Been a lot of days since i've last blogged, and update a proper post. well, i'm not gonna do any proper post right now because i'm, kind of, in a bad mood. i dont know what to think about at all for now.

I've taken a few steps wrong and regretting each and every single wrong steps i've made. change for a better? this phrase looked so simple but yet it's so hard to achieve.

If only time could rewind .

one hundred & fifty-three.

Happy '5th' monthsary babyboy. Love you. ♥

Hello world. I'm lazy to post these few days so i'm very sorry for th lack of updates! Okay me is going to bed soon. Goodnight! :)

love my cutest boyfriend [:

tomorrow is thursday! weekends are approaching! happy happy! can rest alr heheheh. & btw maths is making my head burst. -______-!!!! but well, with tan dyin yin's presence, school is definitely a nice one for me 'cause i could crap and whatever with her hehehehe love her. :]

btw during VE period, t'cher asked us to write a letter of appreciation or anything about our feelings towards that person and me wrote to baby. but due to th time limit, i've still yet to write alotalot of things. hmph. nvrmind but at least, i did write. and all from th bottom of my heart k. me still wrote a bigbig lohkimyan love adamwongeeyeong :$

friday have that idiotic memory skill thingy!!! yuck. lesser time spent with baby. sucks a hell lots k. nvrmind he'll be fetching me once i've ended. ^-^

feeling mad tired now..... :(

four more days!

a part of my life

went up to babyboy's house in th morning as usual, th same daily routine happening again, &everything. after school played awhile basketball with adamwong, bennywong & dylanalexshiyongxian, me teamed with baby. but...... ugh me too lousy LOL. he's an idiot, he kept laugh @ me. because he say th way i snatch ball very funny hmph nvrmind. i'm somehow having interest back into basketball once again heheheh. :B

baby walked me home then he went to th market to meet his mummy while me went back home shower & everything, head over to his place. did maths homework after bennywong came back. i managed to understand everything despite not paying attention in class 'cause bennywong taught me & babyboy did work with me after doing his bio homework. then blablabla, everything and rested awhile then baby sent me home at around eight plus. saw babygirl & daddy at house downstairs, so baby didnt kiss me goodbye today. hmph. nvrmind babygirl is so cute with her meow meow and woof woof + everything la aiya she's this cute always me love her to th maximum. :)

btw me promised lovely seaweed ng to love her for all of my life. so that's a promise made okay LOL. i love you muacks! :-*

k la k la babyadamwongeeyeong dont jealous okay me love you also. <:

you're everything to me, my only love.

First of all, ignore my previous post. everything's alright now because i gave in, baby gave in. well, i'm at fault i know. but then, ugh. idk how say actually. it's like, i ofcourse will feel fking jealous. although he's not purposely. k whatever shall keep all these private. heheh. :B

&well, thankyouverymuch to people who commented on my facebook status asking me to cheerup okay. much appreciated for all of your concerns!!! luvyouall k. &thanks to dylan alex shi yongxian for talking to me on facebook and comforting me though i didnt really tell him what happen.

k anw, dearest came my house downstairs in th morning after he came back from his father's house to fetch me to his place. heheheh. he's so tired and everything but still came to fetch me omg me so lucky. but we quarrelled in th morning via sms. nb. hate to be jealous k. fktard. but well, i gave in. so everything's fine and he asked me whether want to meet not and me asked him to come my house downstairs fetch me, so he came.

went his place and today was a kinda good day? that's what he said also. babyboy cooked noodle for me mam mam. heheheh he treats me very good i know. we played cards tgt w bennywong & yyy lover. my babyboy's damn cute okay. that's why i love him so much. ^-^
he's always cute. excluding those times when we quarrelled and unhappy LOL

went down to play basketball w him and then around eight plus he walked me home. so unwilling to go home. because i still want to see his cutecute face and everything. every little action he made, all th sweet things, & alot more. :( but on a happier note, twoperiods of chinese tomorrow yay. :D!!

I need someone fking badly now. to rant everything on, to scold or whatever!!!!!!!!!!! fktard, fk everything off. i'm sick and tired of everything. jealousy kills. nb!!!!!!! i'm going crazy!!!!!!!

where's all th smile and laughter i had earlier on..

