1 Year 8 Months

4 more months to go! official two years anniversary ~

I don't want today to end. I mean, I want time to stop here so that I wouldnt have school tomorrow. I fucking hate school. Feeling damn reluctant to head to school lah! :( MYE is approaching....... next fri. it's.just.4.days.away. 4 FUCKING DAYS. Somehow I've prepared to fail mye -.- lol. i think my n level will gone case as well lor seriously.



why cant i study hard..... ok whatever~ cya.

Beautiful Night

I'm heading to rest as soon as I've completed this post. Did you all realize that the moon was really round, big and bright today? I got shocked when I saw it! The moon is real beautiful tonight! But part of th reason that the moon seems to be so beautiful tonight is that I witnessed this beautiful night with my dearest love! :)

Today was a real simple day. Napped for the whole day at dearest's place~ At least I'm in his arms hehe I like! (Y) But tomorrow I'm not gonna meet him because I got to help hammies clean cage. Shall head back home after school and shower, then nap for awhile then help my hamsters to clean up their house! Did I mentioned that Sushi Loh is getting more and more naughty?!?! He started to bite me! :( This happened twice...... tsk.

I've got back my prelim oral mark today, 27/40. Not a good mark I know, but at least it's over my expectation because I did not do well for it. I was hoping to get at least a 25 mark. But what's done can't be undone. Gotta start studying..... Study session with Yeo Yi Ying on Saturday ~

I want Thursday to arrive quickly!!!
'cause I need my break.......

The Key To My Happiness

HAPPY BELATED "2ND" ANNIVERSARY MY DEAREST BABYLOVE. ♥

I'll love you each and every second. for as long as I can, I promise I'll never let you go..

thank you, for each and everything you did for me.

thank you, for tolerating my fucked up attitude.

thank you for doting on me so much.

thank you for loving me..

although it's not our official 2 year,

but at least we're in love with each other for 2 year.

we'll be able to spend our official 2nd year on 24/08, for sure ;)

i love you my love..... be mine forever ok? :-*

Days Like This

YES. IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY TOMORROW!

I've yet change my blogskin, 'cause I'm kinda lazy plus I can't find a suitable blogskin still. I shall change it once I've found a blogskin I like. Or have an inspiration for it LOL. This whole week, almost every lesson is test test test. For chinese, still quite okay, I'm still able to cope with it. Other than that, I'll definitely flunk everything. If I goes on like this, I'll fail my N's badly. & anyway, I had my physics test today and i know nuts about it, which made me feel really upset. I can't believe it...... I've got to really pay attention in all lessons! I've finally found my motivation to study and I really hope that this motivation would last. Study session with Yeo Yi Ying next week. Hopefully I'll be able to learn something for that day.

I went to dearest's place today. Napped till about 6/7+, dearest brought me to TPYC ~ Had macs and walked around for awhile, then he sent me home. A simple yet sweet day with him. I'll be contented enough if everything stays like this. ♥

Till then, xo.

In Need Of Friday

Hmmmmm today turned out to be better than what I've expected! Although still, school kinda sucks but well at least there's friends like Rachel Ong + Tan Dyin Yin to accompany me through all those suckish school hours, hehe! :)

It's gonna be Tuesday tomorrow and I'll be having my Prelims English Oral Examination which sucks to the ultimate maximum. I fucking hate Oral Examinations, incase if you don't know about it. Sigh it really sucks okay~ The thought of it made me seriously s t r e s s e d......

Once again, my dear boy made me feel like a happy little kid today! and I guess I want to change my blogger template to a brighter one so that it'll look more lively? lol! so maybe i'll edit it then head to bed. I hope I won't take long! I really need my beauty sleep ~ K till then,

xo.

Six More Days

Feeling so tired, yet I seriously don't feel like sleeping. Tsk. It's Monday tomorrow and it seriously sucks. I'm always having Monday blues :'( MYE is nearing...... yet I'm still not studying. Sigh. I really don't feel like studying anymore at times~

I'm a happy girl today anyway. My Dearest Awey made me feel so in love ♥_♥ See my tweets and you'll know why hahaha. It has been quite long since I last felt this kind of happiness. I like this kind of feeling like as if we're falling in love all over again :) I'm glad we didn't let go the other time. I miss your hugs and I love you very much AdamW~ :)

My dear boy saw my tweet saying he should see my tumblr as well because he'll get to know more about my feelings and he really did. He downloaded the app once he saw my tweet! I like that kind of feeling when Baby plays with Amber. I like it when Amber hold his hands and mine hehe! we're so much like a family. especially when amber kissed him goodbye and he kissed me goodbye. :$

k shall stop all these nonsense lol. It's not gonna be a long post today because I'm getting real tired now ~_~ so ya...... thats all for today's post! cya!

