Lead Me Through

Isn't it funny when someone can bring you up so easily with just words and bring you down again? The power of love, is really strong. Just with simple words, the one you love could decide your emotions for you. The song we once sang together, we once listened to, are playing randomly on my iTunes now. and I realized, we've shared so much memories together. there's alot of songs, places, memories with you in just 2009 - 2011. we've been through so much, can we pull through this once again? I really don't know. I hate it when our relationship meets HUGE obstacle like this. is our love really that strong? 我不知道..

I miss hearing your voice. I miss your singing. I miss you. I miss us.

I'm sorry to make you fall so deep. I'm sorry to make you unhappy. I'm sorry to make our relationship turns out this way. We're both at faults. Now, we both feel like giving up. But i'm gonna try hanging on till the day I really can't anymore. I don't want to regret for my whole-life. I don't want to let go on impulse. Because I know no matter how much hurt I've got due to quarrels and unhappiness, i'll still love you. I don't want to let go because of something that can be solved. It's not as if we both really don't have feelings for each other anymore.
It's okay that I suffer.. because I'll be fine, someday. I know I will. I know time will heal. I understand this point. Thank you for sending me 97 reasons why you're happy being with me. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for doing so much for me from 16th april'09 onwards. I don't know what'll be ahead for the both of us, but i know i'll never stop loving you. at least not for now. i'll hold on this love. i'll still hold on to 16040910352408091028.

Hopefully things will go well after tomorrow night? maybe, it's because of not meeting for so many days led to this argument. Sometimes I wonder is it because i'm used to having you by my side that made me held on for so long? But now I've realized, it's not. It's because our love is still there. Feelings are still there. I feel like being by your side right now. Hugging you and doze off. It's so much better this way than being alone. I'd rather cry in your arms than crying alone.

I really can't imagine how life would be without you. I've rely on you too much. I know there's still friends around me, but y'know. they just can't replace you. friends are friends. love is love. th power of love definitely can take over friends. I hope this matter wouldn't tear us apart.

Adam Wong Ee Yeong, every single moment spent with you, is still clearly in my mind. Be it it's in 2008, 2009, 2010, or 2011. I hope we'll able to spend 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015 and so on together. I want to make you my last. Sounds funny? we're still young. but no joke. I want to be your wife in th future. I want to live together with you. I'll not give up yet for now. I'll show and prove to everyone. This love is strong despite so many quarrels. Infact, it's those quarrels that made this love strong.

I love you.