dedications ^-^

it's gonna be a brand new year soon. which means, a brand new start. people come and go, friends, come and go. some people had entered my life this year, some just gone after sometimes. thanks for those who stayed, making my life so great. ^-^

soon, 2009 would be over. last day of 2009 today. soon it'll be 2010. will it be a better year for me, or more worst? tsk. this is gonna be a long post i guess. gonna post it up for those people who mean a lot to me. okay i'll make this fast and out to find baby. he's bringing me to crocodile farm! ^-^
(not in any order btw!!!)

adamwong, th one who made a bigbig impact in my life. changing me into a better person, bringing joy into my life. being by me, standing by my side no matter what had happened. like, sometimes i had some friendship problems or so, sometimes i'm angry with someone, i'm upset or whatsoever, be it happy or sad, he's still here, with me. never give up on me no matter how bad i've treated him, like e.g, my attitude really made him go crazy sometimes. but still, he's willing to be by me. thankyou baby, for everything you've done for me in 2009. be it before we're together, or after. before we're together, you'll always be th one who make me laugh in class, englighten my day in class. and so on. thankyou so much for keep on showering your love on me, dote on me, pamper me, giving in to me when we quarrelled or i'm angry, i'm very sorry to give you those attitudes sometimes but you know i've already changed for you okay!! although not completely gone yet but at least i did change for a better, a little right! heheheh. dont ever leave me okay!! each and every moment spent with you are priceless and precious, i'm really glad that i could spend those times with you baby! although you might be veryvery guailan till i felt like killing you sometimes, but still, you know no matter what, i lovelove you!!!! ^-^

asthina tan, th greatest icecream in th world ever. standing by me through good and bad, being th one who pick me up from where i've fallen, although sometimes she cant give me th best advice or whatsoever, but at least, she's willing to be my listening ear. last year, when my attitude is really so freaking bad, she still, tolerate it. i'm so sorry my dear!! and thankyou for everything. like, being there for me and all. this icecreamsoda-ship is still gonna go on. no matter what. i'm here, always. for you. i'll never forget those times we spent together, be it good or bad. i love you atlh! :D

tan dyin yin tan xiao bee! wahhhh, it has been long since we camwhored. this picture is like, dontknow how long ago :( camwhore when we meet up k. heheheh. okay anyway, thanks for being by me for this 2 years +++++!! almost three year k. you, this biggest idiot. although we might not meet up as often as last time but this sistership is still strong. i know, no matter what had happened. i'll always remember those times when we spent together, like..... getting high together to th extend of... at block nine. k shall not mention much omg so no face one LOLL!!! :$ getting emo together like, crying together and all. block nine, block seven, our best memories. hahaha. you're always th one who dote on me so much so much. thankyouverymuch! ^-^ and th one who enlighten my mood. getting high with me, doing stupid stuffs saying lame craps. wahahah. and tolerating my attitude for so long, i love you la xiao mi feng <:

ng si hwee! although we might not know each other for long, although we might not get to meet up often, but this lovely-ship, is still very lovely. HAHAHAHA k idk what crap am i saying but.... you know i love you la. LOL. thankyou so much for your presence when i'm down, and when i'm lost. you'll tell me and give me advices from what you've been through, and tell me what to do. i appreciate everything. i'll always remember our hello panda k. love you seaweed. {:

omg i'm running out of time already. so i'll write till then. i'll write more when i'm back k. i still need to write for a lot people but baby is rushing me to go now. :( so byebye. enjoy your day k everyone. :D

new year resolution!

it's a tiring day today. was feeling so tired for th damn whole day. shall go off to bed very soon. tomorrow gotta buy books. adamwong accompanying me go, ofcourse he must. ^-^ might be tonning tomorrow. shall see how, baby ton, i ton lo. <: uh so... went to baby's place in th afternoon like, three plus going four. met asthina tan at downstairs around six going seven. dragged baby down with me. :P actually he dont wanna come along. but too bad he loves me too much so have to go with me HAHAHAHA. btw his hair is veryvery black. no nice. >:

slacked tgt till around nine plus going ten. with adamwong asthinatan garywong & zengquan. zengquan went off to dontknow where with ahqi after she came. so left th four of us. played cards. so bored & tired one. ):

k 31st tmrw. i wonder where am i going to countdown at. i wanna watch fireworks. so beebee have to accompany me, dontcare. ^-^

i'll write my newyear resolution!!!! and i'll write thankyou messages and all tomorrow. :D

1) a better year together with adamwong ahead,

2) wont have so much quarrels anymore,

3) last long, stay as sweet, overcoming every obstacles together,

4) study well, get good grades,

5) a year with not so much troubles,

6) wont neglect all of my friends like: asthinatan tanxiaobee seaweedng rinkolow and so on.

7) meet up more with them,

8) dont drift with them.

