byebye c902 ):

Sucks. my phone spoilt. that means all th longlong-one-time-received-sweet-message from baby would be lost. arghhhhhh. I've still got quite a lot of songs in my phone memory. you teach me, how? :(

Luckily i still have a phone to use nowz. thanks to munkie kor! for lending me, hehehehe. but still not very used to it. as it's nokia. i wanna buy aino!! going to see phones w baby later on. gonna lend money from guan kor to buy phone first, slowly pay him. sigh. :(

am so bored. i hope baby will come back earlier for today!

Twenty.

I'm thinking of places where can baby&I go on 16th. ):
maybe marina barrage? although it'll be like a plain outing just seeing scenario, but to me it's really sweet enough. <:
ahhhh, still got twenty more days to think anywayyyyy.

btw i dont like babygirl anymore. ):
she loves to bully me. e.g pinching me, beating me, pulling my hair. damn pain okay. if i beat her, she beat me back. idiotic girl. i hate youuuuu amberloh. ):

am so bored now. no more show for me to watch. no one will be talking to me on msn. i miss adam wong.

Irresponsibility.

Have to re-edit my task analysis, for th second time again after this post. Firstly, happy "7th" monthsary baby. Secondly, I'm very sorry. for throwing tantrums at you just because I was so angry and feeling super unwell. Lastly, thankyou for accompanying me in th canteen and not going to play basketball. :)

Damn this school very much. Fk th t'cher. Ask me go here go there just to fking get a permission to leave school form. Told you I dont fking have a cca already right. find find find, as if i know who is that. I was feeling fking unwell okay. Don't even fking want to bother about me? Just let me go home as if will die like that. Fk off la bastard. -'-

I love th way we played water on th way home. :P
twenty-three days more. ♥

&, crapping + h2h session tgt w RachelOng today was great! (L)(L)(L)!!!

Counting down: 24 more days! :)

Have to go and complete my task analysis soon. F&N is indeed, troublesome. I wonder what will life be, when it's secondary four for F&N. guess it'll get more and more troublesome and headache. nvrmind. ):

School is quite okay with th companion of Rachel ong, & Benny wong. heheheh!!!! Love crapping w them to th max. Getting back like secondary one, how would I always crap with Bennywong in class and getting mad together, laugh till we stomach pain. LOL.

24 days more to 16th april!!! (:
baby say he wont be giving me present on that day. walao one year leh he like that. nvrmind. I just want him to be with me. be contented, yes? :)
with th accompany of him would be fine. :)

Is my blog a lil too dull without pictures? I guess so. nvrmind I shall post something!!!!! th rose babyboy gave it to me, hand-made! so cute and nicey hor. purple somemore hehehehe. k i'm lame LOL. k have to go and complete my task analysis!!! byebye!

School tomorrow. th start of term 2. feel somehow excited! finally get to see all my lovelies. like, tandyinyin asthinatan & rachelong! yayz! kept on telling myself have to work hard, but not sure really will or not. really dontwanna retain in sec3. tsk. need to work extra hard!

school reopen which means i cant blog so often anymore. which means this blog will be dead somehow. but please keep th tags coming in ~~~~ although my t'board is getting more and more dead. ):

I will try to blog often k! heheheh, byebyez.

I.am.so.boredz. school's reopening soon. happy/sad?
and really, really have to keep telling myself to study study & study. i hope baby would accompany me to study like on term one. ^-^

I miss tan dyin yin, asthina tan, ng si hwee, sheena lao a lot!
tan dyin yin & asthina tan still can somehow meet in school, but seaweed ng & sheenanaa dont know when then can see them lor! :(

btw i'm craving for roti prata. random. k byez.

Happy, happy happy day. :D!!

I'm so happy today. I really hope this happiness would last. or at least, i hope this relationship & happiness will be better than last time. (:

Went to his house > woodlands: bought one jacket & 2 shorts, bought cloth for mummy, KFC for my breakfast + lunch > tpy: bought icecream & perfume for his mummy > to his place: watched show, he played psp and spent a lil time with me(same routine), eat, played monopoly with garywong > baby sent me home.

I really love him today very much. He'd manage his psp and me well. heheheh. thankyou baby. and thank you for buying things for me, going shopping with me, making me so so so happy. ^-^

Guess it's th second time we went out together, alone. to shop?
first was on 13th Feb, th day we ordered our ring and he bought wallet for me. second was today, 18th Feb. went to shop. I really love it. to go out alone with him. but to him, i think it's very boring lor. ): because he prefers more people go out together. hmph.

