2011: Dedications

Hello everybody! How are you guys gonna spend your new year eve? :) I still have no plans but at least I have my dear boy with me, I'm glad. Just a simple day for me to end my 2011.. So now, as usual, every year end and start of a new year, I'd write dedications to those who played an important role in my life. AND! IM SO GLAD TO SAY THAT ITS STILL ALMOST THE SAME PEOPLE THAT IM GONNA DEDICATE TO! Yup, they're still the ones who are there for me and stay in my life. I hope they would never stay out of it. Because I can never make it through and have such a wonderful year without them. So here it goes. (P/S: I'd re-edit this post with Pictures if possible, cause im blogging via phone and I cant align the pics where ever I want. So, a wordy post)

1st: Adam Wong Ee Yeong.
My Baby Boy, thank you so much for entering my life in 2009 till now. We're counting down for a new year together again. You made a big impact in my life. In this year, we have numerous of fights and quarrels but we're still hands in hands together right now. I'm so glad that you've never give me up no matter how bad am I to you or how bad the situation were. We're going to go through a different stage next year - Im gonna continue my studies at different school while you're gonna work and might be going NS; I have no idea if we're able to get through this stage because we used to go to school together and stuffs like that but I hope we can, and will never drift. In the year 2011, we've grown up, became more mature and I believe this love has also grown stronger than before so I want us to not give each other up and go through all the difficulties/obstacles in life together. I love you my love! Thank you for being in my life, being there for me and loving me. :-* ♡

2nd: Tan Dyin Yin.
I have no idea whether you'd get to read this but still, a big thank you for being the greatest sister since '07! You're always there for me when I needed someone and no matter how many times we've quarrelled, we're still back to the usual us -- sharing secrets, gossiping, h2h talks, getting crazy and so on. Those quarrels always bond us closer. We might not meet up often these days due to our own schedule, we might not be able to contact each other daily but you'd always be in my heart ok! In 2011, we've quarrelled many times, talked a lot, gone through crazy times together and stuffs like that. Being in the same class with you brings more laughter as well as quarrels to us, LOL! But I'm gonna miss schooling with you! Thank you so much for doting on me and never fail to be there for me when I needed you. I know you're always there. I hope we wouldn't drift and I love you! ♡

3rd: Asthina Tan.
We might have different point of views but you make a good h2h partner! I love having a conversation with you talking about love and stuffs. Also you make a good kbox session partner! Lol! Thank you for being there for me always. We might have drift at times but still we're able to get back again. Ah, nothing much to say. No idea why hahaha! But still, I love you~ ♡

4th: Eve Yong.
Hi Eve! LOL this is weird but I need to thank you for being such a great sister-in-law that always go shopping with me, having talks and such together. Hmm, you might not be able to see this but well I still wanna thank you, for giving me advices when I need it, being the best sis in law ever. :) thank you for Amber too, such a naughty and cutie/sweetie pie that never fails to make me angry and smile lol! Im gonna be so sad after you move to SengKang. Although I can go over and see you too but its sooo far. Anyway stop the crap and I wish you would be happy in 2012!! Also a late night drinking + talks soon! I love you! ♡

5th: Christine Goh.
Shocked to see your name here? Dont be because you've been with me in 2011! I miss those moments together with you getting high together, taking pix together and go shopping together. and I miss you too! I hope you're happy with your Bf now! And last long! We've drifted but I hope we're able to meet up soon? Thank you for being a great friend although we're close for not a very long time but im not going to forget you! Loves! ♡

Ok I swear I cant think anymore LOL might re-edit this post, adding in some of the feelings I wanna express. :) Those names that are not up there dont worry because I still love you! ;) Like those names I didnt mention, Joey Tan? You're always giving me advices like when I need it too so thank you and give you a love! Im too lazy to type a whole chunk anymore..... Tan ShiQi, I love you too! ♡

OK IM SO LAZY. I LOVE JIRO WANG DONG CHENG AND IAN SOMERHALDER!! ♡ of course, not forgetting my family members, luv you guys so much! ♡ I hope my loves ones will stay happy and healthy! Till then, xx. :)

Feeling: stressed.

At Baby's place now. Sigh, so stressed about this and that. Dedication post will be up tomorrow. We're gonna sleep soon in an hour's time so as to wake up early tmr. Still no plans though.... Goodnight earthlings. I miss Amber cutie pie. :(

In Just 2 Days Time

Wow, it's already the 29th now. 2011 is ending in like 2 days time? Is it a good thing that time flies? Or not? Wait, i'm kinda scared of the arrival of 2012. Somehow a part of me is afraid of the world end. I mean noone knows that whether is it real or not. I dont exactly believe in it but still, I'm afraid.