9) wont be so broke anymore ):

10) everyone to be happy & healthy. especially those people important to me. ^-^

your smile makes me smile ^-^

I.AM.MISSING.MY.PIGGY.BABY.DUPER.LOTS ):

currently so bored now. think have to go sleep soon. i wanna drag baby out tomorrow. feel like, hahah. but shall see how. no destination as well. if only th bicycle is still there. i'll drag him to cycle me around. i wanna camwhore with that idiot. but he kept on doesnt want to. hmph. he hates to camwhore. and whatever it is i really miss him a lot now. i want his hughugs!!! i want him to look at me and give me his stupid smile now. i miss how he guailan me, although i'll feel like killing him sometimes when he do so. oh yes btw did i mention that his new haircut was very cute? :D I think he looks very cute in it hahahaha but he say his hair sucks but oh well no matter what me still love him. ♥w♥

went up to baby's place today in th afternoon and to citysquare with baby, his parents & ahqi. super bored sial citysquare. walk damn awhile only then head to chinatown to mam mam. ^.^ then back to his place. boring day but at least i had fun with baby yay. :D

he says he loves me alotalot k. <:
btw i feel like munching something now. k byebye. missing adamwong. enjoyed myself with him so much till i dont even bear to leave okay. but no choice, i cant stay over. hmph!!!! missing baby. :(

one year six months (L)

Haypee 1y6months to icecream soda! ^.^
hello dearest icecream, you've been a great icecream for these period of time and i know you would continue to be hahahaha. you know i love you yep. so needless to say so much actually. love those time hanging out and spending with you, because it'd always be so fun and i know i can rant everything on you. hahahaha. you too, can rant anything to me k. love you always. :D

catch up!

although i didnt get to meet baby today, but at least i met two of my beloveds, so i'm happy. ^.^ asthina tan & seaweed ng ♥! i had a great day with them. me lovelove seaweed ng's camera lahhhh. damn chio can!! wanted to have popeye today but ended up having kfc because popeye was full house. so went to have meltz instead. nice too k. but i dont care la, i wanna try popeye next time. hmph. >:

went to skygarden after that. was chatting + camwhoring all along. tiring day though. i was feeling so tired, so tired.. ):

okay having gastric again for i dont know why. everytime like that. it's like a sickness already. even if i did take my meals, also will have gastric sometimes. what's wrongggg! ):

missing dearest baby. might not be heading to crocodile farm tmrw, (inserts sad face x23402384235!!!)

love you as always :)

Happy 3rd monthsary to th lovelies! ^.^
yes, although we might have been drifted a lot nowadays due to your busy-ness and all, but this bond i know, is still strong. this love is still there. i know you'll be here for me no matter what had happens. i know you're still loving me alot. :P i know, everything doesnt change. heheheh. yes, i'm still here for youuuuu. yes, i'm still loving you like how i did back then, okay. love you a lot lovely seaweed ng! <:

hmmmm, might not be meeting baby today. heading to meet this lovely of mine instead. finally after so long..

adamwong just told me, my form t'cher next year would be mdm prema? or how you spell her name, LOL. i kinda look forward to next year. 3N2, i wonder how th class would be like. hahaha. not going to buy books today, mama say she no money. shall wait till she gets her pay on 31st then go popular buy. just hope that popular will have th same edition as school ones. :( hmph.

no more crocodile farm tomorrow laaa!! hmph. beebee no free. always like this, seriously i dislike it. always make me so excited and last minute always say cannot go. beebee going for a hair cut and dye back his black hair tmrw. wahah, no more orange golden hair for youuuu!!!! heheheh. he wont look so beng anymore. :P

although tomorrow not going for crocodile farm, but he agreed to bring me on tuesday. i hope nothing will crop up once again. i'll go mad crazy. and i managed to psyco him to study tgt w me afterschool next year, lalala. i'm sooooo awesome ^^

headache is killing me once again and i miss th way how beebee would always massage my head for me whenever i'm having headache. ):

k shall have an early sleep tonight ^.^

eight more days!

isnt a good day today. boring. home day ):
heading over to crocodile farm tomorrow w beebee, yayness ^^! hope wont have quarrels again. tsk lah. he said he dislike going out part of th reason is 'cause we everytime go out, 不会有好事. LOLLLL.

school reopening soon, have to get rid of holiday mood and turn on study mode. and adamwong!!!! you've got no choice but to study real hard next year with me!!!!! >:(

hmph, different class with beebee. school sucha long hours. i'm so gonna miss him much without him in class. ): even him sitting next to me, we both didnt talk or what, i also can tell you, I MISS ADAMWONG one ok. imagine never see him. nvm, think chinese class still same class. hope so! kind of looking forward to school reopens, heheh. only that need to wakeup early. D: but well think after school reopens could get to catch up with asthina tan more. i hope lah. k la stop crapping LOL bye.

hello earthlings! <:
stayed overnight at baby's place ytd. might be going to crocodile farm tmrw!! adamwong says see how. ): but most prob i think he'll let me, yay. he not good. ytd snatch blanket with me. idiot. @:

ytd wasnt really a good night, this morning isnt a good morning. hmph.

Rain rain go away ~~~

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although i love rainy days, but.... now i wanna go find adamwong >:

hello sky, rain after i've reached, can? pretty please? ):

what a christmas day! L-O-L

isnt a lonely christmas today k!!!! I had lots of fun. went downstairs to meet beebee then to block nine. was kinda bored at first. but then after xbee jie came, definitely, she lightens my mood and clear my boredom away as adamwong keeps abandoning me for basketball. hmph >:(

chatted tgt w her and as gary & dasam was there too, chatted with them as well. ahqi came finding me with poker cards. played together. hahahaha. i was really enjoying myself. ^.^

but, once again, a VERY memorable christmas -.-
we got screened by police. 'cause alotalot people was there & playing, making nuisence and all. blah...... lazy to say th details lah. went to th playground after that. slacked and chatted, adamwong pulled me into th basketball court. and sat there chatting with xbee & ahqi. adamwong went to play basketball, again. till nine plus, me went lor 7 with xbee whereas adamwong they all went home. chatted with her and waited donavan daddy to come. awhile later, they walked me to block one there. :D

adamwong told me something..... he make lost th chain that half of th heart shape. hmph. nvrmind, i wasnt really that angry actually. not sure why. but, just... sad ):

at least he told me, "I dont believe make lost this thing, means our relationship will be gone too." but.... half of th heart is now gone. ):

should i believe in this type of thing? :/

this year's christmas, totally sucks to th core.

