I feel that everything has changed. Is it just me, or is this the fact? I don't know. But no matter how much I wish to let go and give up, I can't do it. I can't find the courage to do so.
Yup I know I can live without you. But how much will it hurt me to live my life without you, I don't know. I don't wanna take the risk either. I have no idea how my life would be without you. I guess it's probably the lack of time spent together that causes all this. I want to feel like I'm falling in love all over again. But looking at the things are going on like this, I doubt it's gonna happen.
I miss those times.... 2009, remember those days? Everything, every moments spent with you back then are still clearly on my mind.
I have no idea what I exactly want. From you, from myself, from this r/s. I don't wish to give up. I mean it's not easy for us to come this far... Is this r/s that weak???? But it's true that it have changed.
I need some deep h2htalks.. But... With who? :( feel so helpless, sigh.
Sry for this emo nemo post. Well, goodnight. I hope for a btr day ahead. Xo.
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