How "awhile", can your awhile be?

In a pissed off mood right now. but yet, I'm somehow tired. Shall get some sleep soon. There's school tomorrow. Looking forward to see dearest. :)

Argh, why are you always like this. You won't ever change this personality of yours I guess. I trusted you but then again, your "awhile" is still so long. You should've know that I'm running out of time, yeah? Forced me to go with you to meet them, okay, I did after you kept on pulling me go and said that it'll be a fast one. So, how fast did it go? In th end, I was waiting for you like an fool outside, and then I chose to go myself 'cause you're really long. plus, I'm really running out of time. I know your "awhile" is really not awhile, I knew it all. But then I thought you would really go in for "awhile" as you kept on assuring me you won't take long but ended up, still, your "awhile", you think it's really awhile? I'm feeling disappointed, & pissed off.

Ignore k, I want more tags tyvm. :)