love and get hurt, - that's love.

there'll always be a rainbow after th downpour, everything's gonna be alright. like what i've said to yyy lover, "tolerate, is th key." so i've got to remember this as well.

quoted from my xinggan(rynise)'s blog, "if you're willing to love, and get hurt, then that's love." totally agree with it. although sometimes might be very hurtful, but it'll be alright soon after. after th hurt, there'll always sweet moments to come. which will makes you feel all th hurts and pains is all worth it. and you'll forget about all those pains & hurts.

i once told adamwong, "I'd rather suffer all th pains when i'm with you than suffering th pain of losing you." so I know, i must mean what i say. <:
i'll keep reminding myself, not to give up.
i'll keep reminding myself, we've gone through so many things together, it's not worth just giving up like that.

i wonder is it a lonely christmas today. ):
poor me. and tan shi qi laughed @ me. hmph. she no good.

a veryvery memorable christmas indeed. quarrels, fk it. i dont know what's wrong. i really dont. kkkk nvm, i shall post all these thoughts to my private blog.

Santa, you sucks. Santa didnt grant my wish.
FML, FK EVERYTHING HARD. -'-

f o r e v e r lives in fairytale.

Christmas

merry christmas!!!!

all i want for christmas is.....
to be happy with adamwong daily, stop giving unneccesary attitudes, stay by his side no matter what happens, have him in my daily life. him not to be so fk-ed up at times which makes me hate him, hmph. :D

my fever went down btw. happy girl.
but...... sigh. a memorable christmas this year sial. sheenalao & me is sick. what a nice christmas huh LOLL. two sick person wishing each other merry christmas LOLLL that's what she said. laughdieme. get well soon k! ^^

&imissmydearestbabybeebee.

theodore! <3

Today, wasnt really a good day ): beebee keep dump me alone. sigh. think i have to get used to it 'cause its his nature. can play, he'd sure forget bout me. hmph. nvm. alvin and th chipmunks 2 was super cute i tell you. theodore, cuteness to th max!! :D

cabbed to beebee's house > rested till 3, > bused to entertainment, > watched th movie after waiting till 405 like that > after movie ended, decided to head over to potongpasir spider web > block nine, beebee & bennywong played basketball, sheenana, yyy lover & me chatted > home.

adamwong really sucks. he forgot th quote is what. hmph, kill him ahhh!!!
he piggy back-ed me today k, 'cause of my headache. although he himself is not feeling well and feeling so tired. heheh. idk why is he so kiampa one. at times, make me love die him. at times, make me hate die him. hmph. @:

finally get to talk more with sheena today! heheh.
she's sick as well. get well soon k, loves. i wanna meet you up more lah. ^^

sweetest one.

Sry for not posting ytd, was sick. ):
High fever + super headache which kills me miserably. was supposed to go ftp with them, but ended up i did not go 'cause of adamwong lah. hmph, 一大清早就惹我生气. no wonder I'm sick >: so went back to sleep, until 10am+. and i'm alr having fever. so cabbed to beebee's place. and i just kept on sleeping okay. beebee took care of me for th whole day. :D which although i'm feeling so miserable and all, but still, i'm a happy girl. he cooked noodle for me when i'm hungry, fed me, using iced towel and put on my forehead, keeps changing th towel for me, take water for me when i'm thirsty. and even though he himself might get sick if he's close to me, he still willing to give me th sweetest kiss ever. :D
i know i know, me have a good + caring boyfriend. ^.^

thanks to ahqi too for helping out adamwong to t'care of me. 'cause adamwong doesnt knows how to t'care of people. he told me, "only people t'care of me, I never t'care of people before." hahaha. th bloody headache kills me till i cant even walk properly, totally strengthless. so adamwong brought me downstairs at around 7+. like i've said i'm totally strengthless, he hailed a cab and sent me home. btw, thanks to beebee's parents for th concerns ^^

slept when i've reached home, again. until mummy suddenly comes in and know i'm having a high fever, she cooked for me. 米粉&录豆汤. tyty mama. <3!! supposed to watch alvin and th chipmunks with sheenana, garywong & bee today. but me sick, how goooo!! hmph. and adamwong ordered me to rest at home today even though my fever has already gone down and th headache doesnt really exist anymore. hmph, nvrmind. shall try asking him to bring me tomorrow!! :(

btw,

♥ Happy "4th" monthsary baby. ^.^

needless to say this three lil words, 'cause you know i do. and if not meeting you today, HOW TO GET MY SWEET QUOTE WHICH YOU PROMISED TO GIVE ME ON EVERY 16TH AND 24TH!!! :'(

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OMG BABY FINALLY AGREED TO BRING ME GO WATCH ALVIN AND TH CHIPMUNKS, TODAAAAY!! Hehehehe he treats me th best. luvdieyoubeebee.