Just got back home from block nine. met sheena & co. lazy to post, blah. so........

Happy 9th monthsary babyawey. <:

love you always. shant say anything much in here, go see th blog i've created for you to see instead k? muackies! :)

finally, weekends are here again ^-^

my idiotic silly stupid cute boyfriend is having some programme in school now. next week, my turn. didnt intend to attend at first but adamwong asked me to go and said that he'll be waiting for me outside school after that programme ended. heheh, so i'm going. LOL.

btw today is a great day i can say. managed to tolerate and control my temper. <: he'll be heading to his father's house after that thingy ended and after he went home to shower. sad die me. me miss him. :( currently, awaiting for his message, 5pm. i'll be heading to take some nap soon. btw i realized that whenever tan xiao bee's around, my school day will be filled with much joy/laughter/fun. not only in school lah, hahah. whenever she's around, i'll get more high you know LOL. i dont know why. heheh. she too plays an important role in my life k. but idk why, we seems to be drifting already. no longer catch up with each other about what's happening and everything. but no, this sistership wont end. i'll try to salvage it!!! after everything and your work has ended, we'll be as close as ever again. i hope :)

hmmm....... anw,

Happy birthday to mummy!!!!!!

thankyou very much for bringing me into this world, and everything you've done for me. sorry for always causing you to worry bout me this and that, especially whenever i'm coming home late, or not going home. i love you okay!! sorry for keep throwing temper at you and everything i've caused to make us both unhappy. thankyou for your care th other time when i'm feeling unhappy, thankyou for concerning bout me and everything. thankyou for telling me i could tell you why i'm unhappy and all, thankyou for being such a great mummy.妈妈我爱你. :)

lazy to post today. but then it's a quite alright day though. except for chinese period, nb. really hate hate pms much. nb, want jiu faster come can. dont keep make people get fustrated so easily!!!! make me and adamwong quarrel or unhappy only. :(

but luckily i have a boyfriend like him. he gave in to me even if it isnt him at fault at all. i love you adamwongeeyeong. :)

2 more days, 10 more days. ^-^

(!): H.A.T.E TODAY. FKER!

pms sucks much, fk everything. nb. lazy to post, byebye.

i ♥ adamwong. :)

back home from babyawey's housey. quite a good day today? :)
helped out with his dnt work today. drawing&sketching, tsk. he says that i'm good at it & should've taken d&t hahahaha. but i still prefer f&n though, heheh. ._.

school tomorrow again, gonna pack bag & go off to bed soonsoon. missing dearestbabylove already, hmph!!! tmrw mass cca, i dont mind though. 'cause there'll be my dearest baby love accompanying me. :D!! gonna help out with his dnt sketching again ~

2nd week of school.

UH! it's only th freaking 2nd week of school?!?!?!?!?!!!!!! but it seems like school has already started for veryvery long...... -.-

might not be posting in th night so am here posting first! currently, awaiting adamwong to finish playing his basketball & come fetch me to his place. he so damn long, me so tired. :(

going over to his place to complete my homework, again. or i might doing it all myself first while awaiting for him, after posting. :)
school was getting more fun + entertaining due to jeremy hong ting wei LOL. but he's a fker, always bully me. nb! :(

i wanna go see if there's anything for me to cook & mam mam now! byebye! :P hope today would be a happy happy day!

tolerance & giving

in th afternoon & morning isnt a quite good day for me and beebee, but then at least until towards of th day like in th evening or something, everything turn to be better. beebee said it's a good sign and today, overall its good 'cause we turn out to be fine so fast and that shows that we've been giving in to each other. but he gave in more ofcourse. thankyou for trying hard and everything to save this relationship, tolerating everything and all. i love you you you. you're always this best. that's why i love you so much. i love th way you're trying to make me smile, even if you've got no face or shy or whatever, as long as i'm happy, you'll let me smile/laugh 'bout it. :P iknowiknow, you said before, you love seeing me smile and laugh, so as long as i'm happy you'll be to. heheh. yay i know i've got a great great boyfriend. ^-^