Cut that. As usual I'm missing my boy so much. Its like only the 3rd going 4th day not seeing him but it felt like years. 31st is approaching, and I have no plans on that day yet. All I know is, I wanna enjoy myself, with the accompany of friends and my Baby Boy. So anyway, decided to head to Plaza Sing last minute with Eve. We're forever having last minute outings. Hah!

Heading to bed now. If I cant sleep I'll count sheeps lol! Im feeling hungry. OH THERES SOMETHING I WANNA SHARE..... I DREAMT OF MYSELF MEETING JIRO AND WE'RE TALKING AS IF WE'RE FRIENDS LOL WHAT A NICE DREAM, AWWW... I wanna see him soon. Hopefully he'll come to Sg next year! My new year wish! will do a dedication posts before 2011 ends. Nights!

Swimming with Eve and Amber

Stayed home for almost the whole day today watching TVD until around six plus when Eve and I randomly decided to bring Amber for a swim. Yes, so random so last minute. Thus we prepared and cycled over to fetch her from school. Ok I actually feel a lil ps cause I was using Mum's bicycle >< ahhhh. But whatever, in order to save time and transport fee lol. I didn't exactly swim. Just play around with Amber while Eve went for a short swim at the deep pool. Feeling kinda tired so I hope I'd be able to sleep earlier tonight! Pix below! Amber is wearing her new bikini we bought from the Fox sales quite sometime back. $9 only! LOL!

Anyway I wonder what should I do and where should I go on Saturday. Got this feel to enjoy myself on the last day of 2011 with Friends and my Baby Boy! Anyone's in for it? :D

Actually I'm able to sleep at 11 going 12 plus tonight cause I felt tired at that timing, but I kept playing with my phone till now. One of my bad habit is to use my phone before sleeping. Whenever I'm with Baby, he'd forbid me to use my phone so I'm able to sleep earlier when he's by my side and in his arms, I'll fall asleep peacefully and more easily.

Just wanna blog to keep this space alive. I think I seriously got to sleep earlier. And I didnt get to meet my Boy today :(

Goodnight! I love Jiro Wang & Ian Somerhalder! <3 xo :)

My Christmas Day

I'm at home now and I miss my Dearest. I hope nth goes wrong later so that I can be able to meet him! I think I can just forget about the Genting trip post lol been dragging it for months and posting it without a comp is seriously troublesome, sigh. I think I suck at blogging because Im always unable to upload lots of pix but somehow I love to blog even though there aint much readers in my blog I believe.

So anyway, how did you guys spent your xmas? Its like another normal day to me but the only different is that having a christmas feast at Baby's crib. Yumzy. Forgot to snap pics of those foods! :( there's Turkey, Christmas log cake, ham and also a... Black pepper steak? Or is it rib bone? I dont know whats that!

On the other hand, Jiro's sg official fanclub is finally recruiting again! Whooo. Sent in my application form. For the fee wise, shall see how again because my bank is only left with a freaking $15 after paying bill lol pathetic. I shall go to bed asap so as to wake up earlier to head to Baby's. Night night! :)

Its Christmas!

Merry x'mas everyone! This year's christmas is superrrrr boring and.... no feel at all, sigh.

Failed to spend xmas with Baby last year but this year I'm with him. But its just like any other normal, ordinary day.. Oh anyway, happy belated 2 year 4 months to Dearest boy and I. ♡

Have a great xmas and stay happy!

A, B, C, D?

Been sleeping so late recently. This is crazy, I seriously got to start sleeping early!

I'm kinda pissed with Baby earlier on. He called to tell me that he's not working tomorrow and wanted to find me in th end he just stayed at home and watch TV! Wtf I was looking forward to meet him so much cause I miss him.. Sigh but he claimed that he's feeling tired. Part of my fault as well....

Skip that. I'm confused by where should I go on x'mas eve, tomorrow. Plan A - to Eve's house have a little party over there, but im feeling lazy to travel that far though it'll be fun. Plan B - accompany Baby to his Dad's house, have his accompany but no christmas feel which I kinda want to have it. Plan C - meeting Dyin Yin and co. to countdown etc. they're gna club but im underage and I dont dance?! but able to meet and catch up with them. Or plan D - meeting Asthina to.... Idk do what but maybe countdown as well and try to find the xmas feel? its gonna be bored as there's only the two of us.

