:(

Am feeling god-damn sad now. th thought of not having baby's message for hours really kills me. although yes, it's only for a few hours. but..... argh. he doesnt want me to go to sec3 camp because he said it'll be very tiring. but if i dont go, = 2 nights without his messages & everything. I'll die, really. that time he went oversea for two day one night, I'm already going crazy. Ahhhh!!! Although I dont feel like going to th camp also, but if he's going, I think I'd go. ]:

School tomorrow will be a lonely one for me. Tanxiaobee is heading to th camp already. Recess, me hooooow? :(

I'm missing babyboy already. Just now while he's sending me back home, we had th most craziest time I swear LOL. he lah, bully me.

Argh kill me please. I hate tomorrow. I hate camp. I miss baby :(

Finally can get to meet up w babyboy later on. hehehe, gonna hug him tight tight!!! because he said that if I didnt do so, he'll snatch hugs by himself. He's such a bully!

&he's going oversea tmrw, arghhhh. which means, chinese two periods = without him. which means, after school = without him sending me home, without him waiting for me to finish shower and fetch me to his place = without his hugs and kisses, whole day = without his sms-es. nvrmind I know I can tolerate. :(

CT is over, and I'm very sure each and every subject I'm not doing good at all. Even chinese, from somehow th top of th class drop to only a border line pass. what's wrong with me? even t'cher asked. I dont know. But maybe that's a lesson for me to learn, asking me to be more hardworking. I just hope my study mood wont go off half-way again. :(
broke down during chinese lesson on thurs when getting back our test paper. but luckily I've got people around me to console me. Rachelong, Tandyinyin & my beloved boy. thankyou. I love all of youuuuu. ♥

Okay shall go off to shower now!