anyway tyvm to bennywong for teaching me maths. supposed to be beebee teaching de lo. but nvrmind he've got his own biology homework to do. &suppose to be me teaching him but ended up he said no need. nvrmind lo. he cooked noodle for me during lunch. heheh. anw me is looking forward to thursday. f&n practical! adamwong said he'll eat it all up even if its not nice. he better mean what he say. (x

hope tomorrow will be just like today. i miss miss him lor. :(

"beebee, you said our target is to get 100% love! which means:
getting married,
being together for th rest of our life,
ensured with each other that we both wont leave with one&another, and everything/something like that. i hope we'll be able to do it heheheh. we'll both work hard for our target k! lovelove you. :)"

me no like today again. >: somehow la. some parts. ):
hate adamwong to th max, hmph. but he brought me to kfc today hehehe. although he's lazy to go out. :P yay. but i didnt force him or ask him to. he just suddenly suggested it. tyvm beebee :D

school tomorrow again, sian okay. :(
study again. nvrmind hope that i still have th motivation. anw get to see and hug sheenana today ^-^

adamwongeeyeong! i want you to know that i still love you!!!! a lot k.

I want you, & only you.

adamwong & I both dislike today. f my pms much. but he still tolerated everything, being understanding, and kept giving in to me. thankyouverymuch baby. i love you much. hope tomorrow will be a better day for us ahead. forget everything today after a sleep, like what you've said. &also dont anyhow think okay!!! no matter how unsuitable you are to me, we still been through so much and we're still together for so long what!!! love you k, i only want you in my life baby. no one else i want. and you've said before you wont leave me de horhorhor. ^-^

k me finally talking to sheenalao!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY MUCH K.
and i've recieved an email from valenlyn chua omg HAPPY x2!!!!!!

sheenana says tomorrow MUST meet me. so tomorrow i MUST meet her as well. miss her k. :( &i'm so happy that she've been missing me much as well! ^-^

school days

Hello i'm back to cyber world! didnt touch th computer for like three days. amazed? :/

so practically, school was still alright for me and i didnt dread it, yet. maybe after sometimes, i would. i keep having th motivation in me to study. but sometimes, study mode is just an off in some periods. I dont know whyyyy!

have been th same routine daily:
woke up, prepare/shower everything, > adamwong's house. > waited for zengquan father come fetch us > school > recess ate w asthina tan > after school, beebee send me home > he waited for me at my house downstairs while i shower, > to his place > he send me home at around 10 plus > pack bag > sleep. Goodgirl? :)

I'm happy to see adamwong writing down notes and everything. studying well, and all. like what he promised me he will study hard, he really did it. and i hope this goes on, and not only for this period of time.

and right now, adamwong's going to do his cip hours for FAS. standing for six hours, tsk. heart pain for him, he's gonna be so tired! :( might not be meeting him anymore. instead, i feel like meeting asthina tan. i miss her!! :(

TanDyinYin's 16th birthday, ^-^

Happy 16th birthday tan xiao bee! ^-^
hello idiotic girl. i hope nothing will happen. you should know what i mean right. :( i love you always! ^-^

seocond day of school! went to beebee's house and walk to school tgt. early in th morning kena caught my fringe again. fktard. nvrmind i intend to clip it up anyway. 'cause my fringe is getting longer. more and more irritating LOL. so i'll be a goodgood girl. :D

went up to homeroom for admin period instead of having chinese, hmph. angry. because only chinese i'm in th same class as adamwong. next period geography, was talking and playing tictactoe and hangman w bennywong. PE next, late for it w tanxiaobee. english next, nothing interesting. after that recess. recess look for beebee, and with asthina. he went to walkwalk around in school w benny. was dulan w beebee due to something. hmph. next was physics, and f&n. went to walkwalk around in th school w xiaobee and was very late LOL. xbee went for her poa lesson after that, and i went to kitchen one and it isnt my class. went to walk around to look for it and to office. none of them know so i slacked in th office awhile. around last 15 minutes then manage to find my class LOLLL. for th one and more than a half period i was wandering around. -.-

went for ft admin after that. went canteen to wait for beebee with asthina tan, and went outside school. beebee, dylan & me walked to adamwong's house. waited for him and went back to school. they played basketball. dylan went to eat w dewi after she came awhile. adamwong accompanied me, we chatted for awhile until garywong releases. went canteen to slackslack awhile and they walk me home. missing adamwong alr k. :(

school again tomorrow. i find that 3n2 is kinda boring........ :/

first day of school.

