Day 365 of 365

(Pardon me for my act cute hair and face, my boy wanted me to send him a pic of mine every night when he is in camp, and last night he requested a super act cute face hahaha)

It's the last day of 2013. I can't quite believe it. How did a year pass by like that? I felt like I have never done anything productive this year. 

If you asked me to look back in this year and say what happened, honestly, I can't remember. But I can know that this year's 18th birthday is the most memorable birthday I had. Even though I don't have my boy by my side to celebrate w me, but I had my friends and family. I'm grateful.

I am so glad to be able to end the year and start a new year with my boy once more. My new year's resolution? For me to graduate quickly, for my loved ones to stay safe and sound, to be able to have a happy year ahead. Impossible though, for the happy part since life is full of ups and downs. But I believe having my loved ones with me through all the ups and downs is already the happiest thing.

Seriously I need to start blogging again. The reason why I have been stopping is because I couldn't find a blogging app that can be used on android!

My boy have been complaining how I don't blog anymore.. even though I guess it's only him who reads my crap blog? I have thought of giving this up but then.... I want to be able to read back my memories and relive it again.

There's always some things or moments in life we want to remember but not all we are able to remember it right.. memories fade..

Anyway, 2013 is coming to an end. Like seriously I can't believe it. So many things has changed. My boy is in SCDF now, I am going to be Year 2. I have been working in E1 for more than a year now..

I am not sure if 2014 is gonna be good for me but I hope it will be another year spent with Baby Love, my loved ones are safe and sound and I can get through my ITE life smoothly.

Yup.... till then. Gdnight.

It's already mid of the month.... after this week, ca will be finally over but then I will be stressing for hra and tps projects....

Anyway last Thursday, I went to USS for tps trip! Had so much fun with my group. I love the transformer ride the most!

Been a busy week but all those outings bonded our clique and most importantly, i had fun.

I just wish that this term will be over quickly because of all the killer modules. To be frank, I rlly hate projects. Ugh! Pls let me pass through this term...

And... I miss bblove. Gdnight xx

November

Figured it's time for me to do some blog post. It's already the 4th day of November. One month and six days till Bb's enlistment. The only worry about it is that I'm afraid he will not be able to adapt the life in there and also the hardship he will be going through. But I can't wait to see the difference and witness him growing up in the process. I definitely have faith and confidence that we will be able to make it through the two years.

Looking forward to December because it's gonna be holidays but at the same time I dread the thought of December approaching.. it's gonna be my loneliest period.

I don't wish to talk about studies because.... it has been quite stressful and I don't wish to comment on the upcoming CAs. All I can do it try my very best to get all the notes in my mind and strive for the best result.

So anyway, I was considering whether should I get bangs and I did. I kind of like it! Even though my Baby Boy says that it is not nice... :(

Alright, some pictures!

School is kind of draining me out. I dont know how am I suppose to manage it well with all the killer modules... projects coming up. I feel the stress already..

I can't wait for holidays. But with holidays coming that means that ca1 will be comibg up soon as well. Ahhhh.... I need motivation, I need strength, I need energy.

Goodnight.

Shall do a quick post before going to bed..

So last weekend, I had a short getaway with Baby Boy. Nothing much, just that we get to spend time together. Not sure when will be the next time we're gonna have a trip together again.. i'm guessing not so soon. Maybe few years later..

We went Batam as planned 2 months back. Was quite disappointed with the hotel location though. It was stated that there's actually shopping malls and beach nearby, but in the end it's quite deserted. But at least we got to walk around at Mega Mall before heading to the hotel so still quite alright. So we just stayed at the hotel almost the whole time. We did try to walk out and find shopping mall, but to no avail.. and at night, since we still got quite a lot of money left and no shopping mall nearby, we called for a room service. I got to say that the food is nice though.

School started for two weeks now. Still not really used to it. This term's modules are quite hard so I need to work extra hard but I have got no motivation now.. sigh.

But it's finally Friday tomorrow. So yay! Goodnight.

