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Random update

2012-02-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

Look at my eyebags. Ugh. I always cant go to bed before 12, whyyyy. And I'll complain that I'm tired every morning. Sigh.

And I srsly hate my eyes :( ONE BIG ONE SMALL. ONE OBVIOUS DOUBLE EYELID ONE VERY NOT OBVIOUS DOUBLE EYELID, LOOK AS IF ITS SINGLE EYELID. whatever. as long as Adam doesn't mind and still love me. Heh. I miss him. Goodnight for now.

P/S: i know...... im ugly. just bear with my face k lol.

1st post for Feb 2012

2012-02-01T12:39:00.001+08:00

I'm home from schl! Its napfa today. Thinking back, I've nvr did my napfa properly for years already! Such an unhealthy kid.... Somehow regretted though. I'd have more stamina and will do btr...

In primary sch, I'm still quite sporty. But in Sec sch, I didnt do P.E. Lol. Not even playing any sports game. Now in ITE, I got to do SW(PE). If not can't graduate. Ahhh, its a torture. Well, to me it is. But its good too. Build up my metabolism rate! So I can eat all I want without worrying, heh.

What's worst this time? I'm having blisters and M is here. I'm feeling all weak now. All I'm hoping is to pass my napfa. I really dont need Gold. Not even Silver. Just pass.... Pls?

Ok get over with it. January just zoomed off and it's Feb now. 13 days to Valentine. 3rd valentine spending w Baby! I just want a simple and happy day spent with him on this day. Infact, everyday. I wouldnt mind a simple day with him daily, till old. What I mind is not being able to be with him. Ok im gonna nap now. Backache. Tata.

Thank God I have you in my life

2012-01-30T01:55:00.001+08:00

WARNING; LONG WORDY POINTLESS POST.

In the middle of the night, I'm having random thoughts. Anyway how long have it been since I last posted my feelings here?..

I have no idea why I'm thinking about all these, but I do. It might be a good thing though. I wanna treat my boy better. By showing him lesser fucked up attitudes will do. I know it myself that my attitude really sucks. I can't stand it either but my boy would always tolerate me.. And still love me. For who I am. Although he really want me to change, but he said he wouldn't mind if I did not change. He'll still love me. As much. I never thought that I'll ever find someone who loves me this much. He's always treating me good. Maybe not the exactly the way I wanted but he's trying his very best to treat me right. Why am I still demanding so much? I mean we have different characters, opinions, mind-set and personality. I can't expect him to love me and treat me the way I wanted to, right? All I have to know is, he love me with all his heart and treating me the way he feel it's the best.

I really want to change. Not only for him and this r/s, but for myself to change to a btr person and change for people around me. But my boy gave in to me too much... That I took him for granted and showed him the kind of attitude that I've never showed anyone else before. Which is of course, more worst than the usual. I have no idea how he manage to tolerate me for two years. Two freaking years going three soon.

I'm really lucky, ain't I? To have such a great boyfriend by me. Holding onto this r/s no matter how hard the situation gets. I honestly think that his love for me is deeper than the love I have for him but I don't really want it this way. I want to love him more than he love me. I'd rather suffer than let him be the one that suffers. I'm gonna love him more from now onwards and try my very fucking best to treat him right. I hope I can do it. Somehow I wanna return back to the past when he didnt love me this much but I know I cant. So i wanna make things better for us. Now.

Hey Baby, I know you'd read this... I want you to know... I love you. So much.... Xoxo.

(P/S: its wordy, I know. just for my thoughts.)

Double Blues

2012-01-29T22:44:00.001+08:00

School tomorrow again? Sigh. Why weekends always end so quickly and weekdays always pass so slowly.... Double Mon blues tmr. Ending lessons at freaking 4pm.

Anyway finally went for a movie date with Baby this afternoon. Caught 'We Not Naughty'. Wasn't really as nice as I expected but still alright. Baby bought a huge popcorn! We managed to finish more than half of it. Wow... Went back to Baby's crib after movie. Lao Yu Sheng and also ate cake as it's 人日 today. Happy birthday every earthlings! Played MJ and baby lost a lot. Already told him that we ran out of luck and asked him not to gamble but he still did anyway. Sigh.

Got this urge to travel overseas.... Pix below! Have yet transfer my FC fee.... There's gathering on 26th but I doubt I'm going. Shall see how things goes. Goodnight world.

Cant wait for term break

2012-01-26T23:46:00.001+08:00

Thank god it's Friday tomorrow. Post again soon. Goodnight.

Cny Day 2

2012-01-24T20:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Happy 2year5months to Baby and myself!

It's 初二 already. And school's gonna start tomorrow. Ugh. Im so in holiday mood but ah, I got to attend school no matter what! Have to get good grades, rmb?! *self-reminder.

So far cny has been good. The $ I got is more than I expected although not a lot. $25 for fc fee and $45 for this month's phone bill. The rest, save up and try my best not to touch it. Okay pics below! Tata.

Cny Eve

2012-01-22T02:45:00.001+08:00

I know I've neglected this little space here. Well, Im sorry. So I've dyed my hair using Liese bubble dye the other time! On Thurs? If you're following me on Twitter, you'd know. It's good to use. But one bad thing is that because its self-dye, thus obviously the colour will not gonna be even. But afterall I'm satisfied with the result! Not very obvious, not too blackish. And even before I shampoo my hair when washing away the bubbles, my hair isn't tangled and is still kinda smooth. But on pic the colour isn't obvious..

I'm actually somehow feeling sad that Baby can't make it to have reunion dinner with me.. But well no choice he have his own dinner to attend. So its okay.

Ah, im tired now. Update soon agn. Im excited for cny because i want to wear my new clothes!!! Wheeee! OH I SAW RAINBOW TODAY AGAIN. My 2nd time of seeing rainbow in 2012! Ok, Night night.

2nd Week of School

2012-01-16T22:13:00.001+08:00

Ah, haven't been blogging for days. Anyway..... Firstly, Happy belated birthday, Dearest Mummy! :) Im so sorry for not being a good daughter, but you've definitely been a good mother. Promise I'd try my very best to study hard. I love you! ♡

Secondly, Happy "2y9m" to Baby boy and I. Needless to say, you know I love you. :) ♡

Starting of the 2nd week of school? Kinda sucks. It's a real hot day today and im soooo tired. Yawning non-stop in class. And I have make-up lesson on Wed. Supposedly im ending school at 12 but it's gonna end at 4 instead. Srsly, fuck this. I cant skip either if I want to get good grades. I cant even have the thinking to skip. I must keep telling myself to study hard. Speaking of that, I think I'll need a notebook. For my own reference notes. To make myself understand everything better.

Im gonna sleep early tonight. Stay over at Baby's on Wed? :) Missed him!! So much..

Tgif

2012-01-13T20:03:00.001+08:00

I survived through the first week of school! So far till now, I quite like school. And I'm learning to love school so that I will attend school regularly and get good grades. It has been quite successful up till now I would say. Hope this goes on for the whole year.

Was suppose to meet my Dear boy today but he'll be having OT and im not quite sure if im meeting him today or not. I hope so?.. :( I wanna perm my hair! Should I?!!?

School

2012-01-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

School was better than I expected today. And time passes so quickly! But im like... Kind of loner. Not exactly but I haven't make any friends yet. Sigh. Im friendly :( why ppl dont wanna make friends w me t_t this makes me feel that maybe... they dislike me or smth lol.. So no actual lessons today. All the lecturers just said some stuffs and it was boring. I guess tomorrow will somehow srsly start lesson. School will be ending at 1 tomorrow. Endure! It's gonna be Fri soon!

Anyway look what I've placed in my lanyard tag! We got to wear the lanyard at all times in the campus and my tag is empty thus I decided to put this in it. Heh. Ok time to sleep and I pray for a better day in school tomorrow..

First day of school

2012-01-10T00:12:00.001+08:00

It's my first day of school... Yesterday? its past midnight twelve. It was boring. They're treating us as if we're like in Primary school students or something. But It's still alright except for the fact that there's this three irritating boy in my class. Like the spoiler of everything. Thinking that they're funny but fail... I find them irritating instead. Skip. Best part of school? Knowing that there's someone I know in the same class as me. I got to give $80 of class fund. Whatttt... Can I pay by installment lol. I dont wanna take so much $ from Mum. But I have no $ too. Sigh.

I'm so tired. Gonna sleep now. Xo. I miss my Dearest BabyLuv.

I believe its Love

2012-01-08T21:14:00.001+08:00

There's always a beautiful rainbow after a horrible storm..

So everything's alright once again. So glad that my silly boy did not let me go.. I'm sorry for all these. I will not have those thoughts again, I promise. I love you. Xo.

School life once again starts tomorrow. School life for me, working life for him. I hope different kind of lifestyle for us wouldn't be a problem to us. I have faith in him and this relationship. Not much faith in myself but I'll hold on no matter how hard it is. I believe in his love for me and I believe in my love for him.

I miss him. I wanna be in his arms. Time spent with him will never be enough..

Heartache

2012-01-06T22:31:00.001+08:00

Not a good day for me. I wanna express all my feelings out but where and how can I say? Twitter ain't a safe place anymore....

It might end soon.

Simple "celebration" for TDY

2012-01-06T20:24:00.001+08:00

It's DyinYin's birthday yesterday and last minute I went over to meet Rachel Ong and wait for Dyin Yin to come over. Rachy and I went to buy a small cake for her and we waited for her at Mos Burger. Meanwhile we chatted and gossip, as usual. About a hour later Dy came. We then stayed there for awhile and went out to elsewhere to sing birthday song for her. :) pics below. Times like this with them never fails to remind me of school days.. Gossipings and going crazy, talk cock and everything. Honestly, I miss school. I've never hated ftp but just some of the teachers there. Nope I didnt regret getting into this school and know awesome peeps. If not for this school I wouldnt have know Baby..

So much memories in there.. I would like to head back to school soon. But sadly Mr Rick Lee isn't teaching there anymore.. :( I miss giving him sweets :(

Tiring Day

2012-01-05T01:37:00.001+08:00

Didn't notice the timing and I was shocked that it's already 1AM+?! i'm gonna sleep right after this post. Got to train to sleep early and wake up early for school..

Went to Simei ITE with Jayden and did his registration thingy and get his unis and stuffs then head to Bishan ITE to register mine. Was super tired. Like physically tired. And damn the weather. Anyway i'm re-considering whether to transfer school or not even if my appeal was successful. Hmmm chances are I doubt I'm gonna transfer. It's nearer to me :/ when I got back home, I felt sooooo relieved man. Headed to take a short nap not long after I've reached home. Shiqi and I brought Amber over to her house to while Guan went to play basketball. Initial intention was to play with Pebbles. Once I reach there he kept sticking to me and then started to scratch me and bite/pull my shirt. He was trying to...... Yeh LOL. What's wrong man. The prob lies with me or him?! Shiqi said it wouldnt do this to her nor her mum. Hmmm.. So anyway Amber dropped her iTouch while bringing Pebbles downstairs for a walk. Yup, spiderweb screen! Amber was so afraid of Pebbles, yet wanted to pat him. In the end she did. Well, went over to Basketball Court to look for them and then headed home.. Pix below anyway.

Oh ya, my new Ez-link card photo would surely be ugly. But I dont wanna trouble the person thus I told her it's okay no need re-take. Am I stupid? :( Regretted. But oh well.. Nvm. ><' what's done cant be undone. And I guess I'm going for the orientation on 9th. Wondering if I should go to Bb's Dad's house with him this weekend but I want to spend my last holis with him... Shall see... Ok nights world!