There's advantages & disadvantages in all of the choices but I cant male up my mind. Ahh, this is confusing :S anyway I went to meet DY & RachelO for a short while earlier on. Feels good to see them. I mean, I miss those school days with them.. & Rachy bought a cutesy lil keychain back for me from HK! Aww.. She bought one for DyinYin too but diff character!

Well I guess it's time for me to sleep. Goodnight world, :-*

Short trip to Town

Hiiii! Finally I'm able to use phone to blog. Will blog about Genting trip tomorrow. Its so overdued. -.-

So I went out at night to town with Eve.... Counted as yesterday? Was a last minute plan. She wanted to get xmas gifts. Thus yup, went to prepared after dinner. I wore very different from what I used to wear. She bought everything in Sasa. I mean settling all the gifts for six people in a shop. Wow.. I got myself a mask since there's promo. Cause Eve bought mask for mum and we're able to get the 2nd box at only $1.95! Its really a deal! Not sure whether it's nice to use not though.. I hope so? After getting gifts we went to Beadstreet to get nail polish. Its our favourite place to get nailpolishes! The nail polish there are cheap and nice to use. Bought earphone plug for myself, Baby and Angela.

Reached home and helped mum to make tangyuan. I made various of shapes and designs cause I find it... Fun? Lol. Helped her to throw all of it in the boiling water with pandan leaves. It looks like waterbabies to me. I'm now lying on my bed, resting. Oh I didnt know it's this late already. Gonna sleep soon, xo. I miss my boy...... :(

P/S: this blogging app is kinda lousy , im unable to place pictures whereever I want so, pix below!

What is Wrong?

Damn Picasa. I have no idea what's going on with it seriously. Like I've uploaded all the pictures in it yesterday and it's there. Today, I log in, wanting to blog, everything's gone. Are you freaking kidding me. I mean, everything's going opposite of me lately. Wanting to watch TVD so desperately yet Funshion can't play it anymore, have no freaking idea why. Like a crazy girl kept googling it hoping that there will be some other web for me to watch it, kinda failed. it's either the video/links are not working, or without subtitles or even only can be played in US. What is this man. Just want to watch a show peacefully, so hard? Saw the discs few days back, so tempted to get it but it's like $50 for season 1, $60 for season 2. If only I have the money, I'd definitely get it..

So I got my iP4 few days back and I like iOS5. It's cool and nice to use. Even without jailbreak but ofcourse with jailbreak it's gonna be a lot better. But well I'm getting sick of Jailbroken phone thus I enjoy using the original ones now. Haven't been meeting my boy for days and it felt like years.. But I've always believe in "Absence makes the heart grows fonder." Of course I'd like to be with him for 24/7 but I know that a while of separation wouldn't be bad either.. So excited to meet him this weekends and I like that kind of feeling. Will post about Genting trip soon, probably not on Zoo anymore but just on Genting. I'm sorry ~ Tata.

OK GREAT. I wanted to post about some of the overdue posts with pics but I have no idea what went wrong and everything's like.... gone. Even my pics in Picasa. So I'm so sorry people. I'd try to post it tomorrow. Unprivated my tweets. So that maybe Ian Somerhalder/Damon will get to read my mentions to him and maybe there is gonna be miracle that someday he'd reply to my tweet. Okay maybe I'm thinking too much but I'm hoping for that to happen. This obsession over him is getting crazy. Seriously crazy but I'm not gonna forget or abandon Jiro. My love for five years. Nope, they can't be compared to my boy because that kind of love and this kind of love is different.

I don't know what I'm crapping about and I'm getting worn out thus I'm gonna head to bed now, at least, rest on my bed. Xo everyone.

Simple Week

No time to blog using computer thus no pix, yet. I'm thinking whether shld I change to ip4.. Its kinda ex still thou. But I rlly like the covers for ip4! its all so cute! Shall see how again? But most prob I'll be getting it. Have been with baby for this whole week. Since.... Last Fri night till now, today. Wondering if I should head to his Dad's place with him this week. But doubt so. It's gonna be ShiQi's birthday chalet this upcoming Saturday. Ahhhh.....

There's this shopping feel in me. Whenever I know tht my bank inside has $, I'd definitely have this urge to buy things. Went to watch You Are The Apple Of My Eye with Baby on Mon. It's so touching. Bought the Happy Combo & got this cutesy Penguin.


Awww this is so freaking cute! Oh & I fell in love with Ian Somerhalder deeply!! Damon Salvatore; my hero :P

Till then, tata.