Last of Sept

Decided to blog before September ends... so results released three days back. Was feeling all nervous and scared to view it. Struggled for quite long before I decided to take a look.. I logged in to my istudent.... then logged out again. Retarded.

My results:

I didn't expect this. But I am really thankful for it. I never thought that I can actually get Distinction for CMB. Because it's all about communicating, projects, presentation. I thought I would get like... a C or something. But I did better than I expected. I will miss doing POA. My favourite subject so far.. not sure why people are complaining about it. Like it's not theory??? It's so fun to do.

Anyway, it was my Dearest's birthday yesterday. I hope he had a simple yet good one. Tried my best to give in to him in whatever and whichever he says. Bought him a famous amos cookie to replace the actual present first. The actual present haven't arrive yet and I am not sure when will that be... sigh. But I'm sure he will likes it!

In the morning, woke up and we prepared to head to Ubi to book his BTT. That's the only thing he is excited about on his 18th. We then went back to Central to have breakfast and run some errands. Back to his house and then mine to pack things. Had BBQ-steamboat at his place. Watched show, head to central to shop for Amber's present then back to lor 5 to have dinner with his Dad. To his place and that's how we ended our day~

Today.... first day of Term 2. Everything was as per normal.. This term's timetable was not so bad as well. Hopefully I will be able to do well for this term as well. Jiayou! :)

September

Okay, it's really time for me to blog. Since I've got nothing to do and don't feel like sleeping yet, i'll post something!

September is here.. ok, time flies... so it's holidays now. I like this holiday feeling even though I kind of... miss school? I mean I miss getting all crazy with my friends in school. Exams were alright I suppose. Manageable even though not much confident.

So weeks ago, I decided that Baby and I should go on a little "date". We went to Canopy for lunch. Had quite a hard time looking for that place since it's like in Bishan & Amk Park. But it felt nice holding hands and walking in a park with him.

This month is gonna be a working month plus spending a little more time with Baby. I just kind of felt like we got better after an unhappy incident. That incident was a really not happy one. After so long. But i'm glad that it's over. I am glad I didn't lose him..

Treehouse Villas

shall do a quick post since im not able to sleep...

Went to bb's babysister birthday chalet on Monday night. The chalet id like a villa/resort! Super relaxing! Had jacuzzi / bubble bath session with Vivian. The boys was complaining that we took really long to come out hahaha. I love the balcony as well. Love chilling alone over there and relax myself. The back yard also makes a great place for studying... I wanna go back to this chalet again if possible~ everything there is really so relaxing.

BZE exam this Friday. I am still so not prepared for it. But after this Friday, let's bid goodbye to it! I don't expect much anymore, just at least a pass. But even better, at least a B?

Finally experienced how was it like to be a little.... Drunk? Haha. Though not fully drunk but I suppose I was half-drunk. Head spinning like mad. It definitely doesn't feel good though. 

Two more weeks to major exam. I..... Did not study. Sigh. I will start on my revision the upcoming weekend~ the last lap for BZE. Let's not have any regrets. Leggo!!! 

Memorable 18th.

I thought it was going to be a normal day in school.... But I was wrong....

I'm really touched by my lovely friends who made an effort to give me a surprise. 

Liyi was the first to wish me happy birthday at 12AM. She was so tired but still camped till 12 to send the text.. :') My boy was being sweet as well. Typed a message earlier, set an alarm at 12AM just to wake up and send the text then back to sleep. I appreciate small efforts. Those who wished me happy bday, be it through text, face to face, twitter or facebook, thank you so much!

School as usual today. Happy to receive a happy birthday text in the morning from JS today because I didn't expect that! Reached class, once Liyi entered the class she gave me a kiss hahaha awww. Went to have breakfast/lunch with Liyi, then she conned me to foyer.... Saw Christine there! I was so shocked! Too many surprises I've got from today and I really love the feeling haha. Who doesn't... She bought my favourite pandan cake haha. Thank you, for making an effort to come all the way down to my school just for a simple surprise. Touched. :') I love you Ah Ting!