To add on - Add me on Path if you have one. Kwhyz Salvatore (I realize theres alot of ppl using salvatore as their last name now but whtever i loveeeeee Damon Salvatore <3)

& happy 18th, Tan Dyin Yin! ♥

Cause Its you that I love

2012-01-03T08:18:00.001+08:00

Its already the 3rd day of 2012. How fast. I'm still not used to the year '2012', I'm like still living in 2011. So far 2012, has not exactly been good to me. Had a little unhappiness and arguments with baby yesterday. Like the actions he did made me feel so pissed. The prob lies with me maybe? But good thing is being able to spend time with him.. Dont wanna care whether its happy or unhappy times tgtr. As long as it's time being spent with him and it's him.

School is starting for the most of the people out there today. As for me Im not very sure when my school will start when but the thought of it makes me feel.... Sad? Excited? Bored? Mixed feelings, haha. Anyway baby went off to work and I came back home cause stay at his place also bored. Hmmm not going to find him tonight anymore I guess. Have been staying over for abt 4 days. Ok im gonna watch my vd now so tata! :)

2011: Dedications

2011-12-31T18:10:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody! How are you guys gonna spend your new year eve? :) I still have no plans but at least I have my dear boy with me, I'm glad. Just a simple day for me to end my 2011.. So now, as usual, every year end and start of a new year, I'd write dedications to those who played an important role in my life. AND! IM SO GLAD TO SAY THAT ITS STILL ALMOST THE SAME PEOPLE THAT IM GONNA DEDICATE TO! Yup, they're still the ones who are there for me and stay in my life. I hope they would never stay out of it. Because I can never make it through and have such a wonderful year without them. So here it goes. (P/S: I'd re-edit this post with Pictures if possible, cause im blogging via phone and I cant align the pics where ever I want. So, a wordy post)

1st: Adam Wong Ee Yeong.
My Baby Boy, thank you so much for entering my life in 2009 till now. We're counting down for a new year together again. You made a big impact in my life. In this year, we have numerous of fights and quarrels but we're still hands in hands together right now. I'm so glad that you've never give me up no matter how bad am I to you or how bad the situation were. We're going to go through a different stage next year - Im gonna continue my studies at different school while you're gonna work and might be going NS; I have no idea if we're able to get through this stage because we used to go to school together and stuffs like that but I hope we can, and will never drift. In the year 2011, we've grown up, became more mature and I believe this love has also grown stronger than before so I want us to not give each other up and go through all the difficulties/obstacles in life together. I love you my love! Thank you for being in my life, being there for me and loving me. :-* ♡

2nd: Tan Dyin Yin.
I have no idea whether you'd get to read this but still, a big thank you for being the greatest sister since '07! You're always there for me when I needed someone and no matter how many times we've quarrelled, we're still back to the usual us -- sharing secrets, gossiping, h2h talks, getting crazy and so on. Those quarrels always bond us closer. We might not meet up often these days due to our own schedule, we might not be able to contact each other daily but you'd always be in my heart ok! In 2011, we've quarrelled many times, talked a lot, gone through crazy times together and stuffs like that. Being in the same class with you brings more laughter as well as quarrels to us, LOL! But I'm gonna miss schooling with you! Thank you so much for doting on me and never fail to be there for me when I needed you. I know you're always there. I hope we wouldn't drift and I love you! ♡

3rd: Asthina Tan.
We might have different point of views but you make a good h2h partner! I love having a conversation with you talking about love and stuffs. Also you make a good kbox session partner! Lol! Thank you for being there for me always. We might have drift at times but still we're able to get back again. Ah, nothing much to say. No idea why hahaha! But still, I love you~ ♡

4th: Eve Yong.
Hi Eve! LOL this is weird but I need to thank you for being such a great sister-in-law that always go shopping with me, having talks and such together. Hmm, you might not be able to see this but well I still wanna thank you, for giving me advices when I need it, being the best sis in law ever. :) thank you for Amber too, such a naughty and cutie/sweetie pie that never fails to make me angry and smile lol! Im gonna be so sad after you move to SengKang. Although I can go over and see you too but its sooo far. Anyway stop the crap and I wish you would be happy in 2012!! Also a late night drinking + talks soon! I love you! ♡

5th: Christine Goh.
Shocked to see your name here? Dont be because you've been with me in 2011! I miss those moments together with you getting high together, taking pix together and go shopping together. and I miss you too! I hope you're happy with your Bf now! And last long! We've drifted but I hope we're able to meet up soon? Thank you for being a great friend although we're close for not a very long time but im not going to forget you! Loves! ♡

Ok I swear I cant think anymore LOL might re-edit this post, adding in some of the feelings I wanna express. :) Those names that are not up there dont worry because I still love you! ;) Like those names I didnt mention, Joey Tan? You're always giving me advices like when I need it too so thank you and give you a love! Im too lazy to type a whole chunk anymore..... Tan ShiQi, I love you too! ♡

OK IM SO LAZY. I LOVE JIRO WANG DONG CHENG AND IAN SOMERHALDER!! ♡ of course, not forgetting my family members, luv you guys so much! ♡ I hope my loves ones will stay happy and healthy! Till then, xx. :)

Feeling: stressed.

2011-12-30T20:43:00.001+08:00

At Baby's place now. Sigh, so stressed about this and that. Dedication post will be up tomorrow. We're gonna sleep soon in an hour's time so as to wake up early tmr. Still no plans though.... Goodnight earthlings. I miss Amber cutie pie. :(

In Just 2 Days Time

2011-12-29T01:50:00.001+08:00

Wow, it's already the 29th now. 2011 is ending in like 2 days time? Is it a good thing that time flies? Or not? Wait, i'm kinda scared of the arrival of 2012. Somehow a part of me is afraid of the world end. I mean noone knows that whether is it real or not. I dont exactly believe in it but still, I'm afraid.

Cut that. As usual I'm missing my boy so much. Its like only the 3rd going 4th day not seeing him but it felt like years. 31st is approaching, and I have no plans on that day yet. All I know is, I wanna enjoy myself, with the accompany of friends and my Baby Boy. So anyway, decided to head to Plaza Sing last minute with Eve. We're forever having last minute outings. Hah!

Heading to bed now. If I cant sleep I'll count sheeps lol! Im feeling hungry. OH THERES SOMETHING I WANNA SHARE..... I DREAMT OF MYSELF MEETING JIRO AND WE'RE TALKING AS IF WE'RE FRIENDS LOL WHAT A NICE DREAM, AWWW... I wanna see him soon. Hopefully he'll come to Sg next year! My new year wish! will do a dedication posts before 2011 ends. Nights!

Swimming with Eve and Amber

2011-12-27T23:37:00.001+08:00

Stayed home for almost the whole day today watching TVD until around six plus when Eve and I randomly decided to bring Amber for a swim. Yes, so random so last minute. Thus we prepared and cycled over to fetch her from school. Ok I actually feel a lil ps cause I was using Mum's bicycle >< ahhhh. But whatever, in order to save time and transport fee lol. I didn't exactly swim. Just play around with Amber while Eve went for a short swim at the deep pool. Feeling kinda tired so I hope I'd be able to sleep earlier tonight! Pix below! Amber is wearing her new bikini we bought from the Fox sales quite sometime back. $9 only! LOL!

Anyway I wonder what should I do and where should I go on Saturday. Got this feel to enjoy myself on the last day of 2011 with Friends and my Baby Boy! Anyone's in for it? :D

2011-12-27T01:20:00.001+08:00

Actually I'm able to sleep at 11 going 12 plus tonight cause I felt tired at that timing, but I kept playing with my phone till now. One of my bad habit is to use my phone before sleeping. Whenever I'm with Baby, he'd forbid me to use my phone so I'm able to sleep earlier when he's by my side and in his arms, I'll fall asleep peacefully and more easily.

Just wanna blog to keep this space alive. I think I seriously got to sleep earlier. And I didnt get to meet my Boy today :(

Goodnight! I love Jiro Wang & Ian Somerhalder! <3 xo :)

My Christmas Day

2011-12-26T01:54:00.001+08:00

I'm at home now and I miss my Dearest. I hope nth goes wrong later so that I can be able to meet him! I think I can just forget about the Genting trip post lol been dragging it for months and posting it without a comp is seriously troublesome, sigh. I think I suck at blogging because Im always unable to upload lots of pix but somehow I love to blog even though there aint much readers in my blog I believe.

So anyway, how did you guys spent your xmas? Its like another normal day to me but the only different is that having a christmas feast at Baby's crib. Yumzy. Forgot to snap pics of those foods! :( there's Turkey, Christmas log cake, ham and also a... Black pepper steak? Or is it rib bone? I dont know whats that!

On the other hand, Jiro's sg official fanclub is finally recruiting again! Whooo. Sent in my application form. For the fee wise, shall see how again because my bank is only left with a freaking $15 after paying bill lol pathetic. I shall go to bed asap so as to wake up earlier to head to Baby's. Night night! :)

Its Christmas!

2011-12-25T00:10:00.001+08:00

Merry x'mas everyone! This year's christmas is superrrrr boring and.... no feel at all, sigh.

Failed to spend xmas with Baby last year but this year I'm with him. But its just like any other normal, ordinary day.. Oh anyway, happy belated 2 year 4 months to Dearest boy and I. ♡

Have a great xmas and stay happy!

A, B, C, D?

2011-12-23T02:54:00.001+08:00

Been sleeping so late recently. This is crazy, I seriously got to start sleeping early!

I'm kinda pissed with Baby earlier on. He called to tell me that he's not working tomorrow and wanted to find me in th end he just stayed at home and watch TV! Wtf I was looking forward to meet him so much cause I miss him.. Sigh but he claimed that he's feeling tired. Part of my fault as well....

Skip that. I'm confused by where should I go on x'mas eve, tomorrow. Plan A - to Eve's house have a little party over there, but im feeling lazy to travel that far though it'll be fun. Plan B - accompany Baby to his Dad's house, have his accompany but no christmas feel which I kinda want to have it. Plan C - meeting Dyin Yin and co. to countdown etc. they're gna club but im underage and I dont dance?! but able to meet and catch up with them. Or plan D - meeting Asthina to.... Idk do what but maybe countdown as well and try to find the xmas feel? its gonna be bored as there's only the two of us.

There's advantages & disadvantages in all of the choices but I cant male up my mind. Ahh, this is confusing :S anyway I went to meet DY & RachelO for a short while earlier on. Feels good to see them. I mean, I miss those school days with them.. & Rachy bought a cutesy lil keychain back for me from HK! Aww.. She bought one for DyinYin too but diff character!

Well I guess it's time for me to sleep. Goodnight world, :-*

Short trip to Town

2011-12-22T02:46:00.001+08:00

Hiiii! Finally I'm able to use phone to blog. Will blog about Genting trip tomorrow. Its so overdued. -.-

So I went out at night to town with Eve.... Counted as yesterday? Was a last minute plan. She wanted to get xmas gifts. Thus yup, went to prepared after dinner. I wore very different from what I used to wear. She bought everything in Sasa. I mean settling all the gifts for six people in a shop. Wow.. I got myself a mask since there's promo. Cause Eve bought mask for mum and we're able to get the 2nd box at only $1.95! Its really a deal! Not sure whether it's nice to use not though.. I hope so? After getting gifts we went to Beadstreet to get nail polish. Its our favourite place to get nailpolishes! The nail polish there are cheap and nice to use. Bought earphone plug for myself, Baby and Angela.

Reached home and helped mum to make tangyuan. I made various of shapes and designs cause I find it... Fun? Lol. Helped her to throw all of it in the boiling water with pandan leaves. It looks like waterbabies to me. I'm now lying on my bed, resting. Oh I didnt know it's this late already. Gonna sleep soon, xo. I miss my boy...... :(

P/S: this blogging app is kinda lousy , im unable to place pictures whereever I want so, pix below!

What is Wrong?