Purple Craze

HI~ im working now... Back from my Genting trip few days back, on Fri with Baby. It was a nice trip overall. Will blog more about it with pictures soon. Cant get to use comp this whole week.. My house is currently re-painting in progress. Mum chose lavender purple for me in the room!! Awww.. As long as its purple, I'll like it~ cant choose a darker purple cuz i guess the room will be very dark. So nvrmind! At least its purple. Heh.

No vd for me for the whole week I guess. Sigh I'm having a strong craving to watch it but oh well. Its only Mon and Im wanting Fri to be here so badly. Around 2 more hours to end work! Then meet Baby for dinner after going back home to change and all. Stay tuned for next upcoming posts with pix! :)

Love To Be Loved By You

Wanna be with you for the rest of my life.
I can never get tired of your hugs and kisses baby. ♥
Yup, I know I've abandoned this blog for like quite a long time but I've tried to blog via phone but the stupid blogging app disallow me to publish my posts. Like srsly?! I've typed one whole big chunk of stuffs for a number of times, it show me that it's published but it's not.. Whatever it is, there's work later on and here I am still blogging. But oh well I have got no choice because Genting trip is just tomorrow and I got to download my show, put it into my phone and so that I can watch it on the Coach Bus or something. I hope I can be able to go to bed by 130?

I'm thinking of getting a Seche/Poshe Rapid Dry Top Coat. Maybe getting it online.... or go Genting and see if there's any over there. But Genting stuffs isn't cheap like JB. Got a feeling I can't get much things over there because the stuffs there are really expensive. I can't believe that I'm going there with my boy just.... TOMORROW! Like omg. He used to always refuse to go oversea trip with me even though I kept wanting to go with him 'cause I really would like to travel all over with him. But I guess it's because he loves me, that is why he's always giving in to me and go with whatever I want to/feel like. Awww, I love this boy! Every single day I'd never fail to feel that how lucky am I to have him. Some people search for their whole lives to get this kind of boyfriend, but now I got it. :')

I don't know what am I crapping about. I wanna sleep. Right now. Show is only 86.5% downloaded. Ok my brain is not working anymore so goodnight.

Here I am, working on a Public Holiday. Sigh. This is one of the reason why I dislike working on the retail line. Was feeling so tired this morning when I woke up hoping that there will be no work for me today.. But what brighten up my mood this morning was listening to 替我 by my beloved 汪東城. Really luv his voice! ♥

Got to find a time to go up to baby's house by this week to get the genting form and all and collect the tix on Sat. I miss my boyfriend. It has been quite a number of days since we last met. Sigh wanna get to see him soon. Shall get back to work now~

Excited

Blogging via phone while working. Time is passing fast today during work and I like it! Anyway Genting trip with Baby is confirmed and booked! Omg so excited! 16 days more! :) I hope it'll turn out to be well & sweet.

It has been long since I last blogged. Nothing much about my life. Just work and spending quite a little time with baby.. This is why I want to have a getaway with him so much. Just us two, spending time together.. Well, shall end off with a pic and I'll try to be hardworking and blog frequently, hopefully.

Work

HI! *WAVES. I'm working now and there's no sales. Thus I'm bored. Yup, sorry for not posting for such a longgggg time ~ Using Kris's laptop.. Brought his laptop over cause there's nothing to do here for 11 hours. Sigh today and yesterday's sales sucks I swear! Hello everyone, I'm selling uber cute thumbdrives, earpieces and phone covers at J8! Level 2, push cart named Caroline D. Support plsssss? :)

Forgot to bring my phone charger over...... phone is going to be dead soon. :( I'm left with this laptop to use. Haha! I'm trying so hard to promote the thumbdrives but I guess it's too expensive for a 4gb capacity thumbdrive thus not much people is buying it. I'M GONNA GET SACKED SOON LOL NO ONE'S BUYING T_T

I can't wait for Nov! Genting trip with Baby! Shall book the tickets once I get paid on the 1st!!! So excited even though I have yet even booked it! I hope it'll be a sweet trip and I shall try to make it a happy one by trying my best to control my temper. I hope......... ~.~ Ok till then, x.

2 More Days To Freedom

Two more days, Three more papers to go! And I'll be F R E E! So don't feel like revising my Geography. What's more, there's maths paper 2 tomorrow. Die la. ~_~ I've prepared to go ITE anyway. But I want to go Higher Nitec. But it seems to be impossible as the requirements are the same as going up to Secondary 5. I have seriously no confident on achieving that result..