finally get to see my piggy baby!! happy girl but i'm so tired now so post and off to bed. school tomorrow, again. well, school today was kinda alright lah. but except for th fact that adamwong isnt with me and without his messages really sucks a lot. disappointed when i didnt recieve his message by two. ): seeing th clock ticking slowly, and he isnt back yet, i was so sad k. ):

k a lil lazy to post 'bout today already. but then i went to baby's place with bennywong. oh yes btw tyvm to garywong & bennywong for helping me carry th books back. garywong helped me carry out of th school and bennywong took over, then to my place. tyvm! (:

only get to buy freaking five books -.-
th rest, out of stock. tsk. no need study lor!!! sigh. :(

ok anw saw baby at around i dont know what time. i'm happy k. i love th way how he look into my eyes. omg shy. :$ LOL
his hugs and kisses are still th best. first day in school on 2010 with him tmrw. still very scared that bitch gets close to him. fktard. nvrmind i trust him. but i dont trust her!!!!!! k whatever goodnight.

KymissdieAwey. ):

missing adamwong so much till i broke down today you all know you all know!!! feel so weird without him. every little things would remind me of him. ):

went to meet sheenana and accompanied her to buy pens at popular then head to block 55. (i'll always say, baby's place. but now.... not go there find him leh. sigh.) brokedown because i really miss him too much. being in his place, without having him, and everything, really... that feeling, sucks much. went downstairs at around seven plus, damn tired please. then sheenana went home, garywong send her home. ahqi & me went to their house downstairs sit down chatchat wait for garywong come back. then we went popular to buy pens. then they sent me home. tyvm! <:

suddenly feel that although he always played psp and ignore me, but i rather him like this and being by my side now. at least i still can go hug him and watch him play. unlike now, cant even get to see him. ahqi said that he might come back in th morning tomorrow, most prob. happy much!!! thanks to sheenalao to be there for me when i broke down just now. Love you lah!! :D

gonna sleep soon. freaking tired. gonna prepare everything and sleep. goodnight everybody! ^-^

kiss goodbye,

have you ever tried th taste of 'tears of joy'? have you ever tried crying but it's because you're really very happy at that moment and tears just drip down like this? i just did. over th slightest thing. but well, i'm really very happy just now. although i'm kind of sad right now, because beebee just left singapore. still got such a long way to go for today and i wonder how am i gonna survive. i've got to stand strong! i've still got seaweed ng asthina tan sheena lao rinko low and blablabla....

i woke up at around 10am + and messaged with baby for a super short period. and i fell asleep back, feeling kinda angry at him. i dont know why. maybe i'm too tired. and woke up at twelve forty plus, saw my phone, he texted me. "lohkimyan, i now going off already. not sure tomorrow can help you take books not. tomorrow come back first thing message you." and i was thinking to myself, why so early! somemore dont have th last goodbye kiss and ily? LOL. i replied him, "baby? dont think you can reply already ba. never even give me th last kisskiss and tell me woaini. :(" alot alot of things went through my mind at that moment, i thought to myself,

"if only i didnt drink till so late last night, if only i slept early last night. then i would be able to wake up early and at least message with him. if only this morning, i didnt angry at him. regretted." and blahblahblah. a lot of things. suddenly, he replied me. i was damn super happy. and tears just drop down when i dont know whyyyyy!! not just a one or two drip okay. at least also got five lor!! messaged with him quite awhile, and he told me th sweetest thing. "even though i'm at very far, but my heart is always with you." this sentence, really made my day. :)

i realized a lot of things after last night's drinking session. i dont know why. i didnt get high or drunk okay!!!

i realized, every steps we make is really very important. once wrong, everything would go onto a disaster and all. although i've regretted what i've done, but everything cant be back to how it used to be. even if so, there'll still always be a knot that cant be untied. i really regretted, but, what's th use of regretting now? what's done, cant be undone. i made th both of us turn out to be this way. i dont wanna make anymore mistake, i dont want to. although i've regretted and changed, but, still, cant be mended. everything cant go right anymore. i wanna say, i'm really sorry to those person that included in this matter.