2011-12-01T13:00:00.003+08:00

Damn Picasa. I have no idea what's going on with it seriously. Like I've uploaded all the pictures in it yesterday and it's there. Today, I log in, wanting to blog, everything's gone. Are you freaking kidding me. I mean, everything's going opposite of me lately. Wanting to watch TVD so desperately yet Funshion can't play it anymore, have no freaking idea why. Like a crazy girl kept googling it hoping that there will be some other web for me to watch it, kinda failed. it's either the video/links are not working, or without subtitles or even only can be played in US. What is this man. Just want to watch a show peacefully, so hard? Saw the discs few days back, so tempted to get it but it's like $50 for season 1, $60 for season 2. If only I have the money, I'd definitely get it..

So I got my iP4 few days back and I like iOS5. It's cool and nice to use. Even without jailbreak but ofcourse with jailbreak it's gonna be a lot better. But well I'm getting sick of Jailbroken phone thus I enjoy using the original ones now. Haven't been meeting my boy for days and it felt like years.. But I've always believe in "Absence makes the heart grows fonder." Of course I'd like to be with him for 24/7 but I know that a while of separation wouldn't be bad either.. So excited to meet him this weekends and I like that kind of feeling. Will post about Genting trip soon, probably not on Zoo anymore but just on Genting. I'm sorry ~ Tata.

2011-11-29T00:42:00.005+08:00

OK GREAT. I wanted to post about some of the overdue posts with pics but I have no idea what went wrong and everything's like.... gone. Even my pics in Picasa. So I'm so sorry people. I'd try to post it tomorrow. Unprivated my tweets. So that maybe Ian Somerhalder/Damon will get to read my mentions to him and maybe there is gonna be miracle that someday he'd reply to my tweet. Okay maybe I'm thinking too much but I'm hoping for that to happen. This obsession over him is getting crazy. Seriously crazy but I'm not gonna forget or abandon Jiro. My love for five years. Nope, they can't be compared to my boy because that kind of love and this kind of love is different.

I don't know what I'm crapping about and I'm getting worn out thus I'm gonna head to bed now, at least, rest on my bed. Xo everyone.

Simple Week

2011-11-24T19:35:00.001+08:00

No time to blog using computer thus no pix, yet. I'm thinking whether shld I change to ip4.. Its kinda ex still thou. But I rlly like the covers for ip4! its all so cute! Shall see how again? But most prob I'll be getting it. Have been with baby for this whole week. Since.... Last Fri night till now, today. Wondering if I should head to his Dad's place with him this week. But doubt so. It's gonna be ShiQi's birthday chalet this upcoming Saturday. Ahhhh.....

There's this shopping feel in me. Whenever I know tht my bank inside has $, I'd definitely have this urge to buy things. Went to watch You Are The Apple Of My Eye with Baby on Mon. It's so touching. Bought the Happy Combo & got this cutesy Penguin.

Awww this is so freaking cute! Oh & I fell in love with Ian Somerhalder deeply!! Damon Salvatore; my hero :P

Till then, tata.

Purple Craze

2011-11-14T20:25:00.001+08:00

HI~ im working now... Back from my Genting trip few days back, on Fri with Baby. It was a nice trip overall. Will blog more about it with pictures soon. Cant get to use comp this whole week.. My house is currently re-painting in progress. Mum chose lavender purple for me in the room!! Awww.. As long as its purple, I'll like it~ cant choose a darker purple cuz i guess the room will be very dark. So nvrmind! At least its purple. Heh.

No vd for me for the whole week I guess. Sigh I'm having a strong craving to watch it but oh well. Its only Mon and Im wanting Fri to be here so badly. Around 2 more hours to end work! Then meet Baby for dinner after going back home to change and all. Stay tuned for next upcoming posts with pix! :)

Love To Be Loved By You

2011-11-08T01:11:00.004+08:00

Wanna be with you for the rest of my life.
I can never get tired of your hugs and kisses baby. ♥
Yup, I know I've abandoned this blog for like quite a long time but I've tried to blog via phone but the stupid blogging app disallow me to publish my posts. Like srsly?! I've typed one whole big chunk of stuffs for a number of times, it show me that it's published but it's not.. Whatever it is, there's work later on and here I am still blogging. But oh well I have got no choice because Genting trip is just tomorrow and I got to download my show, put it into my phone and so that I can watch it on the Coach Bus or something. I hope I can be able to go to bed by 130?

I'm thinking of getting a Seche/Poshe Rapid Dry Top Coat. Maybe getting it online.... or go Genting and see if there's any over there. But Genting stuffs isn't cheap like JB. Got a feeling I can't get much things over there because the stuffs there are really expensive. I can't believe that I'm going there with my boy just.... TOMORROW! Like omg. He used to always refuse to go oversea trip with me even though I kept wanting to go with him 'cause I really would like to travel all over with him. But I guess it's because he loves me, that is why he's always giving in to me and go with whatever I want to/feel like. Awww, I love this boy! Every single day I'd never fail to feel that how lucky am I to have him. Some people search for their whole lives to get this kind of boyfriend, but now I got it. :')

I don't know what am I crapping about. I wanna sleep. Right now. Show is only 86.5% downloaded. Ok my brain is not working anymore so goodnight.

2011-10-26T15:59:00.001+08:00

Here I am, working on a Public Holiday. Sigh. This is one of the reason why I dislike working on the retail line. Was feeling so tired this morning when I woke up hoping that there will be no work for me today.. But what brighten up my mood this morning was listening to 替我 by my beloved 汪東城. Really luv his voice! ♥

Got to find a time to go up to baby's house by this week to get the genting form and all and collect the tix on Sat. I miss my boyfriend. It has been quite a number of days since we last met. Sigh wanna get to see him soon. Shall get back to work now~

Excited

2011-10-24T20:30:00.001+08:00

Blogging via phone while working. Time is passing fast today during work and I like it! Anyway Genting trip with Baby is confirmed and booked! Omg so excited! 16 days more! :) I hope it'll turn out to be well & sweet.

It has been long since I last blogged. Nothing much about my life. Just work and spending quite a little time with baby.. This is why I want to have a getaway with him so much. Just us two, spending time together.. Well, shall end off with a pic and I'll try to be hardworking and blog frequently, hopefully.

Work

2011-10-14T13:47:00.002+08:00

HI! *WAVES. I'm working now and there's no sales. Thus I'm bored. Yup, sorry for not posting for such a longgggg time ~ Using Kris's laptop.. Brought his laptop over cause there's nothing to do here for 11 hours. Sigh today and yesterday's sales sucks I swear! Hello everyone, I'm selling uber cute thumbdrives, earpieces and phone covers at J8! Level 2, push cart named Caroline D. Support plsssss? :)

Forgot to bring my phone charger over...... phone is going to be dead soon. :( I'm left with this laptop to use. Haha! I'm trying so hard to promote the thumbdrives but I guess it's too expensive for a 4gb capacity thumbdrive thus not much people is buying it. I'M GONNA GET SACKED SOON LOL NO ONE'S BUYING T_T

I can't wait for Nov! Genting trip with Baby! Shall book the tickets once I get paid on the 1st!!! So excited even though I have yet even booked it! I hope it'll be a sweet trip and I shall try to make it a happy one by trying my best to control my temper. I hope......... ~.~ Ok till then, x.

2 More Days To Freedom

2011-10-05T16:34:00.003+08:00

Two more days, Three more papers to go! And I'll be F R E E! So don't feel like revising my Geography. What's more, there's maths paper 2 tomorrow. Die la. ~_~ I've prepared to go ITE anyway. But I want to go Higher Nitec. But it seems to be impossible as the requirements are the same as going up to Secondary 5. I have seriously no confident on achieving that result..

I know that I'm going to miss FTP when I leave the school. Yup, definitely. I've never hated this school. Just that I hate waking up early to attend school. And some of the teachers there are too annoying at times. I'm gonna miss 4N2'11. Some of the people in this class only though.. Especially the group of girls: Dyin Yin, Rachel Ong, S.E Rachael and etc etc.... Well, I hope I will still be as close as ever with Dyin Yin even after graduating. I mean, she'll be going up to Sec 5. But me? I doubt I want to go up to Sec 5 even if I could.

Okay that is so pointless. Lol. I've slept for so long today. I think I can sleep for 24/7..... Can never get enough of sleep like that. I'm really lazy to do revision on Geo. :( Nvm. Shall tell myself to tolerate for this two days. After two days, GOODBYE BOOKS!!!! :) Will pack and clear my books/unnecessary worksheets! teehee! Ending off with a pic of Amber and I. See you :)

Just Two Days

2011-10-01T23:23:00.002+08:00

Random post! Well, I'm going to study Biology soon.. Srsly I don't feel like revising at all. Sigh but no choice. Guess what? Combine Science is just two days away. Two freaking days and I have to memorize EVERYTHING.. Sucks man. I really think that I'm gonna flunk my N's.. No confident at all. Well, I just wanna pass.... Get 19 points just nice I also happy ah! Sigh... Just hope that the papers wouldn't be so hard. Bio, Phy, Geog, Fnn & Maths, be good to me, will you?

Anyhow, I found a way to make myself feel better whenever I'm upset! As simple as abc, just listen to Jiro's songs or either, watch videos that have him in it. Really.... It's tested and proven it works! As ridiculous it may sound, but yeah true. I have no idea is it 心理作用 or something but oh well at least it's true and it works. So every now and then, whenever I quarrel with Baby, I'll start playing Jiro's song and I'm calmed. Then I will start a proper conversation with him again. Yay!

I'm thinking of burning mid-night oil tonight. Since Eve, Kris, Jayden & Amber went back to Eunos to stay over tonight. Yup, I'll have the room all by myself! So... HELLO BOOKS & WORKSHEETS! Please accompany me till late night ~ Will try to do mask after studying to relax myself & since my complexion is getting worse. Yup till then. Tata!

Baby's 16th

2011-09-30T14:57:00.001+08:00

Since it has been so long since I last blogged, I shall blog via phone.

Yup, it's my Dearest's birthday yesterday! Happy belated 16th birthday my dear boy! ♥ I rlly hope you've enjoyed your simple "celebration" yesterday..

Didnt attend school ytd cause I was really too tired.. Woke up, went down to get tupperware and then started cooking spaghetti for baby and his family as well as Kris & Jayden after showering. Was so 手忙脚乱 cause I got to cook quite a lot of shares. Hate cooking for large amount of ppl. Hai. Finally done with everything, then texted baby to fetch me over cause I was really taking lots of things and it's freaking heavy. Walked over to his house, passed him his letter & presents. (Sry no pics! Cause was kind of lazy to take pics haha and pics are taken via phone so its nt nice)

Lighted his birthday cake for him when no one was at home except for baby, gary and I. Cause baby said they don't sing birthday song and I insisted on singing for him. Thus Gary helped me to light up the candles & I sang bday song for baby. Should've gave him a kiss after the song! AIYA FORGOT LOL. maybe cause Gary was thr thus im shy. HAHA. I insisted on asking him to make a wish.. :x

didnt manage to take pics with him. he's the birthday boy, so i have to 迁就 him! the bday boy and I went to Braddell to apply for his ibanking device + change our posb card to debit card.

Went back to his place after buying coke as I was craving for it, and they decided to play Mahjong! Watched them play & did spend time with him during the game as well. Have no idea why, baby feel like playing bball so much so we went to 98 during the night. They played two matches and I played with baby for a short while after their matches.

Went to get Macs after that and went back to his place. Decided to stay over since they wont be attending his grandma's funeral. Played Kart Rider and had talks with him & Benny till around three plus in the morning. Got tired and slept. I was in his warm arms through out the night. Awwww love it!

Actually ytd didnt go the way as planned. Thought that we'll be spending time alone tgtr but things changed but still alright la. As long as baby enjoys it. Oh yes I edited my blog banner and picture. Did anyone notice it? Hah!