I know that I'm going to miss FTP when I leave the school. Yup, definitely. I've never hated this school. Just that I hate waking up early to attend school. And some of the teachers there are too annoying at times. I'm gonna miss 4N2'11. Some of the people in this class only though.. Especially the group of girls: Dyin Yin, Rachel Ong, S.E Rachael and etc etc.... Well, I hope I will still be as close as ever with Dyin Yin even after graduating. I mean, she'll be going up to Sec 5. But me? I doubt I want to go up to Sec 5 even if I could.

Okay that is so pointless. Lol. I've slept for so long today. I think I can sleep for 24/7..... Can never get enough of sleep like that. I'm really lazy to do revision on Geo. :( Nvm. Shall tell myself to tolerate for this two days. After two days, GOODBYE BOOKS!!!! :) Will pack and clear my books/unnecessary worksheets! teehee! Ending off with a pic of Amber and I. See you :)

Just Two Days

Random post! Well, I'm going to study Biology soon.. Srsly I don't feel like revising at all. Sigh but no choice. Guess what? Combine Science is just two days away. Two freaking days and I have to memorize EVERYTHING.. Sucks man. I really think that I'm gonna flunk my N's.. No confident at all. Well, I just wanna pass.... Get 19 points just nice I also happy ah! Sigh... Just hope that the papers wouldn't be so hard. Bio, Phy, Geog, Fnn & Maths, be good to me, will you?

Anyhow, I found a way to make myself feel better whenever I'm upset! As simple as abc, just listen to Jiro's songs or either, watch videos that have him in it. Really.... It's tested and proven it works! As ridiculous it may sound, but yeah true. I have no idea is it 心理作用 or something but oh well at least it's true and it works. So every now and then, whenever I quarrel with Baby, I'll start playing Jiro's song and I'm calmed. Then I will start a proper conversation with him again. Yay!

I'm thinking of burning mid-night oil tonight. Since Eve, Kris, Jayden & Amber went back to Eunos to stay over tonight. Yup, I'll have the room all by myself! So... HELLO BOOKS & WORKSHEETS! Please accompany me till late night ~ Will try to do mask after studying to relax myself & since my complexion is getting worse. Yup till then. Tata!

Baby's 16th

Since it has been so long since I last blogged, I shall blog via phone.

Yup, it's my Dearest's birthday yesterday! Happy belated 16th birthday my dear boy! ♥ I rlly hope you've enjoyed your simple "celebration" yesterday..

Didnt attend school ytd cause I was really too tired.. Woke up, went down to get tupperware and then started cooking spaghetti for baby and his family as well as Kris & Jayden after showering. Was so 手忙脚乱 cause I got to cook quite a lot of shares. Hate cooking for large amount of ppl. Hai. Finally done with everything, then texted baby to fetch me over cause I was really taking lots of things and it's freaking heavy. Walked over to his house, passed him his letter & presents. (Sry no pics! Cause was kind of lazy to take pics haha and pics are taken via phone so its nt nice)


Lighted his birthday cake for him when no one was at home except for baby, gary and I. Cause baby said they don't sing birthday song and I insisted on singing for him. Thus Gary helped me to light up the candles & I sang bday song for baby. Should've gave him a kiss after the song! AIYA FORGOT LOL. maybe cause Gary was thr thus im shy. HAHA. I insisted on asking him to make a wish.. :x


didnt manage to take pics with him. he's the birthday boy, so i have to 迁就 him! the bday boy and I went to Braddell to apply for his ibanking device + change our posb card to debit card.

Went back to his place after buying coke as I was craving for it, and they decided to play Mahjong! Watched them play & did spend time with him during the game as well. Have no idea why, baby feel like playing bball so much so we went to 98 during the night. They played two matches and I played with baby for a short while after their matches.

Went to get Macs after that and went back to his place. Decided to stay over since they wont be attending his grandma's funeral. Played Kart Rider and had talks with him & Benny till around three plus in the morning. Got tired and slept. I was in his warm arms through out the night. Awwww love it!

Actually ytd didnt go the way as planned. Thought that we'll be spending time alone tgtr but things changed but still alright la. As long as baby enjoys it. Oh yes I edited my blog banner and picture. Did anyone notice it? Hah!

Gonna rest now. 再见！

Short Update

Kinda sick and tired of my theme. Thus, trying to change it now but I can't seems to find any likings. Sigh. Is it true that I have a unique and weird taste? Baby said that I'm different from others. Like as in, my taste. But I doubt so! Hmmmm..... If only I'm still using Sony Ericsson's phone, I can create my own theme. :S

Miss my bf! Tata.

The J's Craze

Was craving for Mcdonald's earlier on and thus Eve, Kris and I ordered it. It was mad shiok! Ok so I'm still not asleep at this timing yet. Will try my best to drag myself up for school later.

