sgsecret!

In some website now which I find it quite interesting, hehehe <: and, I've got these. Which I somehow feels this way as well & I totally agree with it:

2737) Sometimes I feel he would rather date his favorite videogame character than me.
2701) I hate to return home to this place where my existence is ignored. I wish I could be financially independent, live in with my boyfriend where his embrace makes me feels right at home.
2694) I hate myself for doing it but I would do it again.
2690) It hurts when you lie.
2688) I dont like it when you're with her.
2660) sometimes the people who you can't live without, can live without you.
2657) don't tell me i deserve someone better. you're the best to me.
2648) You were the best dream that have occurred to me, i love you.
2610) Why does every moment without you feel so empty?
2593) You're that melody in my head that I can never stop replaying.
2585) Sometimes, I wish I had different parents.
2553) i feel invisible when i'm with them. I think people call them 'friends'.
2544) I hate it when he takes forever to reply.
2528) Sometimes i wish twitter is not limited to 140 characters. It's irritating for typing slightly longer sentences. grrr.
2511) You're special to me. I don't know if I am to you.
2445) Right now, at this very moment, all I want to be is in your arms.

Ok, enough of all that. heheheh. anyway, credits to sgsecret.
most probably am heading over to baby's house today. not very sure though. miss him much!!

and I thought asthina tan wanna meet me today?
but i dont even know where is she now. >:
it has been long since I've met her. Gosh, miss you icecream.

sometimes I really feel that i'm sucha bitch 'cause I kept only meeting adamwong and neglected my friends. & I know they'll sure think that: "dont have adamwong then come meet us." or something like that. but am trying my very best to balance each and every of you. >: that's why sometimes when I wanted to spend more time with him so badly, but i'd still go to meet my friends halfway. even though i really dont bear to leave. but this will happens only when you all ask me out first. am not trying to say that i'm th princess or what you have to ask me out first. but it's because th time spent with adamwong is never gonna be enough for me. and if can, i would like to spend more time with him. but i dont wanna lose my friends 'cause of this too. i still want to slack with all of you like how we used to. :(

okay, stop. -.-
anyway, should I head over to his place? should I should I??????