New layout! :)

Ah, finally! Was feeling bored earlier on and I find my blogskin boring so I went to edit it! It looks better than the previous one now, no? Lovin' this one more! :) Rotted at home the whole day today. Managed to complete about 6 slides of OSA Project. Felt lazy to continue thus I went on Youtube and have a Self-singing session lol. Then I decided to watch Hello Baby by T-ara! Did I mention this before? I'm finally able to recognise all of them! Like who is who... it took me quite long. At first I only know Jiyeon, Soyeon and Boram... then Hyomin and Qri. Slowly Hwayoung and then Eunjung.

But anyway, I went H&M yesterday with Eve, Jayden & Amber. Never want to go back there again if possible!! Especially with Amber around.... Wore my contact lens out for the first time ytd! Hmmm... eyes were feeling kind of weird and tired all the time. Prolly cause I'm not used to it yet.

Why do I feel hungry all the time today? :( Been quite sometime since I last ate Macs and I'm somehow craving for it... GOODNIGHT!

I can has grey eyes!

Yup, from my post title...... You know. Kris bought contact lens for me! :) Eve had a hard time choosing the brand.. Lol. But anyway in the end we bought Maxi Eyes. As I mentioned before, I want grey lens! Although I know the grey wouldn't be exactly like Ian's. uh... I prefer calling him Damon still! If not, 'Ian Somerhalder' instead of 'Ian'. Ok but anyway yea I bought grey one.

Met Dyinyin for awhile and went back home. Eve taught me how to put it on. Had a hard time trying. I think I took abt 50 mins to put it on for my right eye? Horrible omg but I took 15 mins or lesser for my left eye after knowing it wouldn't hurt me if I put it on. no more fear! But trying to keep my eyes open and not move is the hard part, though.

Wore my lens for awhile before taking it out. They told me it's hard to remove it. But I took less than 1 min to take out both! So much easier than putting it on! Lovin' my grey eyes anyway! But it's only valid for a month.. So I know.... I'd definitely wanna get it again after a month! See how again!

Ah my eyes are tired and im sooo hungry. G'night x.

(yes for the third pic, is after when I finally put it on my right eye successfully and you can see the diff between both eyes!)

^v^

Finally received my FC tee & card two days ago! Love the card but not really the tee... Looks like some working shirt or smth lol I expected to have Jiro's face or at least name on it laaaaa!! But oh well~ heard that he'll be coming to Sg soon to promote Absolute Boyfriend!!! Can't fucking wait ;) I just want to see him~ though I'd love it to be able to take pic with him but well don't wanna be that greedy to wish for that.

I'm missing Bb so much :/ Gonna go his place on Thurs I guess. Since he'll be taking off on Fri to go back to FTP. Didn't manage to get the crabsticks the other time so I must get it on Fri!!!!

Gdnight darlings x.

Wishing you were here

I'm missing my boy so much now. After 4days3nights at his place I'm finally homed. Although have aircon, got the whole bed to myself, I'm not that happy. I'd rather having him here to occupy half of my bed and cuddle me to sleep. :(

But anyway, I realised I've never brought my cammy out to snap for quite sometime already. Thinking if there's anywhere I can go to, to take pictures. Hmm needa plan an outing!

I want a short get away badly but... Sigh. $ wise and Bb nor I am 18 yet so we wouldn't be able to check-in hotels. It's going to be troublesome like that Genting trip. 1 yr 5 months to go!!

Lovin' my long hair nw though its not VERY long to me and its super frizzy. But it's a lil wavy now! I like!! Ok, my body clock is kinda screwed. Need to slp now gdnight.

Those little actions

It was our 2years7months yesterday.(its 12AM now) Spent it very simply. But im contented enough. :)

Woke baby up at 7am as he got work, slept back after he left the house. Woke up at abt 10 going 11, showered and then went back home to bring Amber over. Played with her for hours while waiting for Baby to be back. He took a nap when he's back so I continued my time with Amber. Cooked pasta for them when he woke up. Bathed with Amber while baby do some chores.

Rotted for awhile then Baby played with her. Like two lil kids playing together~ lots of laughter from them. Went to Central to have our dinner afrermath. Baby took care of her while I get foods. Looking at how he talk, play and took care of her, melts me. Awww. Brought her to play car. $3 fly away just like that~ for just 15 mins.... Bused back to my place to let Amber rest and we strolled back to his place.