I wanted to join Jiro's official fanclub but the fanclub peeps didnt reply to my email. Was feeling kinda pissed due to this matter. But oh well shall wait patiently for the sake of J. Changed my Twitter picture. To this:


Hehe yep my beloved Jwdc! Was looking at the MV of his new theme song for his new movie..... & saw him and the female lead of the movie so close and sweet. Freaking jealous!!! Ugh. LOL.

Ok stop about Jiro. I still love my boyfriend! Though sometimes I secretly wish that he's Jiro LOL joking~ I love him for him. For he's Adam Wong. But im missing him so much la srsly. I'm gonna try to apply to work at Couple Lab! Jobs are kinda hard to find, sigh. Ok night night!

Day Out With Atlh

Went out with Atlh yesterday! Well, it was a fun day though we did nth much. She came over to my place to help me choose what should I wear to go out, lol! Then we bus to interchange and trained to Dhoby Ghaut. We ate Just Acia. I really like to dine there 'cause of the free flow drinks + icecream! It's very cheap as well~ my second time dining in there. This time, I ordered the correct dish! It's (Y)!






Mine. Look at the cheese! Zomg.





Atlh's.



Went to Plaza Sing after that since Atlh wanted to go see if the Virtual Land(?) place is hiring. Filled in the application form and continue to walk arnd. I bought a wallet! With a ribbon bow on it. Love it so much. Was suppose to go Bugis and get my pay but not sure if able to get it or not thus we did not go in the end. Went to Orchard 'cause Atlh wanted to find her cousin to ask smth. We ate dessert before finding her cousin.









After that trained to
Amk. Got myself a top, hehe. Went kbox to ask if they're hiring but they only hire 17 years old & above so we went back to Tpy. At blk 226, we had some "adult talks" for a short while and went back home.

Im currently at Adam's house. He's sleeping like a log. Hai. Gonna catch Smurfs later! So excited!! Will blog abt Mid-Autumn Festival with pictures soon! Stay tuned! ;)

It Has Been Two Days

Heading to bed soon. A short post today agn~ currently at Dyin Yin's place. Staying over tonight.

I miss Adam. Looking forward to Saturday! Goodnight.

Busy Week.

This year's Mid-Autumn Festival turned out to be pretty good. Everything will be perfect if Baby's here. Gonna try sleeping early. Will blog a pictureful post soon, when im free. Not this week though, I suppose. Goodnight x.

Goodnight

Sleeping soon right after this post. Hopefully I can fall asleep. School later on. So in holiday mood. Feel kinda like as if N level is over though only three papers down. Gotta start on Bio & Geog soon. Its a busy week ahead! No much time to study.... Work work work. Earn money cause im broke! Baby's birthday is gonna be here in 17 days!

Went to work today. Relaxing and slacking. Like being paid to slack. Working for DY's mum for a few days.. Its mid-autumn festival again, anyway. This year's latern festival is kinda meaningless. Without baby. Every year we'd form a heart with candles. But this year no more! But to console myself, I told myself that there's more latern festival for us to come..

I still rmbr we aren't very happy last year. He then formed a "I love KY" using candles for me. Awww... I always treat him so bad. But last time worst~ 現在比較好了hor!! Lastly, I miss & love my piggy wong! Goodnight. Ending off with a pic of Dyin Yin and I, taken today. Xo!

New Hairdo

It's the last paper for N levels for this month! Three papers down - Chinese, English and Social Studies! Thank god traffic management came out for SS! I studied for it like some mad girl!

I went for hair rebonding after heading home to shower and prepare. Baby was sweet enough to come over and sit there for about five hours to wait for me. I'm not a bad gf, I did not ask him to come. He himself wants to come!!!! Thanks dearest, sorry for the long wait. Love you uh! Trimmed my fringe and snipped off my split ends. My hair looks sucky now cause it's so flat. Got to wash it first before it can look nicer. Hate the fact that after snipping off my split ends my hair is shorter now! Ahhhh!!! Although not much difference but I can feel the shortness whenever I touch my hair.

Finally, I can have a good rest and slp till shiok ah! So im heading off to bed soon. Going for job interview with Asthina tomorrow/later. Lastly, I hope that STS can at least get a 2nd for their competition later. JUDGES PLS STOP BEING BIAS AGAINST THEM! They rlly worked damn hard for it. Kris's leg and back got injured so many times, sigh. Guan fell sick yet continue to train. Look at their effort!!! Bee took over Guan when he's out of Sg and got injured as well! *heartpain.

