Thirty Months

24th - 2y6m. ♥

Thank god it's Friday! Going to meet Baby after his work. Shall walk go his work place and find him! Missed him so much! He told me that he have to work on every Saturdays now except for the Saturdays he have to go his Dad's house. I hate this and to be frank, I'm really unhappy. But I have no choice but to accept it. It'll be so unreasonable of me to ask him not to work right. Sigh. Time spent with him would be lesser and lesser. I don't really like to go his Dad's house with him every weekend when he have to go, actually.... So that means? If I never go, I can just forget about meeting him for the week. We used to meet so much in the past. I'm just... afraid we couldn't make it through. He'll be going to Thailand on the 14th and coming back on the Friday, 16th. That week, he'll be going to his Dad's house. Ugh whatever I should stop saying this because it's making my mood becoming real bad. Feeling so fucked up about all of this time spending thingy.

Let's talk about school. School was still alright today. Had unit 4 test for CS. Studied last night. More or less memorized a little. At least I understand. Revised it in the morning when I reach class. And I actually find the test easy! I hope to get high mark for this test. :) It felt great for not failing any tests for CS since unit 1! Trust me, I really regretted for not studying back in Secondary School days. But time can't be rewind, what's done can't be undone so I'm trying my best to keep myself motivated and really study well now in ITE. I'm so glad that I have all the classmates who are serious about studying too! They know when to play, when to study. Maybe because of maturity? Unlike in Sec Sch. Everyone's fooling around, with a FEW students who are mugging. At least in a environment like this in ITE, I can concentrate and study well. I hope I'm able to get good grades for this upcoming tests and enjoy my 3 week holidays!

Shall stop crapping and prepare to find Bb. Enjoy your Friday everyone! xoxo. ;)