Lead Me Through

Isn't it funny when someone can bring you up so easily with just words and bring you down again? The power of love, is really strong. Just with simple words, the one you love could decide your emotions for you. The song we once sang together, we once listened to, are playing randomly on my iTunes now. and I realized, we've shared so much memories together. there's alot of songs, places, memories with you in just 2009 - 2011. we've been through so much, can we pull through this once again? I really don't know. I hate it when our relationship meets HUGE obstacle like this. is our love really that strong? 我不知道..

I miss hearing your voice. I miss your singing. I miss you. I miss us.

I'm sorry to make you fall so deep. I'm sorry to make you unhappy. I'm sorry to make our relationship turns out this way. We're both at faults. Now, we both feel like giving up. But i'm gonna try hanging on till the day I really can't anymore. I don't want to regret for my whole-life. I don't want to let go on impulse. Because I know no matter how much hurt I've got due to quarrels and unhappiness, i'll still love you. I don't want to let go because of something that can be solved. It's not as if we both really don't have feelings for each other anymore.
It's okay that I suffer.. because I'll be fine, someday. I know I will. I know time will heal. I understand this point. Thank you for sending me 97 reasons why you're happy being with me. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for doing so much for me from 16th april'09 onwards. I don't know what'll be ahead for the both of us, but i know i'll never stop loving you. at least not for now. i'll hold on this love. i'll still hold on to 16040910352408091028.

Hopefully things will go well after tomorrow night? maybe, it's because of not meeting for so many days led to this argument. Sometimes I wonder is it because i'm used to having you by my side that made me held on for so long? But now I've realized, it's not. It's because our love is still there. Feelings are still there. I feel like being by your side right now. Hugging you and doze off. It's so much better this way than being alone. I'd rather cry in your arms than crying alone.

I really can't imagine how life would be without you. I've rely on you too much. I know there's still friends around me, but y'know. they just can't replace you. friends are friends. love is love. th power of love definitely can take over friends. I hope this matter wouldn't tear us apart.

Adam Wong Ee Yeong, every single moment spent with you, is still clearly in my mind. Be it it's in 2008, 2009, 2010, or 2011. I hope we'll able to spend 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015 and so on together. I want to make you my last. Sounds funny? we're still young. but no joke. I want to be your wife in th future. I want to live together with you. I'll not give up yet for now. I'll show and prove to everyone. This love is strong despite so many quarrels. Infact, it's those quarrels that made this love strong.

I love you.