flash back

70th post! k random LOL. firstly, i cooked tgt with adamwong today HAHAHAHA. it turned out to be edible and it was nice k. but then hor, garywong suddenly came into th kitchen too and took over me. so me stand there like an idiot. -.- i decided to walk out of th kitchen and had chats with yeoyiying. felt a lil extra 'cause th wong family having their cantonese "reunion dinner" and i was there like... extra. LOL. k whatever, this doesnt really affect me actually. cause they didnt treat me like extra. :D

ohyesohyes, a bigbig SORRY to sheenalaozl. ):
didnt entertain her today at all. no space no space!! no space to sit beside her and talk. hmph. hope we'll talk on th 24th LOL.

tomorrow might be going back to school tgt w adamwong bennywong & garywong. garywong going for briefing. and me go back w them extraextra HAHAHA. but then that'll remind me of..... th first time seeing adamwong! he's sitting beside me for th briefing on 2007 k. LOL but we dontknow each other yet. he and his golden hair that time. i still rmb k!! tsk, ah beng yi ge. but he doesnt notice me at all at that point of time. blah baby you sucks!

two more days hehehe. :D!!!

adamwong, meheartyou kkkkk!

happy girl ^.^

Hellohello. everything went well today. and so me is a happy kid hehehe. managed to get myself off from those negative thoughts. :D!! and i'm gonna remain this way. :)

adamwong cant be a chef!! 'cause he even cut a papaya also hard!!! he took a super long time to cut one papaya HAHAHA. and th outcome was... yucky :P! th shape and all..... failed LOL. i was helping him in th kitchen today, and we're in th kitchen for superb long. tsk, thanks to him!

tomorrow he & me's gonna be th chef again LOLLLL. his mummy said so. ): we're going to cook 汤圆 and fry seaweed chicken and all LOL, i hope th outcome would be... edible? LOL. pray hard for me k thanks.

sheenana's heading over to their place too tomorrow! looking forward. :D
oh ya, i got my first 100% today! (DJ max) hehehe happy to th max okay. yay-ness.

btw,
happy 14th birthday SamanthaSeahHuiYu!!!! <:
cupcakecupcake, meet me soon k luvs :D

forever?

went to adamwong's place today in th noon. though its kind of bored, but well, at least get to spend time with him. today's somehow different though. i was happy th whole day but until th end of th day, my mood gone down. thoughts whirling through my mind..

is it that forever really doesnt exist? we really cant last till that long? we'll meet some other people after sometime? th one who's being with me until my last breathe, wont be you? I dont want this all to happen. i'm afraid. afraid that one fine day i'll wake up without your text messages, and you're no longer mine.

k i've got to stop thinking. stop stop stop. ugh. :'(

f o u r!

hello goodmorning world! heheh. :D
just done showering. blah, feeling tired after shower -_-

going to pray grandfather afterwards, i hope there's no bigbig sun today. if not hot die me. ): my piggy baby is still sleeping! me woke up earlier than him again, heheh. he should be waking up soon i guess. not sure if could get to meet him today not, but whatever it is, I.MISS.HIM!!!! a lot! hope he this busy bee would have time to meet me. think should be have la, not really that much though. four more days baby! <:

DJ max reminds me of him! woke up in th middle of th midnight, 4am+ just 'cause i heard eve yong + lsh playing DJ max. and i woke up, th first thing in my mind is him you know. so eve yong let me play awhile, and i went off to bed again. LOL superb lame.

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well, though me and her might have been really drifted a lot a lot, didnt even get to talk on MSN now, even if we chatted, no more topics. sigh. why did this happen! but nevertheless, i wish to tell her: I STILL LOVE YOU DARLING!!! AS MUCH AS TH PAST! MISS YOU A LOT!!!! :'( although i think she didnt visit my blog anymore, see my t'board, none of th tags is from her anymore. unlike last time. although sometimes she'll drop me a longlong one time tag, but at least, better than now. totally, zero. it has been so long since i last saw her tag. :( Valenlyn Chua Si Harn, do you still remember me!!!! I miss you!!!! :(

I still can remember a lot things of ours k. :(

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feeling so tired after watching 3 episodes of autumn's concerto LOL. so i think i shall go nap awhile and continue watching later. aint meeting asthina tan already. zz. reason, she lazy again. k i'm used to it anyway.

holidays ending soon, sucks. hope baby would bring me go out more these few days! hmph, i wanna go crocodile farm! feels like eating subway >:

renguangxi is so sweet, omg! i want a boyfriend like him LOL.
missing adamwong. tomorrow can get to see him, yay! <:

you're my happy pill. ^.^

hello world i'm feeling so hungry now..... >:
k on a happier note, my piggy baby is bringing me out on 24th! going to catch alvin and th chipmunks 2! hehehehe, am so happy k. thanks beebee :-*:-*! just hope everything doesnt crash in th end. blah. :/

i wont be at home th whole day today k!! meeting my precious icecream at around 6 plus i guess. accompanying her to get hair cut then followed by, slackings? most prob lah, slackings is like what we're doing almost everytime we meet.

i think that sheenana dc princess is still sleeping. ): no one gets to bitch and crazy with me on msn. ): k nvrmind. she promised to go up to their house on tues!! if her garywong says okay? haha. just hope that we both would have topics to talk 'bout. hahah.... :/

k i think..... i'm going to watch autumn's concerto. but it isnt loading at all. hmph, FMLFML!! ahhhh, me feels like going to shopshop! tired of T-shirts. tsktsk, so boring one. i wanna buy polo tee. >: i wanna buy jacket. i need money! ):

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I MISS ADAM WONG EE YEONG THAT IDIOTIC BASTARD A LOT YOU ALL KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss his stupid laughter, i miss his hugs, i miss his cute-ness, i miss his kisses, i miss how he would hoax me whenever i pretended & acting to be crying, i miss how he tells me he loves me, i miss his guailan-ness, i miss his everything, i miss his each and every lil actions that make me laugh, i miss how he would say things to make me happy, i miss how he makes me smile, i miss th way how he would kisses me on my forehead to assure me everything is alright, i miss how he'll give me his warmest hug whenever i'm down, i miss how he concerned bout me, i miss how he care 'bout me, i miss how he would always cycle me around, i miss how he would give in to me, i miss th way he would hold my hands, i miss how he would tell me not to scared or something, i miss how he tease me. i miss everything, i miss every scene. baby i miss youuu!!!!!!! :(

a lot, very much. :'(!!!!