Gonna rest now. 再见！

Short Update

2011-09-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

Kinda sick and tired of my theme. Thus, trying to change it now but I can't seems to find any likings. Sigh. Is it true that I have a unique and weird taste? Baby said that I'm different from others. Like as in, my taste. But I doubt so! Hmmmm..... If only I'm still using Sony Ericsson's phone, I can create my own theme. :S

Miss my bf! Tata.

The J's Craze

2011-09-23T02:24:00.001+08:00

Was craving for Mcdonald's earlier on and thus Eve, Kris and I ordered it. It was mad shiok! Ok so I'm still not asleep at this timing yet. Will try my best to drag myself up for school later.

I wanted to join Jiro's official fanclub but the fanclub peeps didnt reply to my email. Was feeling kinda pissed due to this matter. But oh well shall wait patiently for the sake of J. Changed my Twitter picture. To this:

Hehe yep my beloved Jwdc! Was looking at the MV of his new theme song for his new movie..... & saw him and the female lead of the movie so close and sweet. Freaking jealous!!! Ugh. LOL.

Ok stop about Jiro. I still love my boyfriend! Though sometimes I secretly wish that he's Jiro LOL joking~ I love him for him. For he's Adam Wong. But im missing him so much la srsly. I'm gonna try to apply to work at Couple Lab! Jobs are kinda hard to find, sigh. Ok night night!

Day Out With Atlh

2011-09-17T12:31:00.001+08:00

Went out with Atlh yesterday! Well, it was a fun day though we did nth much. She came over to my place to help me choose what should I wear to go out, lol! Then we bus to interchange and trained to Dhoby Ghaut. We ate Just Acia. I really like to dine there 'cause of the free flow drinks + icecream! It's very cheap as well~ my second time dining in there. This time, I ordered the correct dish! It's (Y)!

Mine. Look at the cheese! Zomg.

Atlh's.

Went to Plaza Sing after that since Atlh wanted to go see if the Virtual Land(?) place is hiring. Filled in the application form and continue to walk arnd. I bought a wallet! With a ribbon bow on it. Love it so much. Was suppose to go Bugis and get my pay but not sure if able to get it or not thus we did not go in the end. Went to Orchard 'cause Atlh wanted to find her cousin to ask smth. We ate dessert before finding her cousin.

After that trained to
Amk. Got myself a top, hehe. Went kbox to ask if they're hiring but they only hire 17 years old & above so we went back to Tpy. At blk 226, we had some "adult talks" for a short while and went back home.

Im currently at Adam's house. He's sleeping like a log. Hai. Gonna catch Smurfs later! So excited!! Will blog abt Mid-Autumn Festival with pictures soon! Stay tuned! ;)

It Has Been Two Days

2011-09-15T01:17:00.001+08:00

Heading to bed soon. A short post today agn~ currently at Dyin Yin's place. Staying over tonight.

I miss Adam. Looking forward to Saturday! Goodnight.

Busy Week.

2011-09-12T23:40:00.001+08:00

This year's Mid-Autumn Festival turned out to be pretty good. Everything will be perfect if Baby's here. Gonna try sleeping early. Will blog a pictureful post soon, when im free. Not this week though, I suppose. Goodnight x.

Goodnight

2011-09-12T01:13:00.001+08:00

Sleeping soon right after this post. Hopefully I can fall asleep. School later on. So in holiday mood. Feel kinda like as if N level is over though only three papers down. Gotta start on Bio & Geog soon. Its a busy week ahead! No much time to study.... Work work work. Earn money cause im broke! Baby's birthday is gonna be here in 17 days!

Went to work today. Relaxing and slacking. Like being paid to slack. Working for DY's mum for a few days.. Its mid-autumn festival again, anyway. This year's latern festival is kinda meaningless. Without baby. Every year we'd form a heart with candles. But this year no more! But to console myself, I told myself that there's more latern festival for us to come..

I still rmbr we aren't very happy last year. He then formed a "I love KY" using candles for me. Awww... I always treat him so bad. But last time worst~ 現在比較好了hor!! Lastly, I miss & love my piggy wong! Goodnight. Ending off with a pic of Dyin Yin and I, taken today. Xo!

New Hairdo

2011-09-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

It's the last paper for N levels for this month! Three papers down - Chinese, English and Social Studies! Thank god traffic management came out for SS! I studied for it like some mad girl!

I went for hair rebonding after heading home to shower and prepare. Baby was sweet enough to come over and sit there for about five hours to wait for me. I'm not a bad gf, I did not ask him to come. He himself wants to come!!!! Thanks dearest, sorry for the long wait. Love you uh! Trimmed my fringe and snipped off my split ends. My hair looks sucky now cause it's so flat. Got to wash it first before it can look nicer. Hate the fact that after snipping off my split ends my hair is shorter now! Ahhhh!!! Although not much difference but I can feel the shortness whenever I touch my hair.

Finally, I can have a good rest and slp till shiok ah! So im heading off to bed soon. Going for job interview with Asthina tomorrow/later. Lastly, I hope that STS can at least get a 2nd for their competition later. JUDGES PLS STOP BEING BIAS AGAINST THEM! They rlly worked damn hard for it. Kris's leg and back got injured so many times, sigh. Guan fell sick yet continue to train. Look at their effort!!! Bee took over Guan when he's out of Sg and got injured as well! *heartpain.

Shall show you all a pic of mine after haircut and let all of you laugh at me! LOL goodnight everyone! ;)

Count Down: 4 More Days To N's.

2011-09-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

It's the first day of September. N levels will be starting soon. Like only four more days.. I can't wait for N's to be over. :( I wanna go out and take photographs of the beautiful nature! I wanna go work and earn money to go on a "honeymoon" trip with Adam!

A random picture I took when going on a Learning Journey to the Aerogreen(?) farm ~

Anyway it's the Teachers' day celebration today. It might most probably be the last teachers day concert I'll be attending in FTPSS. I know I'm gonna miss this school.. This year's Teachers' Day Celebration Concert is not that bad actually. I hope I won't lose touch with my friends when I leave this school especially with Tan Dyin Yin.. Which I guess we won't lose touch but maybe only will somehow drift but I hope that won't happen. Hopefully!

Baby is being sweet to suggest on bringing me to watch the Smurfs which he finds it lame but he said since I like it, he'll bring me to watch it! Hehe. :') So I guess we're gonna catch it soon! Maybe the week after next. Since I've nothing to do now, I shall go watch show! Xo.

Stressed for N's

2011-08-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

Currently at baby's place waiting for him to come back. I'm so worn out now. Just done with ss. Only on the traffic management can kill me. Principles of good governance more complicated! Sigh why so many things to memorise!

Really got the feeling that I'll flunk my N's. :(
Is it really too late to start mugging now? Why didnt I start earlier. Fml.

Anw I need some jobs intro pls!!

Special Day

2011-08-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd anniversary to boyfriend and I! ♥

It's such a special day today. Because other than it's my anniversary with Adam, it's also my favorite Jiro Wang's birthday! Happy birthday 大東! ♥

Baby love, it has been two years. I know I've written you a letter and sent you a long message. I wanted to blog a long post just for you, but I'm feeling rather tired right now. So, I'm sorry alright? As long as you know, I love you. & Just only words can't describe how deep my love for you is. :)

After school, we rushed back home to get prepare. We met straight at tpy interchange, then train to Bishan. Yup, a short and simple day. Went to get movie tickets at first. We stood outside the cinema for damn long 'cause we have no idea what to watch. In the end, we decided to watch Rise of the planet of the Apes. It's a nice show! Really! & there's saddening part as well. I teared..... LOL. For quite a number of times. GO CATCH IT, YOU WON'T REGRET!

I'm sorry for all those blur/unclear/ugly pictures as I did not bring my camera out.

We went to Pizza Hut to have our lunch + dinner right after we got the tickets. He ordered a spaghetti student meal, and I ordered baked pasta student meal. We even ordered a personal pan pizza to share. Hai. So regretted for ordering so much stuffs to eat 'cause we're very full after that. Too greedy :P

Only managed to take this picture as I guess we're too eager to eat~

Went to shop around and bought popcorn + drink in to the cinema. After the show train back to Tpy central, went to take a look in Kiddy Palace, planning what to get for Baby Amber on her birthday. After awhile, we went to get snowskin mooncakes as I was craving for it then bus back to his place to keep the mooncake and walked to my place. He accompanied me for awhile as no one's around at home and he don't want me to be alone at home being bored. Awww ♥

He went back home at about nine plus. I feel like hugging him to sleep tonight. In fact, every night....... Dearest, It's not easy to come this far together. How many times we tried to let each other go but in the end we did not because the love we have for each other is too strong? But I'm so glad that we've never let each other go once even though we feel like it at times. I know it's impossible to find someone so awesome like you again. I know at times I'd feel that you're not good and etc, but that's because I'm upset at that point of time. At the end of the day, you're still the best, and I know it in my heart. I don't want to lose you, never ever do I want that to happen. I want to be your last, I want you to be my last. I'm not sure whether can we make it till the end, but I hope we will. There's so many things I wanna tell you that even if I were to write a thousand posts also can't describe all the love and feelings I want to let you know. So I'll stop all these mushy stuffs here. Last but not least, you know I do love you, ♥.

2011-08-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

Right now I'm feeling kinda tired, but I can't sleep 'cause I got to wait for Adam Wong to end work. Heading to find him later. I want to spend a stay-home day with him on Sat! Which is, later. Hehe. It has been so long since we've last spent time at home. I actually prefer staying at home with him 'cause I get to cuddle with him for as long as I like. Unlike in the public, I can't. But of course, not always stay at home with him. I'd be bored to death -____-

So I'm hungry. Hopefully he'll be able to bring some food back. Getting gastric soon. :(

I'm actually eye-ing on MJO cap now! It's so cool but it's freaking USD 42/50! It's real expensive for a cap. But sigh, I really like it a lot 'cause it's designed by Jiro and is his very own brand.. If only I'm born rich. I'd get almost everything in MJO. :(

Shi Qi got me a OPI shattered nail polish! Awww... So sweet of her to actually pay attention to what I want! It's actually a birthday gift from her and Guan. :) Will upload pics as soon as I transfer those pictures from my cam to comp! Together with the nail polish, she bought me a spongebob pen and wrote me a birthday card. The card is real cool + cute! Thank you very much, ♥

Signing off with a picture, xoxo. :)

Need Weekends

2011-08-16T22:14:00.003+08:00

- blogging via phone.

I have no idea why i'm here to blog, but I just feel like blogging even though I have nothing to blog about. I'm heading to bed soon. Or wait. Maybe not. I want to talk to my boy. Anyway it's our "2y4m" today! :) two years four months of love.. I hope this never ends!

Why is it only Wednesday tomorrow? Hai.... I want to use skipping rope to help me grow taller~ :D

P/S: I miss you Awey :)

My Sixteenth

2011-08-15T22:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! IT'S MY 16th BIRTHDAY TODAY! I'M SIXTEEN~ YAY! Okay that's kind of lame, but yuppp i'm finally sixteen! So let's post a bit about my birthday celebration(s).

On the 13th of August, I went out with friends to celebrate my birthday! Thank you for those who came, but I'm sorry that I'm not feeling very happy on that day, I don't know why, I'm having a real weird mood swings nowadays. I was suppose to feel happy, but instead I'm having the feeling of "I'd rather stay at home". Sigh. But nevertheless, thank you everyone! Oh yes and we went to a random temple to pray. 求签(?) and asked about my studies. It's an average one! On my life, and all. :)

(This picture is missing of Shalini 'cause she came late~)
& Today, I went out with my dearest boy. It was a simple yet nice day out. But again, my mood swing is crazy and my mood went up and down up and down up and down. Hate this. At least I get to spend some crazy and funny time with him! Thank you baby, for every little things and effort you made to make me happy and stuffs. Had our lunch at Just Acia.

This is yumz!