Shall show you all a pic of mine after haircut and let all of you laugh at me! LOL goodnight everyone! ;)

Count Down: 4 More Days To N's.

It's the first day of September. N levels will be starting soon. Like only four more days.. I can't wait for N's to be over. :( I wanna go out and take photographs of the beautiful nature! I wanna go work and earn money to go on a "honeymoon" trip with Adam!

A random picture I took when going on a Learning Journey to the Aerogreen(?) farm ~


Anyway it's the Teachers' day celebration today. It might most probably be the last teachers day concert I'll be attending in FTPSS. I know I'm gonna miss this school.. This year's Teachers' Day Celebration Concert is not that bad actually. I hope I won't lose touch with my friends when I leave this school especially with Tan Dyin Yin.. Which I guess we won't lose touch but maybe only will somehow drift but I hope that won't happen. Hopefully!

Baby is being sweet to suggest on bringing me to watch the Smurfs which he finds it lame but he said since I like it, he'll bring me to watch it! Hehe. :') So I guess we're gonna catch it soon! Maybe the week after next. Since I've nothing to do now, I shall go watch show! Xo.

Stressed for N's

Currently at baby's place waiting for him to come back. I'm so worn out now. Just done with ss. Only on the traffic management can kill me. Principles of good governance more complicated! Sigh why so many things to memorise!

Really got the feeling that I'll flunk my N's. :(
Is it really too late to start mugging now? Why didnt I start earlier. Fml.

Anw I need some jobs intro pls!!

Special Day

Happy 2nd anniversary to boyfriend and I! ♥

It's such a special day today. Because other than it's my anniversary with Adam, it's also my favorite Jiro Wang's birthday! Happy birthday 大東! ♥

Baby love, it has been two years. I know I've written you a letter and sent you a long message. I wanted to blog a long post just for you, but I'm feeling rather tired right now. So, I'm sorry alright? As long as you know, I love you. & Just only words can't describe how deep my love for you is. :)

After school, we rushed back home to get prepare. We met straight at tpy interchange, then train to Bishan. Yup, a short and simple day. Went to get movie tickets at first. We stood outside the cinema for damn long 'cause we have no idea what to watch. In the end, we decided to watch Rise of the planet of the Apes. It's a nice show! Really! & there's saddening part as well. I teared..... LOL. For quite a number of times. GO CATCH IT, YOU WON'T REGRET!

I'm sorry for all those blur/unclear/ugly pictures as I did not bring my camera out.

We went to Pizza Hut to have our lunch + dinner right after we got the tickets. He ordered a spaghetti student meal, and I ordered baked pasta student meal. We even ordered a personal pan pizza to share. Hai. So regretted for ordering so much stuffs to eat 'cause we're very full after that. Too greedy :P

Only managed to take this picture as I guess we're too eager to eat~

Went to shop around and bought popcorn + drink in to the cinema. After the show train back to Tpy central, went to take a look in Kiddy Palace, planning what to get for Baby Amber on her birthday. After awhile, we went to get snowskin mooncakes as I was craving for it then bus back to his place to keep the mooncake and walked to my place. He accompanied me for awhile as no one's around at home and he don't want me to be alone at home being bored. Awww ♥

He went back home at about nine plus. I feel like hugging him to sleep tonight. In fact, every night....... Dearest, It's not easy to come this far together. How many times we tried to let each other go but in the end we did not because the love we have for each other is too strong? But I'm so glad that we've never let each other go once even though we feel like it at times. I know it's impossible to find someone so awesome like you again. I know at times I'd feel that you're not good and etc, but that's because I'm upset at that point of time. At the end of the day, you're still the best, and I know it in my heart. I don't want to lose you, never ever do I want that to happen. I want to be your last, I want you to be my last. I'm not sure whether can we make it till the end, but I hope we will. There's so many things I wanna tell you that even if I were to write a thousand posts also can't describe all the love and feelings I want to let you know. So I'll stop all these mushy stuffs here. Last but not least, you know I do love you, ♥.

