April will be coming to an end soon..... Another month closer to Bb's enlistment. Idk which month and date yet but it's still a fact that it's getting closer. Time spent with him is already short enough ever since school started but after he enlist it'll get shorter. Still, I believe that we will still be able to go through that! I have to believe in him. And myself. Of course in our love too.

Presentation for CMB on Tuesday. Feeling nervous but I got to overcome it! Yes, I can do this!! What's so scary about that, I often ask myself. But I guess it's because... I'm afraid of judgements. My flaws and all.... I'm afraid of people noticing it and judge about it..

But anyway, my sweet boy is planning a getaway for us during my June holiday :) Shall we go for a shopping paradise or just choose a beautiful scenery place for relaxation?

Hmmmm.......

Get back on track

Here for some little updates.....

I've never actually felt so "sick and bored" of a module before ever since I stepped into ITE, but now I feel this way towards BZE.. Sigh. I gotta get rid of this mindset and start finding motivation in studies. Had progress test unit 1 on Tue and srsly I screwed it. Time for some reflections...... :(

I still miss IOD.. Met up with Dora and Hanis yesterday for lunch. And godddd how I wish we're not meeting only for lunch but will be attending lessons together.... Sigh.

And also I need to get back on track for my workouts!!!! Started all over again yesterday. 5 rounds in the stadium. Hopefully I'll be able to jog more rounds and most importantly increase my speed! Napfa is coming and with this speed I can NEVER pass. I'm aiming for at least bronze or silver. Didn't get any medal last year -.- but since I am working out more this yr, I hope that I'm rlly more fit! Lol.

Facetimed w bb last night and I'm happy enough having goodnight kisses through facetime... Even though we might not be able to meet often but at least I know his heart will always be with me and as long as we could Facetime almost every night during wkdays... I'm contented :')

Goodnight! Tgif tmr!!!! MUST GO JOGGING TMR. MUST.