My Love ♥

One good thing about Just Acia is that the drinks/icecreams there are free flow if you order their set meals! & The Set meals are all affordable! Though I don't quite like their Spaghetti, but still okay lah, average! A good place to chill after eating! We then went to shop around and went to near Clarke Quay to look at the beautiful scenery. He got me a real cute camera necklace that is able to make the real snapping of pictures sound and with flash! Awwww... & The Famous Amos cookie was supposed to be a surprise present but yet I guessed what he bought for me :P I'm too smart and able to read his mind too well!

The "black-ish" ink was supposed to be dark purple. 'Cause there's only Dark Purple in FA, and I like Purple thus he chose this color for me. Oh well ~

I'm so in love with this necklace!
Went back home and had Pizza Hut + KFC for dinner. I'm so not hungry thus I only ate one piece of chicken wing + one slice of Pizza. It's such a waste that Baby isn't here 'cause he'd sure gobble up the pizzas! Had a cut-cake session with all of them after eating ~ Full like what! Amber went to blow off my candle while I'm making a wish. Thus I told her, "Your birthday I'd blow off your candle too!" She replied me in a very sad tone, "Oh."

Sorry for the dark picture! :(

Afterall, today is still a good day though I'm having so many up and down mood. Thank you my family, Thank you Baby Love, Thank you friends, for celebrating my 16th birthday with me! Loves for all of you ~ Not forgetting, Thank to those who wished me happy birthday! Especially those who remembered my birthday by heart, and not by social-networks! Oh by the way, Loh Seng Guan texted me from Brunei to wish me happy birthday! So happy to receive his text but his bill sure cost a bomb this month 'cause he kept calling back to talk to Shi Qi, messaging her and stuffs. I replied him and I have no idea how much will it cost but never mind ~ Hope he's well over there!

I can't wait for my prelims to end! Sigh so tiring! I can't imagine if it's N levels. I did not study for prelims and I feel the stress. Imagine I got to chiong for N levels, EVEN MORE STRESS. HATE TAKING EXAMINATIONS! =( Thurs, I'm waiting for your arrival! I want to spend my weekends with my Baby! Please, weekend come fast!

P/S: Sorry for all of those unglam pictures of mine. I know it's ugly but yeah... tolerate okay? :( I'm sad that I'm not able to take nice pictures nowadays too. Sigh........ I'm fat and I know it, so shut up. Who doesn't want to be skinny. But as long as Baby is fine with it, I don't wish to care about others' comment!

Random Post

2011-08-14T21:36:00.002+08:00

This blog is half dead. I'll try to blog with more pictures asap ~ Like once I've transferred my pics from my camera to computer.

Anyway tomorrow's the day. Hopefully Kris and SH will get to be at home in the night and celebrate with me. It's a sad thing that LSG isn't in Singapore. Hai. :( & Hopefully tomorrow's simple day out with Baby will be a happy one, though I guess we'd only be going to shop and eat.

Xoxo.
P/S: Ten more days ♥

Love Being In Your Arms

2011-08-09T22:52:00.002+08:00

It's.... quite a boring day today. I did not go to catch the fireworks. Surprisingly, I don't have the feel for it, I have no idea why too. Normally I would want and kept pestering Baby to bring me watch the fireworks whenever there's a chance to (like on New Year Eve, National day etc.) He took off for me today 'cause he's being sweet and know that I like to watch fireworks and wanted to bring me go but due to some reasons, we can't manage to catch it & part of the reason was because I don't really feel like going out 'cause going out = spending money. Though Baby said he won't mind about this (if it's spending more on food) but I really don't feel like spending so much money anymore.

Anyway I slept till about twelve plus today. Was so tired. Baby woke up quite an early timing and waited for me to wake up. I cooked noodles for the both of us. While eating we watched shows, he went to shower aftermath and took a nap while I went to shower. Joined him to nap for a short while then woke up to watch the NDP on TV & let him sleep. Woke him up and chatted with him for awhile and ate the porridge that mum cooked as our dinner. Not long after, he went back home & I did not tag along as I don't feel like staying over at his place, though I hate to let him to go back home alone!

This is what he sent me after I sent him a sorry text for leaving him to go back home alone:

Sweetness maximum. Awww.
Hi boy, I really want to stick with you for the rest of my life but I'm afraid that fate won't bring us there. Still, I hope, we're able to make it till the end. ♥ :)

I called Dyin Yin up and met her at Block seven with her friend, chat for about 2 hours and here I am, at home, blogging! Baby asked me if I'm excited 'cause my birthday is nearing....... actually, not really. But I just hope that it'd be a wonderful time spent with him on that day and on the 13th, with Dyin Yin, Rachel & Co.

Xoxo.

National Day

2011-08-09T00:30:00.003+08:00

It's national's day today! Happy 46th birthday Singapore!!!!
Happy birthday to my Cousin too, Joey Lim! It has been long since I last met her. :(

I'm currently awaiting baby to end his work and come to my house and accompany me. I'm feeling kinda hungry. He's bringing food back for me though! :)

Yesterday was the National Day Celebration in school, I did not bring my cammy thus no pictures! It's somehow boring but still I think I've not regretted attending school. Well, after all of these I can say that sadly 4n2'11 is really not united at all which I really dislike it but I still love being in this class 'cause there's awesome friends with me like Dyin Yin and Rachel.O ~ at least there's some people in the class are united.

Oh Amber went for a photoshoot on the 6th of August! All the pictures are really cute 'cause of her smile and actions. Awww. Look at the photograph below! You'll melt ~ If you don't, well you're just weird? *-*

Random note: I really want a DSLR lahhhh. Maybe SLR? Shall work after N's and get it by myself!

FIFTEEN MORE DAYS ♥

Happy birthday, cxyxr :)

Twenty More Days ♥

2011-08-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

I love you, Adam Wong! (random, i know.)

Awwww, Amber freaking cute!!!
You know what? Prelim is just next week but I have yet done any PROPER revision. Sigh. Gonna flunk it I guess. I seriously got to work hard! Give me the motivation to start studying.

A short post for today only. Goodnight!

Deprive Of Sleep

2011-08-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry, this picture is kinda blurry @_@
As you can see from the above picture, I'm able to tie a ribbon bow already! Hehe. From this picture still not very clearly seen, shall upload a clearer one next time! Although still not very good but still acceptable lah hor :/ I think I just need to change a rubber band from purple to black though. Might be tying it to go out together with baby on my birthday because baby said that it's cute maximum. So happy to hear that! Anyway Amber is someone who likes to take photographs a lot! Because whenever I want to take picture, she'd come extra extra beside me and put her hands over my shoulder and smile to the camera together. Cuteness though!

I should go to bed soon because I need to learn sleeping early......... Baby is forcing me to go to bed early as well.. Oh well. Shall go sleep by 1030 hopefully. So, goodnight all! :)

Birthday Plan

2011-08-02T13:19:00.007+08:00

This is the 360th posts!

Okay anyway I'm so in love with Adam Wong that boy of mine because he's being so sweet, by willing to bring me go anywhere I want on my birthday even if it's those places he dislike like e.g the beach (because he hate the sand A LOT), K-box (he dislike singing with mic), Singapore flyer (he says it's boring) and more.... a problematic boy he is, I know. Too bad, I just love him ~ But he's willing to go all these places just for me on my special day to make me happy. Awwww... We're planning to go to the Duck Tour as well because we find it fun to get into the splashing water :P We're intending to bring Amber along if that's the case. But the Duck Tour is real expensive, though Baby said that he don't mind spending the money because birthday is only a one year one time thingy. Tell me where can I find a boyfriend like him? Even though he might be real bastard at times but oh well I got to accept it.

So I'm still considering where to go...... Beach is out of the choice because it's the lunar 7th month now. Though some of you might find it stupid for me to believe in such things, but prevention is better than cure right!!!! But I really want to go to the beach because baby says we'll get to watch to sun set together and such. Awww a sweet and simple outing. Next time then.

I want to go out someday to take nice photographs! Be it it's the scenery or photo-shoot for people. Hopefully with my Powershot I'd still be able to take real nice photographs. I'm really so into photography but I do not have a proper camera like DSLR I know, and I don't have the photography skills. Okay this is so out of topic ~.~

Maybe you readers can suggest me some places to go? :) (Definitely no one will suggest me because there's no readers around -_-) See you all!

P/S: Twenty Two Days More ♥

Perservere!

2011-07-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

Tried to tie a bow on my hair just now but somehow I failed.
Even if I succeeded, it'll be sooo messy. But nevermind, I'll keep trying!

Should I do mask tonight? Im so lazy to do it but because of vanity, I think I'm gonna do it later. Goodnight!

Love

2011-07-27T22:56:00.003+08:00

Back then in 2008.
I miss how things used to be back then. How I got crazy head over heels over cxyxr. It's really a crazy kind of crush? The feelings were so strong and crazy..... and it lasted for a year or so. How can I like someone for so long? When I don't even really know that person at all. Silly moments ~ & I can never forget, it's Asthina Tan the one who accompanied me through out all those crazy moments and we were so close back then, meeting almost every single day. Walking all over tpy and to KB, talking to each other about our feelings and tonning together.

Our very first picture together :)
Seriously I find that our camera pixels are so freaking lousy. All the images and pictures were so blurry. LOL wtf. But thank you Atlh, for accompanying me through out all those moments. I miss how we used to be so close.....

And I wonder how can I edit those pictures till like that. Oh well..... Good old times! :)
I'd never regret having a friend like you. ♥

Although I can't have the one I love, but that kind of feeling is still so amazing. & At least I won't get hurt that much, but just crying for one stupid reason - I miss him. Now thinking back, it's really so silly, yet amazing.

Loving someone isn't really about having him/her by your side or whatever.. Just by being able to take a glance at him or whatever, I'd be so happy and over the moon. It's all stupid actions caused by love......

But now I've found my happiness, my love. I can't really say if it's true love or what but I hope it is..... :) Although the "love-feeling" is different from how I used to love cxyxr, but I know I love Adam much more. Guess it's because he's my boyfriend, I got him. Those one-sided love feeling is definitely different from being in love. Being in love, you can feel real happiness. Those simple little things that warm your heart and put that little smile on your face. :)

Thank you my love....... For every little things. I love you, that's something I want it to last until my last breathe. ♥
I have no idea why I posted this post but I just feel like it. Whtever. Goodnight! Xo.

'Cause you made me realize, what's happiness. (L)

Choosing A Gift

2011-07-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Feeling so stressed over choosing what present for Adam's Baby Sister. It'll be her birthday in about a month time. I'm considering whether to get a shirt for her online or not. If yes, I must order it early in case it takes a long time to arrive. Ahhhhh.

Dress? Bottom? Top? This is soooo stressful :( I'm afraid that it's going to be too small or something also. Aiya this sucks la :(

Goodnight :(

Study?

2011-07-25T22:53:00.005+08:00

Back home after meeting Dyin Yin for a short chatting session. We were supposed to study today but she overslept so we only met up to chat instead of studying. Make it up tomorrow then. Prelims are nearing.... I really got a whole lot to catch up. Seriously, I've not been studying hard for like four years. Regret is the word I'd use. But right till now, I still can't seem to on my study mode and start studying. Sigh. Force and motivate me to study, someone? :(

I'm really worried and afraid of the damn N levels. But I'm still slacking my days away instead of studying. Like why? Why can't I fucking start motivating myself to study? At this stage i'm slacking, I swear i'm so gonna flunk my N's so damn badly. When I got my results back, my tears would flow down but I can only blame myself..

After all of these whole crap I've typed out, I can tell you that I'm still not motivated. Why am I so not clever? :(

Ok, on a random note, I miss Adam. Goodnight all :)

Always The One

2011-07-24T22:01:00.003+08:00

2010's picture.
First, happy 23rd monthsary/one year eleven months. One more month to official two years being together with you, my love. ♥ :) This weekend of mine I've only been spending it away with my dearest boy doing nothing. But at least I've spent time with him.