Right now I'm feeling kinda tired, but I can't sleep 'cause I got to wait for Adam Wong to end work. Heading to find him later. I want to spend a stay-home day with him on Sat! Which is, later. Hehe. It has been so long since we've last spent time at home. I actually prefer staying at home with him 'cause I get to cuddle with him for as long as I like. Unlike in the public, I can't. But of course, not always stay at home with him. I'd be bored to death -____-

So I'm hungry. Hopefully he'll be able to bring some food back. Getting gastric soon. :(

I'm actually eye-ing on MJO cap now! It's so cool but it's freaking USD 42/50! It's real expensive for a cap. But sigh, I really like it a lot 'cause it's designed by Jiro and is his very own brand.. If only I'm born rich. I'd get almost everything in MJO. :(

Shi Qi got me a OPI shattered nail polish! Awww... So sweet of her to actually pay attention to what I want! It's actually a birthday gift from her and Guan. :) Will upload pics as soon as I transfer those pictures from my cam to comp! Together with the nail polish, she bought me a spongebob pen and wrote me a birthday card. The card is real cool + cute! Thank you very much, ♥

Signing off with a picture, xoxo. :)

Need Weekends

- blogging via phone.

I have no idea why i'm here to blog, but I just feel like blogging even though I have nothing to blog about. I'm heading to bed soon. Or wait. Maybe not. I want to talk to my boy. Anyway it's our "2y4m" today! :) two years four months of love.. I hope this never ends!

Why is it only Wednesday tomorrow? Hai.... I want to use skipping rope to help me grow taller~ :D

P/S: I miss you Awey :)

My Sixteenth

HELLO EVERYONE! IT'S MY 16th BIRTHDAY TODAY! I'M SIXTEEN~ YAY! Okay that's kind of lame, but yuppp i'm finally sixteen! So let's post a bit about my birthday celebration(s).

On the 13th of August, I went out with friends to celebrate my birthday! Thank you for those who came, but I'm sorry that I'm not feeling very happy on that day, I don't know why, I'm having a real weird mood swings nowadays. I was suppose to feel happy, but instead I'm having the feeling of "I'd rather stay at home". Sigh. But nevertheless, thank you everyone! Oh yes and we went to a random temple to pray. 求签(?) and asked about my studies. It's an average one! On my life, and all. :)


(This picture is missing of Shalini 'cause she came late~)
& Today, I went out with my dearest boy. It was a simple yet nice day out. But again, my mood swing is crazy and my mood went up and down up and down up and down. Hate this. At least I get to spend some crazy and funny time with him! Thank you baby, for every little things and effort you made to make me happy and stuffs. Had our lunch at Just Acia.






This is yumz!




My Love ♥




One good thing about Just Acia is that the drinks/icecreams there are free flow if you order their set meals! & The Set meals are all affordable! Though I don't quite like their Spaghetti, but still okay lah, average! A good place to chill after eating! We then went to shop around and went to near Clarke Quay to look at the beautiful scenery. He got me a real cute camera necklace that is able to make the real snapping of pictures sound and with flash! Awwww... & The Famous Amos cookie was supposed to be a surprise present but yet I guessed what he bought for me :P I'm too smart and able to read his mind too well!






The "black-ish" ink was supposed to be dark purple. 'Cause there's only Dark Purple in FA, and I like Purple thus he chose this color for me. Oh well ~


I'm so in love with this necklace!
Went back home and had Pizza Hut + KFC for dinner. I'm so not hungry thus I only ate one piece of chicken wing + one slice of Pizza. It's such a waste that Baby isn't here 'cause he'd sure gobble up the pizzas! Had a cut-cake session with all of them after eating ~ Full like what! Amber went to blow off my candle while I'm making a wish. Thus I told her, "Your birthday I'd blow off your candle too!" She replied me in a very sad tone, "Oh."




Sorry for the dark picture! :(










Afterall, today is still a good day though I'm having so many up and down mood. Thank you my family, Thank you Baby Love, Thank you friends, for celebrating my 16th birthday with me! Loves for all of you ~ Not forgetting, Thank to those who wished me happy birthday! Especially those who remembered my birthday by heart, and not by social-networks! Oh by the way, Loh Seng Guan texted me from Brunei to wish me happy birthday! So happy to receive his text but his bill sure cost a bomb this month 'cause he kept calling back to talk to Shi Qi, messaging her and stuffs. I replied him and I have no idea how much will it cost but never mind ~ Hope he's well over there!

I can't wait for my prelims to end! Sigh so tiring! I can't imagine if it's N levels. I did not study for prelims and I feel the stress. Imagine I got to chiong for N levels, EVEN MORE STRESS. HATE TAKING EXAMINATIONS! =( Thurs, I'm waiting for your arrival! I want to spend my weekends with my Baby! Please, weekend come fast!

P/S: Sorry for all of those unglam pictures of mine. I know it's ugly but yeah... tolerate okay? :( I'm sad that I'm not able to take nice pictures nowadays too. Sigh........ I'm fat and I know it, so shut up. Who doesn't want to be skinny. But as long as Baby is fine with it, I don't wish to care about others' comment!