100 Facts About Me

Got the sudden urge to blog. I dont know why hahahaha! hmmm it seems that it's quite popular for the "100 facts about me" now. i'm gonna do it too! er.... ok let's start!
1) yes, i'm short. BUT.......
2) I hate it when people keep saying i'm short. -.- once or twice it's okay but i don't like people keep making fun of it. damn kp.
3) I have 3 elder brother, i'm the youngest among all of them, and th only girl
4) thus, i'm spoilt by my parents.
5) I have an effing fucked up attitude which most of the people can't stand.
6) I show attitude to my boyfriend THE MOST. :(
7) I forgive fast.
8) I love my boyfriend very much
9) Although at times I hate him like wtf
10) I'm demanding
11) I always want to go on diet but plan will always fail :(
12) I like to be sporty but I can't seems to be one -.-
13) I don't drink milk, except for chocolate milk
14) I'm a failed girlfriend much but my boyfriend still wants me no matter what happened
15) I take things for granted at times
16) I always feel guilty for the things I've done
17) My heart softens easily
18) I envy those people that have a real, true, close friends
19) I guess my only true friend is Tan Dyin Yin
20) I quarrel with Tan Dyin Yin very easily but at th end of th day, we'll still be okay tell each other secrets
21) I used to play a lot of boy-ish things in my childhood days like Pokemon Cards, Soccer, Basketball, Yu-gi-oh(?) Cards, WWE cards, Tamiya Cars & PS2 with my brother, Loh Seng Hock. LOL
22) I like to share things with my boyfriend, as in what had happened and all
23) I love having h2h talks very much
24) I'm a lazy girl
25) I love photography
26) I'm a craze-fan of purple
27) I have this habit of saying all handsome idols are my boyfriend LOL
28) I want to learn cantonese
29) I've been in love with Jiro Wang Dong Cheng since I'm pri five.
30) All my three brothers dote on me a lot
31) I used to play online games like diablo, maple and MU
32) During pri 3, I skip school a lot with Loh Seng Hock and got caught a lot of times by our parents, we got chase out of th house LOL
33) I used to be in basketball girls team in primary school but i'm still as short -.-
34) I've joined a lot of CCAs before in primary school but I'm always changing.
35) I drift with my friends very easily which I dont know why
36) I like editing pictures like as in the lighting and all
37) I used to type lliikex thhis.
38) Now, I like to drag my words like thisssssss.
39) & I have a habit of adding a "z" behind some of my words.
40) I love receiving long sweet texts
41) I love ribbons
42) I like it when my boyfriend cuddle me to sleep
43) I love having late night talks with my boyfriend and being in his arms
44) I love the feeling of "staying together" with my boyfriend
45) I like shopping for grocery with my boyfriend and going back to his house. it makes me feel like we're husband and wife :P
46) I like to cook for him as it makes me feel a lot like his wife
47) I used to get a good grades for chinese and now my chinese standard dropped a lot
48) I've always wanted to pass all my subjects but it seems to be so hard
49) I don't like to work nor study.
50) I want to be a taitai in th future :P or either, I want to own a shop.
51) I've always thinking of my own house like how would I decorate it and stuffs
52) I love to sing but my singing sucks
53) I like surprises! but my boyfriend dislike giving people surprises :(
54) I have crush on a lot of people before
55) my house is messy and I dont like it
56) I envy people's house which are so neat, tidy and nicely decorated
57) I have a lot of stuff toys at home
58) my wardrobe always gets messy not long after I've packed it -.-
59) I want to be gentle & girl-ish LOLLLLL
60) I like my blog to be famous but it is not -.-
61) I've changed my email & blog URL a lot of times before and it's annoying, i know
62) I used to be somehow a "nerd" during my primary school days
63) I like to bring baby girl out to meet baby as it makes me feel like we're one family :P
64) I'm afraid of losing my boyfriend
65)I'm a greedy & selfish girl
66) I'm materialistic
67) I'm quite anti-social but friendly. LOL
68) I hate going out with one big group of people which Idk/I'm not close with
69) I don't like to be alone. Or shall I say, I can't be alone
70) I always feel bored 71) I don't really do housechores at home
72) I miss 2009 whereby my boyfriend and I always goes out together
73) I like my boyfriend's friend to know me. As in, I want them to know that i'm AdamWong's girlfriend :P
74) I get jealous damn easily
75) I like to play mahjong
76) I wish and want to go everywhere with my boyfriend
77) I believe that compromising, giving, taking & trust is the most important values in relationship 7
8) I like hair accessories
79) I want to know many ways of making my hair nice. e.g different ways of tying it
80) I feel like dying because it's th only 80th point -.- and I almost can't think of anything anymore
81) I envy people with nice figures :(
82) I hate the fact that i'm so fucking fat
83) I have natural brown-ish hair and I like it
84) I often think of my boyfriend's past and gets jealous -.- stupid, yes?
85) I think I'm a "三分钟热度" person
86) I miss my primary school food
87) I like it when people help me cover blanket when I'm sleeping. I feel sweet
88) I like the way my boy takecares of me whenever I'm not feeling well
89) I think I have to learn how to appreciate things around me
90) Sometimes I think that I have a blissful life
91) sometimes I think my life sucks so, fuck my life
92) I dont like it when people make fun of my name
93) I like to do silly stuffs with my boyfriend
94) I like to snap pictures of myself
95) the only thing that is slim on me are my fingers -.-
96) I love to know that there's someone who like my boyfriend/like him before LOL am I crazy? 97) I used to don't care about nice painted nails but now I love my nails to be nicely painted
98) I did this bloody 100 facts about me for about an hour wtf
99) I think the love between my baby and I is strong
100) I can't stand hot, but I can't stand cold-ness as well. i'm weird.

OK I'M FINALLY DONE LOL. but that's definitely not enough to really know me well. okay its getting late thus I shall go to bed soon. in case of this boring long 100 facts about me, I shall share one picture with you all. kk till then. xoxo.

4N2 (Y)

I went WWW today! damn funz. hehehe my first trip to there LOL I sounds so much like a mountain tortise but yeah, it's indeed my first trip. & I had a veryyyyy fun experience :) exciting too! thanks Kris Loh for the free tickets, if not I won't be able to go too l-o-l. oh. I went wild wild wet with Tan Dyin Yin, Rachel Ong & Chelsia Phua. ;) after www, we went for Shisha ~ Grape flavour (Y).

anyway. on th Friday, 1st April, it's FTP sports carnival! I guess I had fun even though I did not participate in anything. actually I do feel like participating in the running. but. I'm afraid I run very slow = make our class lose. :( afterall, it has been long since I last really RAN. hmmm I think I really should start making myself sporty HAHAHAHA. *-* but anyway. even though 4n2 did not win anything, but to me, 4n2's always the best. (Y) everyone did their best. that's enough. :)

I really miss dearest a lot. I hate that he have got to go his father's house every alternative weeks because I'll always never fail to miss him like mad. S E R I O U S L Y. sigh. on a happier note, I'll be meeting Rinko Low next Saturday! Damn excited for it even though I know we won't really have much things to do but well just slack around and catch up with each other. it has been long since I last saw this precious of mine!! :) alright, 3 pictures of sports carnival + one picture of chelsia phua for shisha today~ tata!

BUAI.