With him I never fail to keep munching and munching. Damn it. :(
Oh I got sick for about six to seven days. Got infected by viral fever. It was soooo torturing. I've just recovered not long. Finally my appetite is back and I'm eating a lot and I hate it. At least a jogging session this week, hopefully.

Okay I guess no one's gonna tell me what to blog about. My formspring's still so dead. Or is it because that no one is actually reading this blog...... ahh whatever. Pardon me for my boring posts then..... I'm just posting for the sake of posting. Cya ~

2y3m

2011-07-16T15:38:00.005+08:00

I love today's weather! It's so cooling, without raining and big bright sun ^-^

Shall go shower in about an hour time, then head to meet Shalini at 6 and wait for Tan Dyin Yin to come over for our study session! Hopefully it'll be a fruitful one. :) It's th 16th today anyway. Hey baby boy, happy " two year three months "! ♥

Actually me myself find that my blog is so b o r i n g. Hello readers! Any suggestions what can I blog about to make my blog more interesting? Like for example, you can give me a topic to blog about and I'll try my best to do it! Hehehehe it'll be so fun :P Formspring me okay people! :( I wanna gain more readers~ Click here!

Till then, xoxo.

Be Optimistic

2011-07-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

I'll make everything back to normal. I hope i'm able to do it.

After All Of These While

2011-07-11T22:41:00.004+08:00

I've got so much things in my heart and mind, which I really want to say it all out to someone. I hate to hide my emotions or keep everything to myself. I'm not that sort of person. I need someone to talk to all the time, although at times I can't explain my feelings..

I'm so confused about what to do next now. Everything just felt as though it's.... different. Just very different. Drift - I hate this word, and I hate the meaning to it. Why must people drift with one another? :(

I'll never used to think this way in the past because back then I have confidence and faith in this relationship. But now everything changed. I do think this way now, I'm lacking of confidence and faith.. How long can this last? I really don't know.

Goodnight.
P/S: All the pictures are from Tumblr - Leilockheart :)

Just as I thought everything's gonna back to normal...... but it seems like, it's not.

Being Pampered By You ♥

2011-07-10T21:33:00.004+08:00

Had a great weekend spent with Adam Wong! (: It has been quite long since we last had such a great time spent together. I love this kind of feeling being with him. But when I'm with him, I tend to eat a lot! Why?! =(

I went off early to meet Baby on Fri 'cause he ended work early at about 10 plus! So I went to find him :) Went to have Macs on Saturday, & spent the whole Saturday with him. I really love the time spent on Saturday with him the most. It's such a simple and sweet day. ♥ With him by my side, lazing around at his house, had some casual talks, took a stroll with him at night to central to get disc, being cuddled by him, having his kisses randomly, disturbing each other and so on.. This feeling, is what I loved the most. I call it happiness. :)

Today might not be a very good day though. 'Cause I have no idea why but lose my temper at him =( I'm so sorry my boy. We went separate ways kinda early today as he got to work. I'm seriously missing him so much so much so much so much now.. Might not be able to meet up with him and get his hugs for the whole of next week. Roar. Why do he have got to go to his Dad's house! :'(

Hey baby, thank you so much for everything. Really love you so much! I love being dote and pampered by you 'cause I feel so much like a little girl of yours and a princess. Haha! But don't pamper me too much okay! :( I'm already 3/4 being spoilt by you! Tsk. Xoxo♥

Tata.

I've no idea why I can't take a nice shot of myself nowadays. Damn depressed by it LOL

Everything's Gonna Be Alright

2011-07-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

Waiting for baby to end work now. He's ending work at 1am.... I'm using Kris's lappy now. One thing that I've definitely got to do when using his laptop, is to go to cameroid.com and take some pics! :P

It's th second week of semester two. Everything's still alright, slowly getting used to school life. I guess today's VE lesson was kinda great ~ Really love 4n2'11! :)

So far it's a good day today. Hopefully later I'd have some talks with AWEY. If he's not very tired. Lunch tmrw with baby. Hmmm... what should we eat? Don't really feel like eating Macs cause its soooo fattening although somehow I'm craving for it =(

I wanna go jogging! I want a DSLR so that I'm able to take pretty pretty pictures with it. Although my camera was not that bad, but still with a DSLR will be better right? Okay crap. Till then!

Still Holding On

2011-07-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

I really hate this kind of feeling I'm having right now. It's really slowly killing me inside. I hate to feel that we've somehow drifted. I hate how things are now. Really.

This time round, can we make it all right?

Because There's You

2011-07-05T23:39:00.004+08:00

Srsly i'm starting to detest you more & more.
Its not that I wanted to, but it's your actions that makes me feel this way.
-

Sometimes I feel that life isn't really good for me.
But thank god there's this special and great guy with me all these while to let me rant to and make me felt that my life is worthwhile 'cause theres him. He's someone who never fails to be understanding. Someone who never fails to appreciate every lil' thing I do. He's so great that I'm unable to describe how great is he in such a short post and short time.

He's none other than Adam Wong Ee Yeong.
Thank you love, I love you. ♥

Goodnight, x.

P/S: sorry for such a short and weird post. Using phone to blog, again. & i got to catch some sleep ASAP. :)

Feeling Kinda Tired

2011-07-04T16:17:00.003+08:00

2009.
no Monday blues today 'cause it's a school holiday :) But tomorrow's gonna be a long day...... because there's three period of fnn. chiong coursework! deadline will be up soon, sigh.

well, I'll not be able to spend much time with my dearest from mon - wed 'cause he'll only have off on thurs, sat and sun. but at least he'll have off on weekends. :) more time spent with him. he said that he took off just for me. awww. ♥

kinda bored now. Vanness Wu appeared in 娱乐百分百 on th 2nd of July! awww he's so cute + cool~ (L)

should I go out? hmmmm... =(

I Love Weekends

2011-07-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

Feeling so tired. Luckily there's no school tomorrow. YOUTH DAY :)

Anyway I'm blogging via phone. Wanted to upload some pics but oh well there's some reason why I'm unable to use the computer. So sorry readers! & sorry for neglecting this lil site for so long. :/ actually im just updating this blog just for the sake of updating. ._.

School was actually not that bad for week one. Everything's still going well. I'm trying my very best to pay attention in class. Now i'm so scared and worried about N levels oral examination. English oral coming up on Wed for me. Damn. Hopefully everything goes well~ wish me luck kay. My weekends are actually quite boring, but I thank god that there's weekends for me to rest. Feeling so worn out cause of school. Four more months, end of N levels..

I'm actually planning for some overseas trip with my baby boy during Dec :)
Missing him now. Gotta catch some sleep already. CYA~ nights! ;)

Need To Slim Down

2011-06-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

Why my eyes so small T_T

Shall get to bed after this post.

Nowadays, I've been FORCING myself to pay attention in class, I've been trying to resist the temptations of unhealthy food for a few days but I kinda failed today 'cause I ate more than the past 2/3 days. :( Jogging tomorrow with Eve if everything goes well. Seriously I need to go on a diet. I WANT TO LOOK BETTER, I WANT TO BE PRETTIER AND BLAH BLAH, WHATEVER. =( Shall continue trying to resist the temptation of extra foods t_t

I finally got to spend some time with baby today though it wasn't very good 'cause I'm having some PMS and kept showing him attitude but at least he's understanding and always tolerated all these crap of mine. Love him much! I can never find someone greater than you my baby ~~

English 'N' Levels Oral Examinations coming up soon. Feeling quite nervous....

Shall go wash up, brush teeth, get changed and sleep! School tomorrow!

Back To My Side

2011-06-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

Using my phone to blog. Thus no picture will be uploaded. So sorry~ after posting, i'll be heading to bed cause my baby forced me to ):

Second day of school, was rather great. I felt that for the morning - afternoon was a great day.
But soon after I took nap, i think everything was different ):

My boy is back today! I swear the moment he texted me "Baby!" I immediately smiled widely while staring at my phone. Seriously, this kind of happy feeling cant be described. Im just so happy. I'll be spending time with him tomorrow! Yay!

Im still on-going my diet plan~ Hopefully it'll go successfully well for long. Im
Hungry now zomg but im gonna SLEEP AWAY THE HUNGER. Okay, ciao!

The 4th Day

2011-06-27T17:06:00.005+08:00

First day of school. Not that bad. But I dont really like the time table now ~ I'd rather have F&N on Mon and Tues than Tues & Wed. But whatever, I can't change anything as well. From tomorrow onwards, morning assembly got to sit according to register number thanks to new co-form teacher Mr Chong~ Sian maximum. :(

Might be heading to Bugis with Tan Dyin Yin later. I still miss Baby =( Got to be optimistic. he's coming back tmrw night!! I like it when Baby posted on my facebook wall hehe ~ ! He's at Genting now. Ahhhh I want to go there too 'cause it's so hot down here at Singapore ):

So tired 1_1 school still sucks i suppose. sigh.....

I feel that some of my friends are weird. Why?

Just Two Days

2011-06-26T20:23:00.004+08:00

I had Tori Q and Crispy Chicken for dinner! Yumz. I'm so full ): Went to J8 with Shi Qi 'cause we was so bored. Thus we bought dinner back. ;)

I got the chance to talk to my dear boy today! He whatsapp-ed me in th afternoon. I was so happy! Really. That kind of feeling.. Can't be described. :') I love him so much~ But still, I'm missing him. Two more days for him to be back in Singapore! Time will pass very fast.

School is going to reopen just tomorrow. Seriously this one month passes very quickly. So much faster than before. Tomorrow school without baby, I'll feel so weird and empty.. No one will be waiting for me to go to school together every morning till Wed. No one will go take bus with me or walk me home till Wed...

Anyway, do a favor for me, everyone? Like this PAGE and then this PICTURE on FB. ;) Thank you.

Can't get you out of my head

2011-06-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

I'm missing you..

I believe you're missing me over there too, right? :) Hopefully there's nice stuffs over there and you're getting it for me as you promised!

I love you, Adam Wong Ee Yeong. ♥

The Second Day

2011-06-25T12:04:00.003+08:00

So my boyfriend went off for his Malaysia trip yesterday night. He'll only be back on the 29th night. I hope that there's some WiFi over there so that he'll be able to whatsapp me. :( At least we get to spend a kinda sweet time together yesterday. Oh, happy belated 1y10m! ♥

I was feeling a little insecure recently because I can't take how we're not able to contact/meet-up that much due to his work. & what's more, he's going Malaysia for five damn days. After school reopen, he'll continue working as well after school = Lesser time spent together. Seriously, I don't like it but what can I do? He says he got to work 'cause I spend lots of money t_t He told me he got to work in order to bring me out to play, watch movie and etc. But because we've used to always been contacting/meeting-up a lot, in such a short time, I can't really adapt this kind of life with him. I need his accompany. Yes, I stick to him a lot, whatever.

But I can sense that he's trying his best to fork out some time for me. He'll make the effort to travel to my place for that few hours just before his work, when he could've just stayed at home and rest, he didn't. He chose to come over and find me. I appreciate it a lot. :) ♥

I'll try my best to be an understanding girlfriend. Lastly,

I miss you baby ♥

Tomorrow?..

2011-06-23T22:30:00.002+08:00

Waiting for baby to come over my house after his work. Also, I'm waiting for Kris Loh to come back with my dinner. Ya what, become supper already :( Hungry like mad. Been waiting for it since 8 plus okay. Don't know whether he's coming back from Tiong Bahru or either Malaysia -_-

Oh I forgot to say that I've packed up my room and re-arrange my beds, tables and wardrobes!? :) At least it's neater than the past. Hehe.

Baby will be going to Malaysia tomorrow night. @_@ @_@ @_@ @_@ @_@
He'll be all mine from later onwards and till tomorrow night 'cause he got to spend time with me!!!!!! :(

I want to save up and go Zoo together with him someday!!!!!

