I Wish I Could Tell You This - I Love You

Autumn Concerto. I miss watching it!
---------Today, isn't a good day either. But I met up with YeoYiYing. :) We went to Kbox. It has been long since I've went out with her like this. It was raining once we reach amk and we don't have an umbrella with us. Thus, we did a very bad thing. We stole it, from someone's apartment. @_@

Sadly, we didn't get the chance to take any picture together. Tsk. Nevermind there's still next time for us to go out together, yes? :) Had great talks with her as usual. She told me about her TaiWan trip and showed me pics. Looks fun lor! Esp th 小人国! Super cute. Btw, thanks for your spongebob poker card and mirror!!! I thought she won't buy any gift back for me but she did. HAHAHA. THANK YOU LOVER. ♥!!

I hate staying at home sometimes. Because when I'm down, I need to head out to lighten up my mood. Nevermind, goodnight world. hopefully, tomorrow's a good day. Xoxo. Keep the tags coming in!! :)

I Miss You, My Dear Friend

(!): THIS IS A RANTING POST.

It really sucks to know that someone treats you just as a normal friend when you treat them as a total best friend. You thought that they're someone who you can always confide whenever you have problems, you thought that they will find you when they're upset. But infact, this isn't the case. Lol, whenever that happens, you'll feel like you're a total fool. Yes, this is happening to me. I hate it. I hate this feeling, really alot. I feel that I've got to stop doing all these, I miss all of the memories, I miss that person. So much, so much. I always expect alot. But I gave up. I give up once I have disappointment. Nahhh, I'm not gonna let so much details out though. I dont know who can I tell this matter to. Really, this have been in my heart for real long. Because even when I'm writing this post, I don't even know how to explain this kind of feeling. No, I can't tell my friends, because I think this is quite a..... silly matter. No, I can't tell Baby. Because he won't understand, won't ever. It's not only one friend that are making me feel this way.

You really meant so much to me. Years of friendship. With ups and downs. How I wish to return back to the past where I know I'm really, really important to you as well. Ok I know all these really sound very lesbian. but just think it in a friendship way. I've been feeling this way for real long already. I dont know how long is it, I've forgotten. Because sometimes the feeling just occur. Quite often, though. There's this particular person that is always important to me, no matter how much I tried to put it all behind. I may not be important to her anymore, but, she's always important to me and often, I miss her.

It has been long since I've rant to my blog for such a real emo long post. I know. If you've really read everything, thanks for reading. But, no matter how close we are, don't ask what happen because I won't know what to say. I won't know how to start with. Don't ask who. Thanks. I'm kind of done with ranting, I'm so sorry for this post. But this is my blog. I have the rights to, right? :)

I'll be alright tomorrow, hehe! goodnight. :)

Weirdos

There's alot of weird people around me, agree?

Okay that was random but I seriously think so. I'm gonna rant it to Baby again. Poor him, gotta hear the same old thing again again and again. LOL. but he's enjoying himself now, playing mahjong. WITHOUT ME. fuck him. nevermind I shall do mask tonight. hehe.

seriously wtf is wrong with people around me. -_-
okay, again, I thought of eve yong when I said "wtf is wrong with you/people". she said that was my favourite quote. STILL, seriously I cant help but to say, WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, GIRL?

K done with this. I'll post some other time. Bye.

I Miss 2009

Take me back to the past where everything is perfectly sweet..

New Skin For ThyLoveParade

25th Oct.
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Omg yay. I've finally changed my blogskin! Comment on it please everyoneeee??? :D

So I've spent quite a long time editing it, tsk! hope to have nice comments though. lol. still look quite weird. I have got no idea why I cant change my blog description text and all. wtf it look so ugly but i dont feel like caring anymore. taka with baby and his family later on.

oh yes anyway, its th 24th now. so happy 1y3m babyboy!! okay now, i better catch some sleep! goodnight everyone, xoxo!

Yes, I know, I know... this blog is srsly dead. With no new post, no new tag. I'm so sorry. Due to the laziness of mine, I've neglected this blog.