i dont know what's happening to me. k whatever.
wishing and hoping tomorrow beebee would be able to reach tpy at before 2. and come outside school wait for me. bringing books back for me and i'll drag him out. >:

i wanna thankgod, for fulfiling my wish just now. i was hoping that he would reply for th one last time, just one, last time. and awhile more, he really did! :)

school reopening tomorrow. in school, i'll miss him damn much as well. sigh. ):

adamwong, enjoy yourself okay? i'll be missing you in singapore. t'care alright. although you told me to have fun in school tomorrow but without you, how have alot of fun? although we're in different class... ):
baby cannot go there find other girls hor. although they'll be more prettier than me or whatever, but still, cannot hor. you belongs to lohkimyan, and only lohkimyan. no one else. okay? and i know you love me alot so you bu ke yi pian zi ji LOL!!! cant get your goodnight kiss tonight, but i wont go find other people and let them kiss okay. you said you'll kill me if i do so. so ofcourse i wont la :P i love you, always. no matter what.

hunny misses beebee. :(

3rd day of 2010. LOL time flies, seriously. cant believe that everything had already pass so quickly. when all those memories is still so vivid in my mind, so clearly. thinking back of 2008, when i'm sad due to cxyxr, adamwong is th one who will accompany me message and comfort me LOLLLL now is he th one who has been hurting me. nb. #$%)#$(%

k anw i met seaweed ng yesterday. or shall i say, just now. hahaha. had a great day with her. like, we saw some... live porn? laughoutloud la seriously. LOLLLL chatted w her and told her 'bout last time thingy. like, somethings with *** and alch. and she told me 'bout her pathetic first love LOL. & a lot a lot of things la. i'm so happy to talk to her and meet her okay. although we're really pathetic today 'cause we're both broke ):


btw i cant meet adamwong later on. sigh. he's going dontknow where la. enjoy yourself beebee. hope he'll be able to wait for me outside school on monday, which is, tomorrow. donavan chua told me he's happy that i'm going school on monday. 'cause he can see me HAHAHAHA. happy to see him too okay! ^-^

okay, martell session with JoeyTan, LSH, Joseph, KrisLoh & EveYong now! ^-^

btw baby is so sweet okay. i love him ttm. <3

th perfect kind of boyfriend

came upon this on some web. and i realized that in these all points, my boyfriend has got some th point of it. is he counted as a good boyfriend then? Hahahah!

"Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. That kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget. The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep."

those bold ones, is what he is. although its just some out of all, but well, to me, its already good enough. i'm happy to have him in my life okay. he'll really appreciate everything i made for him, i gave him and all. he would appreciate it, even if its not nice or what. and i know my hardwork will be all paid off. i dont mind sacrificing my sleep or what just to do all that for him if he will appreciate it. like, th board i gave him on our "3rd" month. i made it for like, three hours plus in th late night. although th outcome isnt very good and its plain, he said he'll like it because i spent alot of time to make for him, and because its from me. those love letters i gave him, he'll never fail to thanks me for it. th video i made for him on our "4th" month, he said be it its nice or not, be it its sweet or not, as long as it's from me, he'll like it. what's more, i spent my effort and time on it. that's one thing i love bout him th most, he'll appreciate everything i did for him. how great my boyfriend is? :)

ahhhh i'm missing him so much you know. he's coming back tomorrow. wonder if can get to meet him 'cause on monday i cant get to see him plus tuesday see him in school cant hug him at all. hmph. >:

okay my leg is veryvery painful because of th muscle cramp. hope it'll get well by monday. meeting seaweed ng later on. me no money, howhowhow. sigh. shall take from daddy five bucks later.

i wanna tell th whole world out loud that,
I LOVE ADAM WONG EE YEONG ALOT ALOT! HE'S MINE OKAY. ^-^
hahahaha crap. k bye.

Back home from slacking with asthina tan just now. was really too bored okay. so decided to head out to find her. we chatted 'bout th past, like how time flies. how did we changed. last time, in 2008 - th very starting of 2009, i would always tend to give unneccesary attitude like, at anytime. and now, i longer does that okay. thanks to who? adamwong la. LOL

I feel so much that i'm spamming post *#$)%@#*% i kept posting LOL cant be blame, i'm too bored. heh. :B
school is gonna resume in two days time. sad or happy, i dont know. but some of those 2n2'o9-ians is no longer with me. even th most important person to me is not in 3n2 with me next year. but ended up with some other girls. hmph. >:( nvrmind you recess better must accompany me. ^-^

alright. post till then.