How Should I Feel?

2011-06-23T01:51:00.003+08:00

Omg this is like....... so long ago! Good old times ♥
I'm so full and feeling sticky now! Going to shower after not feeling that bloated! I wanna rebond my hair again soon! Bangs too? <:

Short post today 'cause I've got nothing much to post about. Xo.

One more day to 24th...... Sad + Happy. Mixed feelings.

Simple Makes Perfect

2011-06-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

My current phone wallpaper ♥
Two more days, Awey will be going to his Malaysia trip for five damn days. Seriously. I hate it whenever he'll be going to overseas without me 'cause not able to see him it's okay, just that we can't even contact! What.The.Hell. Hopefully I'll be able to see him later.

Should I go to SnowCity with him on th 24th? 'cause th other time when we went to Sci centre we're unable to get in as needa wear jeans. Hmmm.... it's so far. :( I think we'll just stay at home and spend time together. Simple makes perfect.

I don't know what's wrong with me nowadays, I'll get angry damn easily. Pms pms pms.
Hopefully if later I'll be able to meet up with him, I wouldn't get frustrated. C o n t r o l!

I really love to have h2h talks with my loveliest friends/loved ones. That feeling is just so..... awesome. Other than h2h talks, I love meeting up with my long-time-no-meet loved ones and catch up with one another. Another good and nice feeling. :)

I wonder when is the next time I'll be able to go overseas with Awey. I would love to travel around the world with him. Like seriously! K, Shall go catch some sleep soon! Tata.

Last Week

2011-06-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

RANDOM.
Baby was suppose to knock off at 11pm today, yet I didn't receive his text or anything.. He didn't text me when he's having his break as well. Normally he would. :( I'm so worried right now. Shall call him up soon if he still didn't reply me..

Anyway, it's Father's day.
Happy Father's day to all daddy out there, and happy father's day to my dad as well!

I'm feeling kinda tired right now but I seriously don't feel like sleeping yet at all. Oh yay! Baby just replied my text. Felt so relieved, phew ~

I hate my complexion so much so much now. Grrr why can other people's complexion be soooo good yet mine is like so damn fucked up. Life.Is.Unfair =( Actually recently I'm trying to prevent myself from eating unhealthy food. It's like about th 2nd day. I hope i'm able to do it for at least a month. LOL. k, 2 weeks?

Oh I changed my phone keyboard to Purple! Fyeah!
My whole phone seems to be so purplish~ BUT I LIKE ;)

I've got the urge to play Maple nowadays but then the damn Maple disallow me to patch 'cause it says my Maple is outdated!!!!! :( If re-download it, need about 1 and a half hour for it to be done so forget it..

School's gonna reopen soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know whether should I be happy or sad. Oh well. Just hate the fact that got to wake up so early and waste time in school. Sian ultimate. ~.~

I've added some decorations on top of my blog to prevent it to look so plain. So how is it?! I'm thinking whether should I add Cbox to my blog...... hmmm.....

Fucked Up Saturday

2011-06-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

It's not a really good day for me today except that I'm able to be with my dear boy, smiling to him and see his smile. Other than all those, it's really a fucked up day for me. Feeling damn fed-up somehow. Got to wait till about 1am+ to be able to see my Adam Wong! Tolerate......

Might be going to meet Christine and Sheena later on. That's another great thing today! It has been so long since I've met them. Especially Sheena.. Miss them much.

Meanwhile, after this post, I shall edit some parts of my blog 'cause It looks so boring ~ Tata.

Untitled

2011-06-16T22:05:00.002+08:00

It's quite a boring day today. Whole day being at home, nothing to do except watching shows. It's about 12:19am now, but I've changed the date and time back to 16th.

Might be heading to Macdonald's with Brother later on. Baby will be having off tomorrow but he gotta attend his cousin's birthday party and I'm suppose to attend Grandfather's 3rd death anniversary thus we couldn't meet from the morning till maybe afternoon? I don't know what time is the birthday celebration ending.

Oh did you see the eclipse last night? I did! Though it's just being covered and not reddish but better than nothing! hah. Alright I got to go and play Texas Poker with my dear boy now. Tata! :)

This.Is.A.Boring.Post, :/

A Try On Curls

2011-06-16T01:45:00.004+08:00

So I temporarily curled my hair just now :) Eve helped me! Thank you sweet! ♥ How's the effect? Hahaha I like it though. Baby came to find me in the afternoon. It's just so nice being hugged by him. :$ When I first saw him at my doorstep, I smiled immediately. This is simple happiness. ♥

Hmmmm after curling my hair, of course I'd snap pictures of myself!

Although the curls can't be clearly seen in the pictures 'cause I used cameroid.com to snap it. Tolerate my faces for a few more seconds okay! Sorry :P

Amber is such a cutie pie today, though naughty as usual. I'm so hungry now. Supper, anyone? :( Anyway, it's th 16th again. Happy "2y2m" my dearest boy Awey! (:

Good Times Never Last

2011-06-15T00:52:00.004+08:00

Currently using Kris's laptop. Maybe I should go and get some sleep soon. Baby was suppose to have off today, (15th June) but in th end he changed it to Fri instead argh. School is gonna reopen soon, he'll be going overseas soon as well. Yet we're unable to spend much time together. I think I depend on him too much.. :(

I just texted him, telling him to come my place before his work later on. Hopefully he'll be coming. I miss him so much. I'm dying to spend more time with him.

It'll be Grandfather's 3rd death anniversary on Friday thus not much time will be spent with Baby as well. I miss being in his arms. I think I got to find a way to not be so dependent on him anymore. 'Cause it's really a bad thing to do so.

I miss Genting.

Need Your Hugs

2011-06-12T00:56:00.003+08:00

Baby's gonna end work in 3 mins time. It's his first day of work yet he got to work for soooo many hours. But for the money sake, he's definitely alright with it. I hate to see him this way, working so hard and so many hours, tiring himself out.. :( but he said it's not very tiring though. Hopefully!

I went to his work place to give him a lil surprise! haha. he's real busy today.

I feel so empty without him with me, without his texts and everything. Ahhhh.. Time spent with him will get lesser and lesser cause he's gonna work, and there's this period of time he'll go Malaysia for about 5 days. I miss him so badly right now, I really do.

Ok I think this post is quite an emo post. So sorry for it.
Till then.

"Loving you is like breathing."

2011-06-08T02:33:00.002+08:00

It's my 330th posts! Ok this is not alot, I know. Well, I've finally edited my blogskin again. A real simple template. I really hope I'll be able to start studying the next term!

This is a meaningless post by the way. Xoxo.

Good Life

2011-05-26T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hmmm I believe this blog have got no more viewers hahaha but whatever, nevermind. Dad & Mum are over at Thailand now. I'm alone at home. Eldest brother went out, second brother NS. third brother playing basketball. sister-in-law rebonding her hair. niece at outside with sis-in-law's friend. hopefully eve and amber will reach home by 9 hehe im bored laaaa.

on a happier note, it's officially one month of holiday from school! baby is forcing me to go work but i'm seriously lazy laaa i need my rest. :( he said want bring me to malaysia with his family during th holiday thus we need money but walao i really feel so reluctant to work and i don't wish him to waste so much money on me again too.

gonna fry some nuggets and cook some maggie with hotdogs to eat soon hahaha life is great ~ mask tomorrow night yay! i feel like going to his father's house with him la but it's so troublesome if i go. k so whatever see you all. ending off with a picture :) buai!

You're Gonna Be The Pathetic One

2011-05-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

How can a person say till as if he/she's your true friend and th next moment before you know it, everything changes? Actually, i'm angry, yes. Real angry. But i'm more to disappointed. Gave you all my trust but what th fuck did you do? Fyi, I did not mention any names k. If you think it's you, it means you're guilty? :)

Call yourself a friend?
Hah. You're such a nice friend. I didn't know that's what you'll do to me. I'm not gonna trust you anymore. & don't expect people to trust you when you've already betrayed all the trust others have in you.

You're all the same. Fuck all of you. Damn all of your life. Suckish and fake life all of you have there. Just wait and see, who'll win at th end, cause at th end of th day, I still have my Dearest and true friends around me. What will all of you get? N o t h i n g. But a fake life. (: I'm not going to be so stupid anymore because I've learnt my lesson this time round. Really, I did. Thanks for letting me learn so much through this fucking incident.

All I needed

2011-05-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

Don't let this love fade away. I love you. ♥

It's you

2011-05-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

2009.

Hi everyone! :)

Yes, finally I'm back. hehe. so sorry. due to my laziness and everything, I've not blogged for long. Hmmm, I really miss blogging though. hehe. it's th last paper for MYE tomorrow anyway! yes, I admit that I've not been doing well for it. sighhhh life sucks. studying is stress. schooling is stress. working is stress ~

But on a happier note, 2 days later I'm going to Genting with my family and baby boy! :) Gotta relax during that period of time. Hopefully I'll be able to enjoy myself at there without any unhappiness. So excited for it!

I've been re-watching xfamily these few days, and still, my Jiro is so cool. ♥

Five years of obsession over him. Although I'm not as crazy over him as before few years back, but he's definitely still my love. :$ K shall blog th other time. Bye, xo.

ThyLoveParade goes hiatus ~

2011-05-02T21:30:00.001+08:00

M . I . A

from blogging for th time being ~

Sorry for that. I don't really have the time to post..

See you guys soon ~ ;)

1 Year 8 Months

2011-04-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

4 more months to go! official two years anniversary ~

I don't want today to end. I mean, I want time to stop here so that I wouldnt have school tomorrow. I fucking hate school. Feeling damn reluctant to head to school lah! :( MYE is approaching....... next fri. it's.just.4.days.away. 4 FUCKING DAYS. Somehow I've prepared to fail mye -.- lol. i think my n level will gone case as well lor seriously.

why cant i study hard..... ok whatever~ cya.

Beautiful Night

2011-04-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

I'm heading to rest as soon as I've completed this post. Did you all realize that the moon was really round, big and bright today? I got shocked when I saw it! The moon is real beautiful tonight! But part of th reason that the moon seems to be so beautiful tonight is that I witnessed this beautiful night with my dearest love! :)

Today was a real simple day. Napped for the whole day at dearest's place~ At least I'm in his arms hehe I like! (Y) But tomorrow I'm not gonna meet him because I got to help hammies clean cage. Shall head back home after school and shower, then nap for awhile then help my hamsters to clean up their house! Did I mentioned that Sushi Loh is getting more and more naughty?!?! He started to bite me! :( This happened twice...... tsk.

I've got back my prelim oral mark today, 27/40. Not a good mark I know, but at least it's over my expectation because I did not do well for it. I was hoping to get at least a 25 mark. But what's done can't be undone. Gotta start studying..... Study session with Yeo Yi Ying on Saturday ~

I want Thursday to arrive quickly!!!
'cause I need my break.......

The Key To My Happiness

2011-04-17T22:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED "2ND" ANNIVERSARY MY DEAREST BABYLOVE. ♥

I'll love you each and every second. for as long as I can, I promise I'll never let you go..

thank you, for each and everything you did for me.

thank you, for tolerating my fucked up attitude.

thank you for doting on me so much.

thank you for loving me..

although it's not our official 2 year,

but at least we're in love with each other for 2 year.

we'll be able to spend our official 2nd year on 24/08, for sure ;)

i love you my love..... be mine forever ok? :-*

Days Like This

2011-04-14T21:53:00.004+08:00

YES. IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY TOMORROW!

I've yet change my blogskin, 'cause I'm kinda lazy plus I can't find a suitable blogskin still. I shall change it once I've found a blogskin I like. Or have an inspiration for it LOL. This whole week, almost every lesson is test test test. For chinese, still quite okay, I'm still able to cope with it. Other than that, I'll definitely flunk everything. If I goes on like this, I'll fail my N's badly. & anyway, I had my physics test today and i know nuts about it, which made me feel really upset. I can't believe it...... I've got to really pay attention in all lessons! I've finally found my motivation to study and I really hope that this motivation would last. Study session with Yeo Yi Ying next week. Hopefully I'll be able to learn something for that day.