So much like a 'family' day lol. Enjoyed it of course. Love this kind of feeling though. :)

Cant believe time is passing so quickly. I mean yes as always. Im rotting my holis away day by day... Soon the study and exam stress will be back. :(

I always feel like getting contact lenses but you know... Idk how to put it on lol. I wanna get grey contacts! Want to have the same eyes colour as my beloved Ian Somerhalder!! Ah well, gdnight x.

Memories

Went back to FTP earlier on. (21st)

Met DyinYin at her hse downstairs then walked to Sch outside wait for Rachel. Went in, took our testimonial and bought Patty set and Grape+Blueberry mix! Awww missed it all! There's rlly too much memories in FTP.... :') didn't manage to get crabstick but its ok i'll be accompanying Bb back on Mon agn anyway!

Slacked and went praying nearby. Weather super hot!! Went back to RC after that. Talk cock with them and Gary & co. was thr as well till 'bout 6 going 7. We girls decided to go play pool. Ok im really lousy at it but did improved! Walked back to blk 7 and talk again till about 1045.

Sec sch mates are still the best anyway~

Love painted nails

Baby's beside me right now, trying to get to sleep. Shall sleep soon too.

Painted my nails today! Finally after so long. Black base + Rainbow Connection! Although quite cui but whtever im lazy to repaint it lol.

Tmr, my official 1st session at LWM. Kinda look forward to it. Heh. Nothing much to post 'bout today so.. I think I'll end here. Goodnight x.

HI HOLIDAYS.

Feeling so tired now. Sleep after this post~ k anyway it feels good to know that its Mon tmr yet I can sleep till I shiok!!

As usual my weekend is spent with my dearest boy. I miss him :'( shall meet up with him after his work tmr.

Went to Bugis earlier on with Asthina. My sweety boy wanted to tag along to accompany me but then I told him not to if not he'll feel bored. So after we went back to his place, arnd 2 he cycled me back home. Prepared and meet Atlh! Went to look for her geek spect then walked arnd to find my anti dust earplug that able me to hang my strap. Had subway for lunch + dinner! Yumz. I bought a casing for baby. It's the same as mine but his one is in blue :) yay same cover with him! But he say its kinda girly since there's some blings but i think still alright lor~ Saw AK, a new Taiwan group. It's Chen Yi & Shen Jian Hong! ChenYi is handsome!!

So I couldn't find the earplug anywhere in Bugis thus we went to PS to find it. Walked arnd for quite long before I decided to get it from Comics Connection. Bused back to Tpyc after that and we walked back to our area.

Anyway wish her to have a safe trip to HK in a few hrs time! So shiok lorrrr i also want a getaway :(

Oh! Baby bought me a jacket, a pouch and a ribbon necklace + earring from thai! I mad love it all! Esp the necklace! Awww. Thank you Dearest :-*

Nights ppl.

TOMORROW!

Last day of sch tmr! :)

Baby will be back tomorrow as well! Shall cuddle my weekends away with him! Anyway he managed to text me last night! Was on cloud nine when I saw his name appear on my phone!! Then I FaceTimed with him. But after a shortwhile the connection lost... :( still, i'm contented! Able to see him and hear his voice for that few mins, im happy enough. I mean, better than nothing right. But no texts from him today at all. It's okay... Don't want him to waste $ and buy the WiFi password from the hotel again.

Next semester I think school will eventually get more and more stress. There's actually bpf and poa... Sigh accounts. I confirm suck in it. Need to work harder!

Any jobs intro btw? Flexible working days & hrs. So that I can still work when sch reopen! K I think I need to sleep soon. night night! No confident for EFC tmr :(

Diet

I miss my Dearest :'( he's over at Thai now and no texts from him at all..... Sigh. Anyway OSA CA was... Idk how to say. Not much confident. Very confusing though I know everything. Anyway it's over. Wondering when can we know the results....

Two more days and I'll be free from school for three weeks! Want to find a job.... So broke. But i feel like rotting for three weeks too. How great will life be if everything isnt 'bout $.