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blah hello i'm seriously bored. how i wish rinko low is online now so that i can tell her what's on my mind now. okay home day today already i guess. somehow feel like going out. my leg muscle cramp la tsk all thanks to yesterday's.... exercise? LOL. feeling so bored at home. i wonder where is tan xiao bee. i cant seems to get through her. :(

what a new year day. baby's at his father's place and leaving me so bored at toapayoh. what's more he's not attending school on monday walao. nvrmind benny wong will enlighten my day and mood in class. i hope. :(

dedications (part two!)

dedication time again! ^-^ but i think its just a few more person. and some i dont have pictures with them laaaa. :(

Rinko Low, an awesomeeee friend i knew from online. HAHAHAHA. habbo. omg, few years back. well, we've gone through quite a lot of things together in this few years. like, watching th changes in one another, growing up together and so on. although last time we used to be more close like, meeting up much more often but i'm sure our bond are now much more stronger because we've grown up and no longer like last time. she gives th bestest advice ever!! i'm so lucky to have a friend like you behbeh. i love you rinko low!!! ^-^

tan shi qi, my future sister-in-law, HAHA! :P
she would always tend to get high with me and telling me things giving me advices when i'm lost. telling me which path to choose so that i'd not regret and its a better choice for me, teaching me maths and science till she vomits blood LOL!!!! ok la thank you very much okay i love you qiqi. :D

eve yong, my da sao!! i love crapping with her, h2h with her and even, having martell session with her. she would understand my situation almost everytime, listening to my sorrows and all. telling me bout her past, having h2h with her is very great i tell you. and thankyou so much for giving birth to amber loh this naughty yet very cute lil girl who will enlighten my mood. ^-^ i miss those martell session, when are we having it, like, again? :( i love you eve yong li lei. especially crapping with you LOL.

not forgetting, my valenlyn chua. i'm not sure when i'll get to talk to her and get high w her on msn like once again, not sure when she'll get to be my laughing pill again but then, i wanna tell her, darling me love you okay!!! i miss you a lot. do you still remember our anniv? do you still remember what we'll always crap on msn? like, giving each other names. hahaha. you tiger chua. >: i really miss you a lot darling!!! dadalovetata k. :3

alright, i'm ending here already. byebyez. i want tag. see my t'board so dead walao eh. :(

2010!!!

Happy new year!! welcome 2010!!! so sorry that i couldnt complete that post yesterday. tonning, heheh. btw we cant even freaking enter th crocodile farm. hmph. okay whatever. yesterday after went to crocodile farm, wanted to go popular to get my books, but ended up th edition all different. so decided to buy on th first day of school. th thought of school reopening actually makes me happy somehow. excited, i should say. ahhh ok back to topic.

so went back to baby's place, rested awhile and went out like at around seven plus. baby camwhored with me!!! but i forgot to send pictures over. in his phone. ahhhhhh. went to west cc to meet them, then to tpy central, > potong pasir. a lot of idiotic things happened, made me exercise so much :s sigh, shant mention bout it cause its not really a happy thing anyway. but to me, i'm not really unhappy. but just, worried and all. andand i want to thanks adamwong for staying by my side when all that happened. if not i'm sure i'll go crazy in that state. tsk. suddenly feel i'm very blissful to have adamwong as my boyfriend, due to some reasons. back to tpy at around three or two plus. and to baby's place. now i'm home! ^-^
and me cant get to see fireworks yesterday wth. sad laaa!!!

sucks lah, adamwong gonna abandon me alone at school on th very first day. nvrmind baby, enjoy yourself okay? i'll spam you messages LOLLLL. :P

okay, dedication time again. in th next post :D
anyway, i wanna say sorry to asthina tan. she's suppose to come countdown w us but ended up she dontwanna stay in tpy. and i didnt even freaking know that. :/ ahhh i know i know, i sucks. :( sorry icecream!