Simple Tuesday

Gave school a miss today as Dyin Yin wanted me to accompany her last night so im being a good friend of hers to accompany her since she's unhappy... And this morning Eve told me Amber is unable to attend school due to ulcers and she got to work so again, im being a good Aunt to takecare of this naughty little girl. She was beside me watching videos almost the whole morning and fell asleep at about 11? Then I decided to meet Bb for lunch..

Woke amber up and brought her to meet Bb. Shared porridge with her and went to Bb's place aftermath. Played for awhile then help Amber shower. Play with her again and went down to blk 50 together. I love seeing Baby and Amber being together! I think I did mention this before though.

Went Uno to have Mushroom Soup and while Tommy have his lunch. Bb & co. decided to go West CC to play Basketball so the three of us walked there. Till about 7 going 8, Bb sent Amber and I home.. Simple yet quite a good day :)

Bb is gonna start working for his Dad tomorrow! So I shall start looking for some Admin jobs too. Data Entry perhaps. We both decided to take turns to stay at each other's place during the period of time in order to spend time together as he only get to off on Sun.. I guess its gonna be a pretty tiring job for him. :( How I wish he can continue on the Yellow Pages job man!

Im getting tired so goodnight luvs. School tmr again, got SW! Badminton pls? ^w^

Counting down: 7 days to Exam

I'm sorry for neglecting you, little blog! Was feeling super lazy to blog already but I'm not gonna delete it.

Anyway, I'm left with this week of school and next Mon & Tues would be exam for me! Yay or nay? Hmmmm couldn't decide. But when I finally gotten my holidays, Baby will be starting his new work so..... Still can'y spend much time with him. Sigh. This is one of the reason why I miss schooling with him so much. Holi, tgtr holi.... Oh well! Can't be helped! If he work also good... I wouldn't feel THAT reluctant to work during my holidays as well...

Just some crappy and random post here. Will blog more often if possible! Xoxo :)

Good weekend

It's a good weekend spent with Baby ;) now im missing him so much and feeling so sleepy and tired. A quick post then off to bed!

My dearest accompanied me to the library to study on Saturday since the weather is sooo hot and I got to study. Poor boy slept on the table beside me while im studying... Felt touched that he's willing to accompany me to go study like that :)

Went to find his friends aftermath, stayed outside till about 11 plus, went back to his place to shower amd change then head to find them again till about 4am+. Quite boring but I love night life! Heh. It has been long since I last ton...

Had about 1 hour plus of h2ht w my boy. ♥ slept at about 5 going 6?

Did nothing much today except sleeping.... Had not done enough of memorising for CS. Mock test tmr, im gonna regret it when I fail it/get a border line pass. But im rlly too tired to absorb the notes! Shall do a quick revision in the morning and hopefully it helps.... N9tn9t.

I hope things remain like this... I'll be contented enough.

Tiring day! Had napfa today... Sigh im gonna have muscle aches all over. Im not sure whether did I pass the whole thing or not, but whatever. Im not gonna retake even if I failed, lol. Too tiring to do so. Im just not that sporty type of girl... Gonna revise cs test after this post. Just some rantings!
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Things are not getting anywhere better. We're still... Unhappy. I have no idea how to make everything back on track again. Im just hoping that things would. Everytime we gets better, some things would just pop out and make us back to this state agn. Ugh how long is this gna last, srsly?! I love you, I don't wanna let go yet. I dont wanna give up so easily...

Hold on or let go

Everything seems like it's falling apart. So tired of holding on, yet too in love to let go. Tell me, what should I do. I wanna create a future for us but if it carries on like that.... I know this is gonna end sooner or later. Tired of being the only one that seems to be holding on, trying to make everything work.

Perhaps we're not really meant to be.

I miss you.... I miss us. The past us..

To my amazing Mother,

Happy Mother's Day! I love you ♥ :-*

加油！

It's a Wednesday~ soon it'll be weekend! OSA CA tmr. After the CA, do the powerpoint presentation and we're free from OSA. I hope I can get an A for tmr's Excel CA.. My GPA aim is 3.5 and above!

I'm missing Dearest now~ Oh and our HK trip is cancelled! Good or bad? Kinda glad cause he wouldn't have to spend so much money and I wouldn't got to feel guilty. Hmm.. But I feel like going somewhere that can shop for cheap stuffs! :(

Need to study for CS unit 9 test later... Ugh stupid. Why we always have tests?????? So stress pls. I think I got to start on my CS revision for exam soon. Not much time to waste. GPA 3.5, rmbr?? I wanna get all 'A's again if possible!! Not easy to get but I'm gonna try so I got to study hard!

Anyway Wednesday is not a bad day ;) xo.

因为我爱你。

It's Monday tomorrow again. Weekends always zoom past so quickly. Secondary and Primary school students having extra holiday tomorrow as it's Vesak on Sat. So they get to make it up. Envy much! But it's okay, just checked my exam schedule, CS exam on the 4th and EFC on the 5th. Which means after this two exams, I'll be free for a month! So, endure! But thankgod my exam is on 4th and 5th cause supposedly holiday only starts on the 16th. But after the 5th, my holiday start! And the timing for these two days are from 11-1. So school from 11-1 only!

Bb's mum is organising a trip to HK during June and Baby insisted on bringing me go. Rejected him upteen times as I don't wanna waste his $ and I personally got no money to go. Told him if I want to go, I got to pay on my own. But I have got no money, thus I can't go. But he kept telling me he got to bring me go this time round. So expensive please.. Though I admit I would like to go with him..

Have been unhappy with Dearest for the past weeks. But now I finally gave it a thought through this matter.. Actually, this unhappiness can be prevented! I mean, it doesn't even got to exist at all.. So, I decided! I want to go on with him, thus I got to erase all the mindset I had previously and stay happy with him. So glad that everything would be solved :') I'd hold on, and wait for about 4 more years to be officially your Mrs Wong!

Need to hit the sack! School till 4 tmr leh! :'( nights!

Ah, it's finally Friday tomorrow!!

I think I've got nothing much to blog about nowadays... My life is too boring~

Went to Baby's place after I got back home and change after sch today. Hmmm not a bad day! Hopefully this upcoming weekend will be a good one too :) it has been so long since I last went to his place after sch... I mean, after reaching home to shower and change and then to his place. Like back in Secondary school days... Miss it so much.

I wanna go jogging tmr if possible! If not skip rope~ need to start exercising! Growing fatter and fatter -.-

And anyway, Happy Birthday to Eve! ♥

Gdnight x

Labour Day

Its a public holiday today! Had 11 hrs of sleep. :) baby came to my place for the night.

Simple day with him. Went central to have KFC with Brother and came back home to play card game. Poker cards and Uno Spin. Then rotted for the rest of our time. He took nap while I watch Absolute Boyfriend.

He went back home at abt 6 plus as its gonna rain. Shiqi and Guan decided to cook Pasta for dinner as Mum isnt home. Went down to shop for the ingredients. Came back and cooked. Shiqi cooked the tomato sauce with hotdogs crabsticks and mushrooms while I boiled the mushroom soup and fried seaweed chicken. Hmmm not so bad afterall!

Im gonna pack bag and off to bed! Its going to be a tiring day tmr! Sbm booth! Excited and nervous about it.... Hope everything turns well! Ok nighty!