Awey, imy ):

that crazy bitch DC princess sheenana asked me to post. hahaha, so, firstly:

Happy 3rd monthsary to sheenalaoZL & garywongEW!
last longlong k, i know you both sure will lah. you both so cute + sweet tgt hahahah! <:

afterall, i'm not so bored. 'cause i talked to that DC princess on msn. and talked with joey tan + tan yi ming. but now only left talking to sheena. she says i'm crazy, i am meh. >: no lo. but hahahaha, talking to her is indeed fun + nice luh. she's cute k. :D

bythway, i miss that idiotic piggy boyfriend of mine,

AdamWongEeYeong. super lots >:

tolerance

HI ME STAYED AT HOME FOR TH WHOLE DAY. not really that bored actually. watched autumn's concerto, super nice <: awaiting for hi my sweetheart ep 8. next mon. walao so long hmph!! won't be seeing my super sunshine baby girl tomorrow i guess. sad ttm! >: oh yes i've packed my messy wardrobe. it became a neat one already hehehehe. see already, also feel better. :D

but now im kinda bored. who can talk to me on msn!!!! anyway, congrats to rinko low behbeh on promoting to sec 5!!! big (L) for you! <: goodluck on getting into poly next, hehheh. know you can do it! ^^

anyway, i love pouring thoughts deep down my heart to my beloveds. especially to rinko low. 'cause she would everytime give me th advices i really needed th most and which is really helpful. and today, again, i told her sometimes i feels like giving up, but she told me to hold on and tell me th reason why blabla. which hit me into sense, and i've got it. thanks, me heart spam you kkkk!!! give you flying kiss, HAHA! :D

/ note to self:
(1): change for a better, t o l e r a t e is th keyword!!!!!
(2): stop thinking too much!!!
(3): be more optimistic!!!

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It's gonna be a home-day for me today i guess. so i'm gonna pack my messy x234018241 wardrobe like, finally. my wardrobe is really superb messy. you can't imagine how messy it is, i swear!!

hmmmm, I wonder when can i catch up with xbee tan. >:
missing her you know. she sucks for being so busy. hmph!! k off to edit some pictures, am bored. and i've changed my blogsong to one old song HAHAHAHA but its still nice k. <:

I miss my dearest boy.

(insertsluv)

feels like screaming out loud that.......
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I MISS ADAMWONGEEYEONG,
I LOVE ADAMWONGEEYEONG!!!!

oh well, anyway, I miss:

that bitch in th middle. much. ):

sucks.

totally a sucky day today. fk 17th december 2009 hard. argh. shall not elaborate so much though. sigh, baby's heading to his father's place tomorrow. blah. :/

k, i'm moodless and tired now. bye.
"forever........"

am bored am bored am bored right now. so... i'll do some quiz :D

1. Are you single or attached?
- attached ^^
2. Do you have a person you like?
- nope, I have a person i LOVE. <:
3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with?
- ♥ Adam Wong Ee Yeong.
4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea , who will you save?
- i cant swim too! ><
5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
- yes la.
6. Do you love your parents?
- yes.
7. Will you hug the one you love?
- ofcourse.
8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- maybe? LOL depends on what it is actually. but mostly, yes.
9. Are you jealous now?
- no.
10. Who is the last person that messaged you?
- ♥ beebee.
11. Do you want babies in the future?
- yes? LOL. i dont know.
12. Do you prefer Macdonald , KFC , Long John Sliver , Burger King or coffee shop?
- all can? ><
13. Do you sniff glue?
- NO, never!
14. Do you smoke?
- nope.
15. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer , what will you do?
- i know he wont be. but if he is, break lo. :(
16. Which CCA are you in now?
- i dont have any. ^.^
17. If you're rich , what'll you do?
- shop like there's no tomorrow? buy things I like and want?
18. If the one you're in love with , held your hand , what'll you do?
- nothing? but shy. :$
19. If the one you love , reject you , what'll you do?
- sad?
20. What is your favourite cartoon character/s?
- spongebob! ^^
21. Friendship or Love?
- can I choose both? ><
22. Cookie monster or Elmo?
- elmo.
23. Are you using a laptop or computer?
- computer, desktop.
24. Do you like lollipops?
- yesyes. ^.^
25. Do you have a diary?
- a diary for adamwong to see. but lazy write now HAHAHA.
26. There's an admirer of yours and he/she won't die heart , what'll you do?
- nothing?
27. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?
- try to hold on?
28. Are you blur?
- i dont know?
30. If you can have your hair dyed , what colour do you want it to be?
- i dont know.
31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?
- asthina tan, chatting with her now.
32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
- none?
33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore , what'll you do?
- there's nothing i can do actually. but cry? :[
-
blah, i'm still feeling kind of bored. k la k la byebye LOL.