Anyway I'm on diet now! Too fat and Mum actually signed a slimming package from London Weight Management for me LOL student price, $300 for 5 sessions. I hope it works. Trying to cut down my appetite now. Ok frankly speaking im feeling quite paiseh about this but... Whatever. If it really works, I dont wanna care 'bout anything. Feel like munching and snackings on unhealthy food but I managed to resist anyway. So glad I did. Looking forward for the final result!

Dont feel like gg school tmr but then its the last wk for this term so yeh just endure! Pack bag then slp soon. Night night! VD TMR! Woohoooo~~~~

CS PAPER DOWN

Over and done with CS CA! So glad that it's over. It's manageable but not sure can get high marks or not... Oh well!

I'm missing my boy so badly now :'(

Anyway two more CAs to go! At least efc and osa wouldnt be as stressful ad CS. K goodnight all. Muah!

CA week

Did revision for CS this evening and about 30 mins back. So glad that I could still remember. Shouldn't be a problem if I revise it in the morning once, then again before the test! I hope the test wouldn't be that hard and I'm able to do it pleaseee?

I wanna get good grades for this upcoming CA, but not much confident for EFC though. English too suckish but efc is an eng language paper. :( lack of practices too.

Anyway I'm still at Baby's. Impromptu decision to stay over at his place tonight. Yay in his arms agn! It's Mon tomorrow and I hope it's a good Monday like last week! No Monday blues.... Goodnight x.

Please stay, dont go

Been days since I last blogged. It's 12 midnight now. Sunday is here. How fast? CS test is tomorrow.... Ah. My plan was to revise it while waiting for Bb to be back home from work on Sat but it failed lol. Will do it tmr. After cs test, it's gna be kind of relaxing since EFC & OSA have nothing much. And then.... TERM BREAK WILL BE HERE!

Was looking at Baby while he's taking his nap earlier on, realising that every unhappiness we got with all those "drifting" stuffs are not because of love fading and such, but lack of time being spent together. Just wait.... For my term break, we'll be able to spend more time together. That happiness is still there when I'm with him. I'm so glad that it is.

Here he is, hugging me to sleep now. He waited for me to finish watching my show then head to bed despite being tired. My sweetie :') Wish that this moment would stop here. Having you hugging me to sleep, having your goodnight kisses.

I love to know that even though we're not contacting as often during the weekdays, only able to meet during the weekends, your love and feelings towards me isnt fading and in fact you told me its increasing. I love knowing that im on your mind even though you're having fun out there.

Thank you for loving me. I've never thought I'd find someone who love me so much so much, more than I've expected. Until you came into my life and proved me wrong. I'm so glad that you appeared in my life. So please never never leave me. I'm certain that -- I want you to be in my future :) ♥

Rants. Unhappiness.

Not a good Thursday.

I feel that everything has changed. Is it just me, or is this the fact? I don't know. But no matter how much I wish to let go and give up, I can't do it. I can't find the courage to do so.

Yup I know I can live without you. But how much will it hurt me to live my life without you, I don't know. I don't wanna take the risk either. I have no idea how my life would be without you. I guess it's probably the lack of time spent together that causes all this. I want to feel like I'm falling in love all over again. But looking at the things are going on like this, I doubt it's gonna happen.

I miss those times.... 2009, remember those days? Everything, every moments spent with you back then are still clearly on my mind.

I have no idea what I exactly want. From you, from myself, from this r/s. I don't wish to give up. I mean it's not easy for us to come this far... Is this r/s that weak???? But it's true that it have changed.

I need some deep h2htalks.. But... With who? :( feel so helpless, sigh.

Sry for this emo nemo post. Well, goodnight. I hope for a btr day ahead. Xo.

Study study study

Seven more days till Bb go Thai.. :( Eight more days till VD! Nine more days till last day of school!

CS revision test tmr. Ah, not much confident to be honest. Study this weekend!

Burned quite a lot of calories today I suppose. Ran on treadmill during sw. Came back home play xbox kinect 360. Dance & sports. So tiring! Kept play rest play rest play rest.

Friday will be here soon~ and I cant wait for the three weeks of term break~~

Night earthlings!

I'm coughing like mad now. Sigh. Ok anyway im gonna slp soon. My monday went well and not having any mon blues!

