August! Only a short lil details hehe.

Went prawning with Guan, ShiQi and Eve as Guan suggested, and I dragged Eve along as I want a partner so that I won't feel left out. Had lunch and it costs $93+!!!! omg expensive. and what's more, it's only like normal dishes laaaa. gosh. Then went in to prawn, pathetic us. Caught 4 prawns in 4 hours. 1 prawn for each of us LOL. Guan bought prawns so that we would be satisfied. After eating the prawns we went back home and blahhhh I'm so tired so I slept straight away.

Woke up in the morning to shower and everything, prepare and went to meet AdamWong. I was so tired but so excited for the trip!!! Everything went well and I'm a happy girl for that day hehe Baby is so sweet. Thank you for your prezzie babyyy!! Dined in Season's (Swensen's). Baked rice!!! I likey the fries there a lot. And it's very cheap you know you know!!! Omg. Baby let's go again someday hahaha! after everything we went back to Sg and to baby's place. Showered and took a short nap and went home at close to seven. Baby kept on doesn't want to let me go home. Idiotic boyyyyy. Kept on hugging me so that I can't go. But in th end of course I did go. and since he isn't feeling well, I went back home alone. And now, he's still quite sick. :( tsk get well soon baby ilyyyy kayz.

Cut cake with family at close to ten. Mango cake! thanks to daddy for the cake! and I feel so pathetic 'cause I've only received VERY LITTLE prezzies but oh well it's okay cause at least I had a great time with everyone. thanks to everyone for the wishes on texts/facebook and those who bought me presents. thanks to those who celebrated with me as well! I appreciate everything a lot! I'm 15!!! hehe. K still small.

I love everyone k bye! stay happy. ^^ LOL

/& 7 more days. 24th august.

Tomorrow's the day (:

Hi everyone. It's gonna be 1508 soon. Excited for my Malaysia trip with AdamWong. For the first time, we're going to "oversea" alone, just the both of us. I hope everything goes well and AdamWong will be willing to take a PROPER picture with me. Although not really counted as oversea, but at least it's out of SG. haha. I wanna go further next time baby!! :)

And ten more days, 2408. I mad love August!! :) Although it's quite creepy and eerie 'cause it's the 7th lunar month. but, idc. I still love August. hehe!

I'm feeling very bored now. Someone talk to meeee please. Tsk. I need entertainments. Common Test is coming up soon. Yet I really don't have the mood to study. But well, I'm still gonna pull AdamWong to study with me!!! ^-^

Okay bye!!! :P

Awesome-ness

Having my BabyBoyAdamWong by my side for 5d4n is awesome :] hehe. hope I won't feel weird not having him by my side tonight. tsk. okay anyway, i think yesterday fireworks is mad awesome too!!! maybe partly because having Baby by my side to watch it with me. first firework w him. hehe. baby, thanks so much for bringing me to watch it 'cause you said that you don't want I miss it 'cause I like to see even though you're injured. xiexie ni very much. (': anddddd you promised to bring me watch fireworks again next year!!! don't forget ahhh, hehe ^-^

and blahblah, i bought a new wallet yesterdayyyy. I find my blog is damn dead. please tag me pleaseee. okay I shall end off with a pretty pretty nice nice firework. (: pardon me for my lousy photography skill. :/

♥ 14 more days. :D

Vivaz U5!

After posting, I'm going to sleep. Signed line yesterday (: Thanks to Kris Loh. ♥ I mad love my Vivaz U5! heh. Btw I've changed number! If don't have and want it, tag me or something okay. ^^ Had oral today. Quite alright I guess. I was too nervous till I anyhow utter words. Blah. What's done can't be undone. So yeah, shall stop dwelling about it.

Mass CCA again tomorrow. I'm wondering if I should really join dance, tsk. most probably yes, i guess. IC making tomorrow as well. Wasted $7 to take photo today ~

I want to find my Vivaz pouchhhhh. so hard to find. walao. :(
I hate it when, everything has already planned nicely but in the end, something ruined it. fuck it. Babyyyyy!!!! :(((((

Whenever you smile

I love you baby! ♥

Okay so it's august already!!! my favourite month, hehe. ^^

Baby is coming back today! I'm gonna give him a tighttight, bigbig huggy~!!!! roar. miss his warm hug a lot.

Work work work. I hope the weather would be good today. please???? :(

Common Test is coming...... :(

Before.

Updating this dead blog, again. feel so lazy and reluctant to 'cause I don't think I've got anything to post about. But anyway, I'll try to post! Okay counting down, 24 days more to 2408, 15 days to 1508, and 60 days to 2909!!!! Random. LOL.

Work tomorrow again. I shall sleep early. School on monday. I'm gonna have monday blues! CT's coming up soon again. I'm fucking stressed k. gonna start to chiong study the upcoming week, and all th way till CT starts. I dont want retain pleaseeeee, gosh.

Ok shall end off with a picture, goodnight to all!!! :)


I miss 2009. :( I still love this bottle a lot ~ hehe. ♥ x189412148974

Blah, hi. it has been long since I've blogged. hehe. currently very hungry. awaiting for mummy to buy food back. I miss my meltz, tsk.

Btw, happy 2y1m/25th monthsary with Asthina Tan, luvs. :)

I fuck hate sunburn. I'm dyinggggg, gosh. ):
I dont want to ever do landed house again, if I can!

Okay anyway, I'm missing Baby Awey a lot now, tsk tsk. school tmrw again. happy or sad?

How I wish I don't know all these things, so that we'd still be as close as ever. I really miss you, i really miss everything of us. miss telling you every single thing, miss our every fridays, and all. can we still be as close? ):

HI, I'VE BLOGGED K. LOL BYE.