Hold on or let go

Everything seems like it's falling apart. So tired of holding on, yet too in love to let go. Tell me, what should I do. I wanna create a future for us but if it carries on like that.... I know this is gonna end sooner or later. Tired of being the only one that seems to be holding on, trying to make everything work.

Perhaps we're not really meant to be.

I miss you.... I miss us. The past us..