Night night.

Happy Sunday

It's a perfect Sunday to me. Went to Bb's place instead of him coming over as he's feeling unwell. And he still took the effort to ride his bicycle over to fetch me despite having headaches! Awww. Spent our time cuddling away, talking nonsense, taking naps and such. Being in his arms is one of the happiest thing to me in the world! ♥-♥

But it hurts me so much seeing him feeling so sick, yet I can't do anything 'bout it. I wonder how he's doing now. Most prolly sleeping but I hope his fever subside. *prays. :(

It's Monday again tomorrow.... Oh god. :( need to sleep soon! Skip beat tmr!! 11 days to vd ep 16!!!!!! :-* Night night!

I miss you

It's Sunday now already? Seriously? :( hai. Double blues on Mon!!! School ending at 4....

But anyway, looking forward to later 'cuz I'm able to meet Bb. Can't wait to hug him like a bear!!!! ;)

Last min decided to go CP with Eve & Amber. After shopping for that short while, went to have our dinner + suppe r. Out of a sudden, Eve and I both have the feel for drink. Thus we headed to Wavve. She ordered a jug of Beer while I had Lychee Martini. Amber actually danced to those music lol she's confirm a clubber when she grows up!

Gonna sleep soon! Random but...... I ♥ JIRO WANG & IAN SOMERHALDER ^w^ hottest guys on earth srsly. Muahhhh. :-*

Wanna be in your arms

Was expecting that today wouldn't turn out to be well since yesterday sucked. But I was wrong. Today has been good!

Went to school and had CS test. After CS, received the news that Ms Yani wasn't free as she's having meeting so school ended at 10! Two hours of school today. Called Baby and told him I ended school already as he said he's coming to fetch me today. Slowly strolled to interchange with classmates and went seperate ways. They intend to go movies while I go and wait for baby since he said he's reaching.

As it's only 10am+, almost every shop are not open yet. Wanted to have Macs but it's still breakfast and I don't want to eat breakfast thus we walk all around to kill time. Finally it's 11 and we went to Macs. Chit-chat and updated him about my stuffs and all. This is what we always do when we're eating hahaha. He say it's our gossiping time or whatsoever whenever we're eating.

Bused back home together aftermath. Its a short, simple yet happy day with him. A kiss from him can magically make all the unhappiness I had previously disappear :') I love my silly boy. So glad that the so-called bad times are almost over. Downloaded drawsomething and asked Baby to download it and play with me. Had fun and awww he's so cute ;)

Still, its a weekend without him hugging me to sleep. It's a weekend without his goodnight kisses. It's a weekend withiut him acting silly with me. It's a weekend without lying in his arms.... And it sucks. I miss cuddling with him :(

Met up with Dyin Yin just now. Being a potato couch at her house lol fat die me x1000000.....

Anyway, play Drawsomething with me! Lovin' this cute game. My ID is Kwhyz. It's a Friday night, what y'all wanna do?!? As for me, hmmm, I guess watching show at home? Baby's gonna Facetime me tmr! Hehe looking forward to it :P

I still wish you're here with me, tonight.

Care and concern

It's only the 1st day of March and it has been shitty to me. I don't know is it because of M that got me all so moody but I guess it is. I just... feel sad. Like without any good reasons. When I'm alone I tend to think a lot especially today. Managed to drag myself to school even though I dont feel like going. Was feeling moody in sch as well.

I just needed some attention I guess. I need to know someone cares for me? Because right now I feel that noone truly cares and like im all alone. Dont really know why am I feeling this way but I'm the kind of person who wants attention from people arnd me.

I can't seem to find a right word to describe all of this.

On a happier note, its March. Term break will be here soon. It's March. Ep 16 of VD will be out soon.
It's Friday. I need some rest. Just that this weekend, without you here with me...

Time for me to revise cs. Good night.

What a way to start my March....

Was feeling fucked up awhile ago but thank god for the existence of Ian Somerhalder & Jiro Wang. ♥ :-* Watched some VD scenes and Damon's smile made me feel so much btr. Listened to J's song and his voice made me smile. This is how much they can make an impact to me. I love them soooo much seriously!

Goodnight. Need to catch some sleep, there's school later on.