A D A M W O N G (L)!

supposed to be a 'all-day happy day' today, but i'm not sure why, i aint very happy, except until th end of th day. had a great laughter together with baby. i dont know should i be happy or not. 'cause what i want is all-day happy, and not everytime only at th end of th day. but well, better than nothing. i mean, better than not happy whole day. blah.

watched some thailand horror show with baby & his family, it's not scary but gross. ew. th person used people meat and made noodles. yuckkkk to th max!!!! after watching, had some laughter + chats with baby. I love my stupid + cute + idiot + guailan boyfriend! he walked me home after that, and he piggy back-ed me awhile. and his phone rang. walao. spoiler. ):

blah, xiang si wang yi yang! >:

i seriously hate it. seriously seriously seriously. ugh, fk off!!!! >:[
(asthina tan knows everything, horhorhor? <:)

dearest idiotic baby awey,

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY, (L)!!

---
in these eight months, you never fails to put a smile onto my face, no matter what had happen. you'll never give up on trying to make me happy. Although we've tried to let go of this love before, but we still failed of doing it so. at last, our last decision would always be th same, of not letting go. is this fate? ha ha, i dont know.

I wanna love you till my last breathe my dearest boy. I'm sorry for th thoughts of giving up on this relationship sometimes. but I would still remember what we've promised to each other before. "not leaving each other and overcoming each and every obstacles we had in this relationship together no matter what happens, unless, feeling fade." plus i'm always dont bear to let go of this eight months relationship. and I know, we've overcome a lot of things together, and this 'say long not long, say short not short relationship', it's not so easy to let go.

and, baby i truely loves you.
muackmuacks :-*

pissed + sad due to something just now. thus i went to find asthina icecream to pour everything on her after adamwong sending me to my house downstairs. called her, and she came out to find me. supposed to meet at block 226, but i dont feel like sitting down. so walked to her house downstairs. thanks icecream for coming out, though i know you're lazy. big (L) for you. <:

"im sorry baby, but i still love you as much."

all i think about is you.

not sure why am i back home so early today, sigh. missing adamwong so much so much once again. blah, hate this feeling of missing him yet he isnt near me. and whats more, cant get to see him, still need to wait till next morning, again. ): sucks.

had chats with joeytan, lsh, & eveyong yesterday night. that's th reason why i slept at 5am plus. and woke up early morning nine plus. showered and everything, as usual. went over to baby's place. baby and garywong came over to my place after that. watched ko3g, then garywong went off. planning to sleep after that but lsh they all came back LOL. and baby felt uncomfortable so cant get to sleep anymore. played poker cards and chatted after that. beebee, i know you're bored at my house. duibuqi ]:

went down to buy things for them with baby, place them back home and to baby's place. today isnt a good day because its veryvery bored. ): blah. currently awaiting for his text message. dont think he'll msg me if i didnt message him first. hmph, he sucks to th core i swear. >:[
mostly everytime is i message him first. @:

t'board seems to be so dead once again, blah!

"aftersolong.."

supposed to be with baby now, supposed to be in his warm embrace/holding his hands/hugging him right now, supposed to be laughing with him right now. yes, supposed to. because of my daddy, all thanks to him, im back home. sigh. okay i've thought it over clearly, its because he care for me. shouldnt angry him at all. :/

quarrelled with him on th phone earlier on due to this thing, didnt wanted to care him even if he doesnt allows me to stay over, but baby insisted on me going home. so, well, okay lo. broke down after th phone call ended, after awhile, garywong saw me crying and asked baby over and console me. he came over and he thought that i cried 'cause he did something wrong. hahahaha, so cute. th first thing he asked is: "what did i do wrong again? why cry?" and of course, at that very moment i needed his hugs so much. thus i just hugged him and tells him that he didnt do anything wrong, and told him everything. baby, thanks for your presence whenever im down. <:

missing baby, sigh. currently wearing his shirt HAHAHAHA. got his smell. omg, so nice <: baby asked me not to attitude my daddy when im back. so..... i didnt quarrel with him. im a good girlf, i listen to him. :P

k shall sleep earlier and tomorrow morning can get to see him. :(

a moment to remember.

feeling tired now, shall go off to bed right after this post.

finally get to talk/play with kris loh and eve yong like how we used to. although they're bullying me as usual but im really really happy to play like this with them once again.

so i woke up tiredly in th morning six am plus 'cause baby messaged me first. and after recieving his msg, couldnt get to sleep anymore so I woke up and to shower. head over to baby's house > went out to eat breakfast w baby and dylan > back to baby's house. due to my deprived of sleep, I slept while waiting for all of them. > head over to tpy central for mrt and dylan went seperate ways from us and went over to find dewi. ps us. #$%)@#%! > super bored when with them i swear. today isnt a good day for me and baby except until th end of th day. went to his cousin's house after seeing they played badminton. while they're playing, I was reminiscing th past. how we got together, how we know each other, how we're in love w each other, how he confessed and blablabla, every sweet things. hehehehe, that enlightened my dull mood over at there actually. > watched 宝贝计划. super cute. my third time watching i guess? I kept telling adamwong that i wanted a baby. then he say he dont want 'cause they very troublesome. hmph. ok whatever. he's treating me hot and cold over at there which i dont know why. really hate this feeling of being treated hot and cold. and I felt that I dont belong to anywhere and all. Twitted 'bout this, and was hoping someone would saw my twit and would console me. unexpectedly, guess who texted me? joey tan! <: thanks. didnt expect that like seriously. and after i've twitted, adamwong treated me so hot again. i dont know whats on his mind seriously. sigh. > went back to tpy like FINALLY, at around 4+? went his house and sleep again. really damn tired. till just now not long, he sent me back. was having some talks with him on th way back. telling him what i'm thinking 'bout just now while they're playing, asking him whether do he still remember if how we got together, how he asked me to be his girlfriend. hahahas! and th stars was really beautiful tonight. was gazing at th stars, talking to him, holding his warm hands and walked back. such a beautiful moment to remember, haha.