But whatever it is, i'm really happy today. yay. :D!!!!
byebyez.

First trip to malaysia, with baby! :D

A night without adamwong's hug. Bet i'd feel very uncomfortable. ):
but no choice, daddy's angry, and adamwong wants me to be a goodgirl & go home. so.... no choice I have to. ):

Btw, happy belated 11th monthsary to babylove&me! :D
he's so happy that we're reaching one year already HAHAHAHA. and i really love having late-night-talks with him when we're lying on th bed together, trying to fall asleep. too bad, not today. ):

went malaysia with baby, his mummy & garywong yesterday. Special event to spend our 11 monthsary? :) my first trip to malaysia. DONT LAUGH OKAY. BECAUSE ADAMWONG DID. LOL. I only went oversea once, to thailand. and no where else. pathetic much. ):

I bought one top for amber loh! It's veryvery cute. can say it's from baby's mummy/baby? because supposed to be his mummy's money. but she gave it to him already. then he claimed is he bought it for her. so.... i'm confused. :S

tomorrow we'll be going out to shop! I wanna buy jacket. but not sure where to go..... ):

Btw, any comments on my new blogskin background? LOLLL. I know it's kind of weird but th bricks background got removed! so no choice, have to change. Is it okay? I find it cute! Balloons ~

I wanna go oversea with baby. ))):
I wanted to go longlonglong time ago. because I think it's really, sweet and meaningful to go oversea with th one you love, just th both of you. but nahhhh, i think it'll be impossible! nvrmind. hehehehe, i love him veryvery much still. although sometimes he makes me hate him a lot, but after awhile(less than thirtyminutes?), he'll make me fall head over heels for him over and over again ~

March holis!

My results for this term? Bad. Class test was alright, but common test pulled me down. Am happy that I got A for english though. But what's happening to my Chinese? ):

Think really got to buck up on term 2. I dont wanna retain k. :( I want to promote tgt with Rachel Ong and in th same class as her next year also hehehe! ^-^

I got a dream last night that is so real, and once I've woke up, I cried. Quite a lot okay. :( It's very scary. Maybe this dream, its a dream that wants me to realize something.. Yeah I think so.

I'm missing baby so much!
I want Kfc Meltz. I want faster sunday so that baby is coming back. I hope my ulcer would be gone by then so that he will bring me to have my meltz hehehehe. Btw, happy belated '200th' day w baby. heheh. 24th august. ♥

Holidays are here. But only one week, &it's never enough. :(

Should I go watch movie w xbee & co. today? should i?????

I dont want babyboy to move house. I dont want. :'(
I love him very very much :(

Happy birthday Loh Seng Guan ^-^!!!! ♥

FIVE

Last day of funeral, everything's over. Babygirl is getting cuter and cuter as day goes by. After so long finally get to see my 'bigbig' brother again today. School tomorrow:
Happy - Finally can get to chat with RachelOng till like mad againnn! :D
Sad - Waking up early. :(

Not sure if tomorrow could be able to meet up w baby not. 我想死他啦. :'(

R.I.P

Hi. I am lazy to post and I guess nothing to post too.
btw I love adamwong very much. :D

R.I.P great grand ma.

Cherish

Can someone teach me how to cherish one person? I know, I have to cherish before regretting. I know everything. I know I would regret for not cherishing someone. But, I seriously dont know how to cherish one person. Maybe, that is why they say, "You'll never learn to cherish until you lose it."

But I dont wanna live with regrets. I want to cherish Adamwong, I want to cherish all of my friends, I want to cherish each and every of you that revolves around me.

I've got a great boyfriend, yes I do. Although he isnt that perfect until everything I wanted, my dream-kind-of-perfect-boyfriend, but I know he's someone who worth, someone who will tear down his pride and ego-ness because of me, someone who will willing to give in no matter what just to salvage this relationship and not letting it to end and so on.... so I know, he's already good enough. But, i'm just too demanding at times. Girls are demanding, which is so true. This point is also causing a lot of problems as well. Eeek.

I've got a bunch of lovely friends, too. being there for me no matter what, telling me what to do next and everything. I thank all of you for doing that. Sorry for neglecting all of you too. I love youuuuuu all! (you know who you are, hehehe.)

Come back fast :(

With babyawey's consent, I gave school a miss. 'cause school today I know would be so sucks without so many people. Anw, baby left for dont know where already, this morning. This morning he texted me and tell me he message with me awhile till he reach custom. So I texted with him, till he reach. I miss him super lots every second, that's very true.

Guess he'd reach singapore at around 11pm+ only. Faster faster come back find me, fasteeeer. :(