Anyway, I finally parted with baby after being superglue for days. Been sticking with each other for like, about 3-4 days I think. But no, this isnt our longest record. Our longest record was for 5 days. Have been real busy with his new iPhone nowadays. Sync the songs, pictures and everything for him. Srsly damn pekcek with it because there's really a lot of things to do!!! Really very troublesome please. Esp when everything back to square one and had to restart again due to smth. But then, we managed to solved it. Actually, must really thanks TAY YING kor. He helped us alot. Thanks. Sorry to trouble you as well.

It's gonna be th 24th soon. But sadly, Fri is coming. This week, baby's gonna go his father's house. Roar. Nevermind. We can't stick together for so many days. Will cause quarrels. ._. Ok I'm gonna make my phone thingy and off to sleep soon! Goodnightz.

Boredness To The Ultra Ultimate Max

13th Nov 2010, Neoprints! ♥
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I've got really nothing to blog about now. As I've said, I'm having a same routine daily. That's real bored. So that's all for today? Will post as soon as i've got something to post. xoxo! :)

To Atlh,

Happy 18th Birthday my dear icecream! ♥

Hello girl, it's your birthday now, exactly. 12AM. :) This is th second year i'm celebrating your birthday with you, th third year i'm wishing you happy birthday. time flies, yes? haha. but anyway, still gonna wish you a really, happy birthday! enjoy this special day of yours, although with just a simple celebration! remember our 彩虹眼泪 ah!! see you later :)

Somehow feel like giving up in blogging already. Feels so bored to feel that this blog is so dead. Well, myself to blame? But in some way, I can't live without blogging. It feels like, a part of me? Just like Twitter, lol. Whatever! Blog for myself to see then.

I'm always having th same routine of my daily life, so yeah, it's kinda bored. I've been mapling for days already. Finally i'm a cleric. yes i know im slow in training. I'm lazy whaaat! But anyway, add me in mapleee? haha. [Aquila, Purpurz]!

I hope BabyBoy gets well from his stupid and weird feels-like-vomitting sickness. ._. It's kinda irritating. Lol. @_@ Feeling so bored now. I want to rebond my hairrrrr :(

As Long As There's You

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I know it has been days since I last blogged. Well, so there's actually F&N bridging programme today but I skipped it because I'm feeling unwell. But I've still got to send babygirl to her childcare 'cause as usual, her mummy overslept and is late for work. huahuahua.

I'm feeling god-damn cold these few days, then kept on hiding in blanket, lol! headache is killing me. I dont know why but I'm feeling so weak recently. Blah but I know my babyboy will takecare of me hahahaha!

Oh yes I still didnt get a job. Roar. I still owe babyboy lots of money because of my cammy. how? how am I suppose to return him you tell me ~. :(
Gahgah, i'm feeling hungry now!! Life quite sucks for me as you can see, all the bad things are happening to me. But one good thing, my Adam Wong is sweet. we're loving these few days ~ hehe. :) Love you my dear!

Be Positive, Think Positively

I do, as always. ♥
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F&N bridging programme tomorrow. Feel so much like going but at the same time feel kinda reluctant to do so. But haiya, whatever~ Have got to attend no matter what. :)

I'm still in the searching-for-job category. Sian-ness. Okay but anyway ~~~ went to the sakura buffet with Baby and his family. Thanks to baby's mummy for paying! babyboy is a greedy pig. he almost vomitted. @_@ i'm missing the salmon sushi now. gosh.

the thought of baby going oversea for 5 days srsly made me feel god-damn depressed. yes i know we're going to get through over this. quite a good time for th both of us to realize how important we both are to each other as well, haha! gonna look at th positive side though. please miss me as much as i'll be missing you!

so, that's all for today readers. i feel my blog is srsly fucking dead. IS THERE STILL ANY READERS?!! i can hear my own voice. th echo of th blog ):

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This blog is getting rusty and dusty, tsk. I'm gonna post now, although I've got nothing much to post about..

I'll be editing my blog layout, soon. promise, i know it's a lil bored here and there alr :( but this is th best I could do. unique k, no one has it like this cause i did this my own way. i'm officially broke now. idk how to manage my bill for next month. sigh, i need jobs badly, like srsly!!!! ok whatever, i'll blog longer when there's interesting thing happens. hehe, k bye.