okay naggy and crappy post. :/
awaiting for asthinatan's answer whether do she want to follow me to have roti prata not. if not, im heading to bed alr. goodnight world! <:

♥ your existence makes my everyday life filled with love.

menstruationcramp kills me. sucks, i hate it. ugh. ):

spent whole day with baby at his place today. yes, again. :/
but tomorrow's gonna be different. will be heading over to woodlands with baby, dylan and angela. he's going over to teach his cousin badminton. and im just gonna be an extra there! )x oh well, at least can spend time w him.

hope everything would go fine for th day tmrw. :/
gonna sleep early today. so, goodnight world :]

random post.

Just a random post before I head to baby's place.

oh well, i miss Kris Loh ):

miss those times him beating me LOL. miss those times he disturbed me. miss those times he'll always say bad things 'bout me. miss those times he would always joke around with me. miss those times when there's only both of us at home and we were bored and go out together. miss those times watching show together, like, KO3G(L). I miss everything when he's still in this house. ]:

anyway,

happy 2y(x)months w tanxiaobee <:

love you and you know it yeh. heh. *blow flying kisses.

everything i needed (L)

i feel that i have not been posting lately, though my last post was just like, two days ago? hah. didnt touch th computer for th whole day ytd, that's th reason why i didnt get to post.

early morning accompanied baby to ftp to collect books ytd, and went out with baby and his mummy aftermath. went northpoint, witnessed some fire incident. shocking o:! we was eating halfway at some.... japanese restaurant? i dont know whats that, i forgot :s its nice lo! but wasted, we was asked to leave halfway 'cause of th fire. then to baby's cousin house to pass things and to woodlands for shopping. his mummy bought one top and bottom for me. thanks. heheheh :B! had kfc and back to tpy. zhenzhi came meeting me at interchange. so bused back together to baby's place. stayed till night and he sent me home. > met asthina tan. finally had some h2h talks. <: happy. and met xbee afterwards :D

early morning went his place today. stayed at his house for th whole damn day. but its okay, 'cause im tired as well. ): and im still feeling kinda tired now. shall go off to bed soon and tomorrow going baby's place again. i really love staying by his side kkkk! only he can give me th warmth i loved and needed th most <:

babyimmissingyou >:

finally this knot in my heart is gonna be untie soon, just one or two steps away, i guess. <:
iloveadamwongeeyeong, and i wanna love him till my last breathe. ♥

anyway, somehow i feels that adamwong's place is more to like my home :/
and in someway, i felt so much more warmth there rather than at home too. maybe because there's adamwong there to care for me, for me to rely on and everything, no one treats me like transparent and make me feel left out too. blah.

considering whether to stay overnight at his place on fri. hmmm..

im actually not in a very good mood just now but my adamwong brings me up to heaven once again. thanks baby. i appreciate everything you've done. <:

finally after so long, i get to talk with asthina tan again.
happy girl me. :)

i hope this insecurity-ness would get away soon.
missing adamwong! how i wish we're living together. :(

(!): am sorry for this post, i've got no mood at all. so, bye.

hate this feeling of emptiness. really, i hate it. i dont know why, everything felt like as if it has ended. maybe something happened to our relationship. i dont want anything to happen, i still want to walk with you through out my whole life. i dont wanna lose you at all, never ever wants to.

i felt so great when you kissed me on my forehead, its all just so sweet.

i felt happiness when i finally gets to hug you yesterday, and idk why, i'll smile automatically to myself when i got hugged by you. when i'm laughing with you, when you kissed me, when you hugged me, when i'm lying on your shoulder and in your warm embrace. everything is so perfectly sweet, and i really feel so happy, and i know, that's th feeling of happiness.

baby dont ever leave me no matter what happens.

'cause you promised me, we must go through each and every obstacles together in this relationship. 'cause you said, bee cannot live without honey. 'cause you said, you can't afford to lose me. 'cause you said, i'm th one you loved th most. 'cause when at that moment you asked me not to ever leave you, and i know it myself, i won't. 'cause when i said i dont wanna lose you, you told me i wont ever lose you. 'cause it's all and everything you said. and please, mean what you say.

sgsecret!

In some website now which I find it quite interesting, hehehe <: and, I've got these. Which I somehow feels this way as well & I totally agree with it:

2737) Sometimes I feel he would rather date his favorite videogame character than me.
2701) I hate to return home to this place where my existence is ignored. I wish I could be financially independent, live in with my boyfriend where his embrace makes me feels right at home.
2694) I hate myself for doing it but I would do it again.
2690) It hurts when you lie.
2688) I dont like it when you're with her.
2660) sometimes the people who you can't live without, can live without you.
2657) don't tell me i deserve someone better. you're the best to me.
2648) You were the best dream that have occurred to me, i love you.
2610) Why does every moment without you feel so empty?
2593) You're that melody in my head that I can never stop replaying.
2585) Sometimes, I wish I had different parents.
2553) i feel invisible when i'm with them. I think people call them 'friends'.
2544) I hate it when he takes forever to reply.
2528) Sometimes i wish twitter is not limited to 140 characters. It's irritating for typing slightly longer sentences. grrr.
2511) You're special to me. I don't know if I am to you.
2445) Right now, at this very moment, all I want to be is in your arms.