Then suddenly, Cindy, Pei Shing & Ze Jiang came behind me and sang a birthday song! Another surprise~ and another pandan cake but it's chiffon cake this time round. Hahaha! Thank you so much people! I didn't expect to have another surprise hahaha.... Shing & Cindy gave me a small baby stitch as well. :') I love my vamps, babysho & babycin! And of course ZJ who always give in to me so much and being so good to me. 

Guess what's my next surprise? Liyi ran off to get a helium balloon for me!!!!! Omg I wanted it so so long ago but no one ever get it for me :') I love you!!! 

Thanks to Edwin for the M&M, and Calvin for the Cabury milk choco! Thanks BAQ for the birthday wishes & songs. 

Thank you my girls, for treating me like a princess whole day, thank you for all the effort. Thank you for making my 18th birthday such a memorable one. I'm jotting down every single details as much as I could because I simply love today so much and I never want to forget it. Every details. 

Mummy, thank you for the ang bao. Daddy, thank you for willing to have dinner outside again even though you've had dinner. 1st bro + dearest eve, thank you for the birthday cake & treat. 2nd bro, thank you for your gummy bears! 3rd bro, thank you for the cute and simple, yet sweet birthday "text". 

My baby boy, thank you for your long and sweet text :') Even though this year you aren't able to celebrate it with me by my side but I know your heart's with me. I love you. 

Had 3 pandan cakes in a row today hahaha but anyway, this year's by far the greatest birthday? 

August.

Ooooops. My last post was on 30th July? Hahaha. 

August. Used to be my favourite month. I guess not so for this yr? Tomorrow's the day. I've got to admit that I'm a little sad that Bb Boy wouldn't be able to be by my side on this day. But it's okay. There's many years ahead we can celebrate it tgtr, right. :)

My diet plan was kind of.... Success I suppose? Managed to lose some weight although it wasn't a lot. But better than nothing hahaha. 

This term is gonna end soon. Real soon. I shall start my revision real soon as well. Kept telling myself to study but I just can't I don't know why?! Is it due to the module or is it me. I hate hate hate BZE.. After tomorrow, CMB will be officially down. So left with BZE and POA paper to go. No more projects, no more presentation. Can't wait for BZE to be over.. Alright some pictures ^.^

National Day Celebration in school~

A meet-up session with my vamp girls! It was such a great session :) love them! My school life is really so much better with them around. Brought Amber along with me and Shing brought Elden haha. They are so cute tgtr. 

Okie that's all for today's post. Cya!

Short update and im off to bed. Gonna have this last post before July ends... 

Really have no idea if it's because of the group of friends im hanging out with, or the motivation of studying is just not there, as well as the laziness of studying is increasing. Or is it because of the module?..

But anyway term will be ending soon. Just another month to go. So please please please study ok Ky Loh!!!!!!! 

Dieting is tiring.. Really tiring... But what to do? Patience, determination and self-discipline is what I need! The process may be tough, but the results are gonna be worth it! Fighting!!!! 

My favourite month is approaching but I really dont know if I should look forward to it. Both of the special days are like meaningless now... My 18th.... How will it turns out to be? Just another normal school day I suppose. Sometimes I wish I have a group of good friends. Some that really understand me and will make me happy? Seeing others having their good friends celebrating with them, giving them surprises.... Sigh. I will never have that. Is it because the problem lies with me? Or I just dont have the "fate" of having good friends.. Without social platform, who would remember my bday? :/

I'm getting hungry. So time to snooze out and get ready for sch! Gdnight..

Third week since school reopened. Self declared rest at home day tomorrow hehehe. 

Nothing much for me to update here. But just updating for the sake of it. My boy gonna scold me for not updating this space for so longggg..... 

Hahaha my botak baby boy is soooo cute!!!! 

Now I'm trying to diet till my birthday.... First day officially started dieting but then I cant take it la LOL but still I must have the determination! I'm gonna do it! I can do this!