Ok, enough of all that. heheheh. anyway, credits to sgsecret.
most probably am heading over to baby's house today. not very sure though. miss him much!!

and I thought asthina tan wanna meet me today?
but i dont even know where is she now. >:
it has been long since I've met her. Gosh, miss you icecream.

sometimes I really feel that i'm sucha bitch 'cause I kept only meeting adamwong and neglected my friends. & I know they'll sure think that: "dont have adamwong then come meet us." or something like that. but am trying my very best to balance each and every of you. >: that's why sometimes when I wanted to spend more time with him so badly, but i'd still go to meet my friends halfway. even though i really dont bear to leave. but this will happens only when you all ask me out first. am not trying to say that i'm th princess or what you have to ask me out first. but it's because th time spent with adamwong is never gonna be enough for me. and if can, i would like to spend more time with him. but i dont wanna lose my friends 'cause of this too. i still want to slack with all of you like how we used to. :(

okay, stop. -.-
anyway, should I head over to his place? should I should I??????

♥ I miss your stupidness baby.

It's a home day today! as rain kept pouring day and night. and adamwongeeyeong disallow me to go out when its raining. 'cause he's caring <: hehehehes. so yep, camp-ed at home almost th whole day.

wanted to bring babygirl out just now actually but then bennywong says cannot. so.... ended up, me staying home w her. and i'm not sure why, i'm real tired for th whole day even though i've napped for like two times.

second day of not seeing/meeting babydearest,
and ofcourse, I do miss him a lot. especially his hugs ♥.
I miss his lame jokes which always make me laugh. I miss laughing together w him, I miss his stupid laughter. I miss th way he would whisper to me how much he loves me, I miss th way he calls me 宝贝 and 老婆. I miss th way how he would always holding me tightly, I miss th way he kisses me, missing th way how he would always try his very best to coax me and make me happy, miss th way how he would cycle me around even though we've got no destination. miss th way how he would always care for me. disallow me doing this, and that. baby, wo hao xiang ni. :(

hope to meet him tmrw!
and am so gonna hug him tight tight once I get to see him <:

I.MISS.ADAM.WONG.EE.YEONG.

lazy to post, heheh. dui bu qi, byebye! :)

(L): 'cause th laughter we shared together was my happiest moments.

I love today's laughter and things I shared together with Bb today. but I hate today as well because I get fed-up easily + am too emotional for today which causes th both of us to be unhappy with each other sometimes.
PMS? maybe. >:
but at least after awhile we're alright and happy once agn.

as usual, am missing beebee. heheh.
wont be meeting him tomorrow as he's going his fathers house. so = fri + sat wont be able to meet him. not sure whether meeting him on sun or whenever not. but well, I hope to meet him on monday. :)

I suddenly feel some changes in me,
which baby loves me being like this.
but well i've got to change for a better as well.

am currently obsessed with this show > 海派甜心. nice kk. ^^
feeling hungry. shall go and cook something to eat and watch show soon!

rinko low's 16th birthday!

Happy 16th birthday rinko low!!! <:

hope you have a great day ahead and meet me up more soon and often. love you to th max okay!!!! anything I'll sure be here. ^^

with luvs, xoxo.
♥

♥ 我想要和你建造一个爱的小屋

went over to bb's housey after I've woke up and shower. had a great day with him as usual. ahqi cooked breakfast for us, tyty. <:
lunch, his mummy bought porridge back, nicenice. :B

got a call from rinko beh, asking me if i'm free to meet them and of course I did went to meet her 'cause it has been a super super long time since I met her. so went to meet her & ferdy kor @ interchange. but I was late 'cause bb disallow me to go. he kept hugging me. but I love his hugs so much. He gave me his money when I've already said me got and no need and he still insisted on giving me. so he won in th end 'cause I listen to him more. >: but anyway, baby xie xie ni ♥. <:

Had lots of laughter with them + h2h talks w rinkobeh was awesome! ♥
I wanna meet her up more often! heheheh.

missing adamwong so much so much so much >:

th craziness of missing you,

.........sucks :(

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong,

i miss adamwongeeyeong.

baby i miss you so much till am going crazy soon :'(

♥ happiness filled within me when with you (L)

am missing adamwong so much so much now when it's not even like, 30 minutes after parting with him. :(

spent th whole yesterday and today with beebee. awesome! [:
stayed overnight @ his place again ytd. woke up early morning to shower at his place and then back home to change and back to his place again. went to j8 with his family, including yiying. <: thanks to his mummy for th pizza hut treat today, heheh. Bus-ed back to their house w ahqi and baby whereas th rest went woodlands to shopshop.

had a super great laughter together with him,
as usual me love being in his warm warm embrace [:

i was still spending time happily tgt w him just now until lohsenghock texted me and say daddy's angry w me. so i've got no choice but to go home. awwww. still thought of spending more time tgt w him y'know, sigh. >:
nvrmind, heading to his place tmrw again. lalalas.

me love being tgt w his whole family lah, they're all super cute hahahahas.

okay off to check wrestling result for beebee.
adamwongeeyeong's my greatest love (L)