I went to dearest's place today. Napped till about 6/7+, dearest brought me to TPYC ~ Had macs and walked around for awhile, then he sent me home. A simple yet sweet day with him. I'll be contented enough if everything stays like this. ♥

Till then, xo.

In Need Of Friday

2011-04-11T22:04:00.004+08:00

Hmmmmm today turned out to be better than what I've expected! Although still, school kinda sucks but well at least there's friends like Rachel Ong + Tan Dyin Yin to accompany me through all those suckish school hours, hehe! :)

It's gonna be Tuesday tomorrow and I'll be having my Prelims English Oral Examination which sucks to the ultimate maximum. I fucking hate Oral Examinations, incase if you don't know about it. Sigh it really sucks okay~ The thought of it made me seriously s t r e s s e d......

Once again, my dear boy made me feel like a happy little kid today! and I guess I want to change my blogger template to a brighter one so that it'll look more lively? lol! so maybe i'll edit it then head to bed. I hope I won't take long! I really need my beauty sleep ~ K till then,

xo.

Six More Days

2011-04-10T21:17:00.003+08:00

Feeling so tired, yet I seriously don't feel like sleeping. Tsk. It's Monday tomorrow and it seriously sucks. I'm always having Monday blues :'( MYE is nearing...... yet I'm still not studying. Sigh. I really don't feel like studying anymore at times~

I'm a happy girl today anyway. My Dearest Awey made me feel so in love ♥_♥ See my tweets and you'll know why hahaha. It has been quite long since I last felt this kind of happiness. I like this kind of feeling like as if we're falling in love all over again :) I'm glad we didn't let go the other time. I miss your hugs and I love you very much AdamW~ :)

My dear boy saw my tweet saying he should see my tumblr as well because he'll get to know more about my feelings and he really did. He downloaded the app once he saw my tweet! I like that kind of feeling when Baby plays with Amber. I like it when Amber hold his hands and mine hehe! we're so much like a family. especially when amber kissed him goodbye and he kissed me goodbye. :$

k shall stop all these nonsense lol. It's not gonna be a long post today because I'm getting real tired now ~_~ so ya...... thats all for today's post! cya!

Lead Me Through

2011-04-07T23:31:00.005+08:00

Isn't it funny when someone can bring you up so easily with just words and bring you down again? The power of love, is really strong. Just with simple words, the one you love could decide your emotions for you. The song we once sang together, we once listened to, are playing randomly on my iTunes now. and I realized, we've shared so much memories together. there's alot of songs, places, memories with you in just 2009 - 2011. we've been through so much, can we pull through this once again? I really don't know. I hate it when our relationship meets HUGE obstacle like this. is our love really that strong? 我不知道..

I miss hearing your voice. I miss your singing. I miss you. I miss us.

I'm sorry to make you fall so deep. I'm sorry to make you unhappy. I'm sorry to make our relationship turns out this way. We're both at faults. Now, we both feel like giving up. But i'm gonna try hanging on till the day I really can't anymore. I don't want to regret for my whole-life. I don't want to let go on impulse. Because I know no matter how much hurt I've got due to quarrels and unhappiness, i'll still love you. I don't want to let go because of something that can be solved. It's not as if we both really don't have feelings for each other anymore.
It's okay that I suffer.. because I'll be fine, someday. I know I will. I know time will heal. I understand this point. Thank you for sending me 97 reasons why you're happy being with me. Thank you for making me smile. Thank you for doing so much for me from 16th april'09 onwards. I don't know what'll be ahead for the both of us, but i know i'll never stop loving you. at least not for now. i'll hold on this love. i'll still hold on to 16040910352408091028.

Hopefully things will go well after tomorrow night? maybe, it's because of not meeting for so many days led to this argument. Sometimes I wonder is it because i'm used to having you by my side that made me held on for so long? But now I've realized, it's not. It's because our love is still there. Feelings are still there. I feel like being by your side right now. Hugging you and doze off. It's so much better this way than being alone. I'd rather cry in your arms than crying alone.

I really can't imagine how life would be without you. I've rely on you too much. I know there's still friends around me, but y'know. they just can't replace you. friends are friends. love is love. th power of love definitely can take over friends. I hope this matter wouldn't tear us apart.

Adam Wong Ee Yeong, every single moment spent with you, is still clearly in my mind. Be it it's in 2008, 2009, 2010, or 2011. I hope we'll able to spend 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015 and so on together. I want to make you my last. Sounds funny? we're still young. but no joke. I want to be your wife in th future. I want to live together with you. I'll not give up yet for now. I'll show and prove to everyone. This love is strong despite so many quarrels. Infact, it's those quarrels that made this love strong.

I love you.

100 Facts About Me

2011-04-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

Got the sudden urge to blog. I dont know why hahahaha! hmmm it seems that it's quite popular for the "100 facts about me" now. i'm gonna do it too! er.... ok let's start!
1) yes, i'm short. BUT.......
2) I hate it when people keep saying i'm short. -.- once or twice it's okay but i don't like people keep making fun of it. damn kp.
3) I have 3 elder brother, i'm the youngest among all of them, and th only girl
4) thus, i'm spoilt by my parents.
5) I have an effing fucked up attitude which most of the people can't stand.
6) I show attitude to my boyfriend THE MOST. :(
7) I forgive fast.
8) I love my boyfriend very much
9) Although at times I hate him like wtf
10) I'm demanding
11) I always want to go on diet but plan will always fail :(
12) I like to be sporty but I can't seems to be one -.-
13) I don't drink milk, except for chocolate milk
14) I'm a failed girlfriend much but my boyfriend still wants me no matter what happened
15) I take things for granted at times
16) I always feel guilty for the things I've done
17) My heart softens easily
18) I envy those people that have a real, true, close friends
19) I guess my only true friend is Tan Dyin Yin
20) I quarrel with Tan Dyin Yin very easily but at th end of th day, we'll still be okay tell each other secrets
21) I used to play a lot of boy-ish things in my childhood days like Pokemon Cards, Soccer, Basketball, Yu-gi-oh(?) Cards, WWE cards, Tamiya Cars & PS2 with my brother, Loh Seng Hock. LOL
22) I like to share things with my boyfriend, as in what had happened and all
23) I love having h2h talks very much
24) I'm a lazy girl
25) I love photography
26) I'm a craze-fan of purple
27) I have this habit of saying all handsome idols are my boyfriend LOL
28) I want to learn cantonese
29) I've been in love with Jiro Wang Dong Cheng since I'm pri five.
30) All my three brothers dote on me a lot
31) I used to play online games like diablo, maple and MU
32) During pri 3, I skip school a lot with Loh Seng Hock and got caught a lot of times by our parents, we got chase out of th house LOL
33) I used to be in basketball girls team in primary school but i'm still as short -.-
34) I've joined a lot of CCAs before in primary school but I'm always changing.
35) I drift with my friends very easily which I dont know why
36) I like editing pictures like as in the lighting and all
37) I used to type lliikex thhis.
38) Now, I like to drag my words like thisssssss.
39) & I have a habit of adding a "z" behind some of my words.
40) I love receiving long sweet texts
41) I love ribbons
42) I like it when my boyfriend cuddle me to sleep
43) I love having late night talks with my boyfriend and being in his arms
44) I love the feeling of "staying together" with my boyfriend
45) I like shopping for grocery with my boyfriend and going back to his house. it makes me feel like we're husband and wife :P
46) I like to cook for him as it makes me feel a lot like his wife
47) I used to get a good grades for chinese and now my chinese standard dropped a lot
48) I've always wanted to pass all my subjects but it seems to be so hard
49) I don't like to work nor study.
50) I want to be a taitai in th future :P or either, I want to own a shop.
51) I've always thinking of my own house like how would I decorate it and stuffs
52) I love to sing but my singing sucks
53) I like surprises! but my boyfriend dislike giving people surprises :(
54) I have crush on a lot of people before
55) my house is messy and I dont like it
56) I envy people's house which are so neat, tidy and nicely decorated
57) I have a lot of stuff toys at home
58) my wardrobe always gets messy not long after I've packed it -.-
59) I want to be gentle & girl-ish LOLLLLL
60) I like my blog to be famous but it is not -.-
61) I've changed my email & blog URL a lot of times before and it's annoying, i know
62) I used to be somehow a "nerd" during my primary school days
63) I like to bring baby girl out to meet baby as it makes me feel like we're one family :P
64) I'm afraid of losing my boyfriend
65)I'm a greedy & selfish girl
66) I'm materialistic
67) I'm quite anti-social but friendly. LOL
68) I hate going out with one big group of people which Idk/I'm not close with
69) I don't like to be alone. Or shall I say, I can't be alone
70) I always feel bored 71) I don't really do housechores at home
72) I miss 2009 whereby my boyfriend and I always goes out together
73) I like my boyfriend's friend to know me. As in, I want them to know that i'm AdamWong's girlfriend :P
74) I get jealous damn easily
75) I like to play mahjong
76) I wish and want to go everywhere with my boyfriend
77) I believe that compromising, giving, taking & trust is the most important values in relationship 7
8) I like hair accessories
79) I want to know many ways of making my hair nice. e.g different ways of tying it
80) I feel like dying because it's th only 80th point -.- and I almost can't think of anything anymore
81) I envy people with nice figures :(
82) I hate the fact that i'm so fucking fat
83) I have natural brown-ish hair and I like it
84) I often think of my boyfriend's past and gets jealous -.- stupid, yes?
85) I think I'm a "三分钟热度" person
86) I miss my primary school food
87) I like it when people help me cover blanket when I'm sleeping. I feel sweet
88) I like the way my boy takecares of me whenever I'm not feeling well
89) I think I have to learn how to appreciate things around me
90) Sometimes I think that I have a blissful life
91) sometimes I think my life sucks so, fuck my life
92) I dont like it when people make fun of my name
93) I like to do silly stuffs with my boyfriend
94) I like to snap pictures of myself
95) the only thing that is slim on me are my fingers -.-
96) I love to know that there's someone who like my boyfriend/like him before LOL am I crazy? 97) I used to don't care about nice painted nails but now I love my nails to be nicely painted
98) I did this bloody 100 facts about me for about an hour wtf
99) I think the love between my baby and I is strong
100) I can't stand hot, but I can't stand cold-ness as well. i'm weird.

OK I'M FINALLY DONE LOL. but that's definitely not enough to really know me well. okay its getting late thus I shall go to bed soon. in case of this boring long 100 facts about me, I shall share one picture with you all. kk till then. xoxo.

4N2 (Y)

2011-04-02T22:39:00.007+08:00

I went WWW today! damn funz. hehehe my first trip to there LOL I sounds so much like a mountain tortise but yeah, it's indeed my first trip. & I had a veryyyyy fun experience :) exciting too! thanks Kris Loh for the free tickets, if not I won't be able to go too l-o-l. oh. I went wild wild wet with Tan Dyin Yin, Rachel Ong & Chelsia Phua. ;) after www, we went for Shisha ~ Grape flavour (Y).

anyway. on th Friday, 1st April, it's FTP sports carnival! I guess I had fun even though I did not participate in anything. actually I do feel like participating in the running. but. I'm afraid I run very slow = make our class lose. :( afterall, it has been long since I last really RAN. hmmm I think I really should start making myself sporty HAHAHAHA. *-* but anyway. even though 4n2 did not win anything, but to me, 4n2's always the best. (Y) everyone did their best. that's enough. :)

I really miss dearest a lot. I hate that he have got to go his father's house every alternative weeks because I'll always never fail to miss him like mad. S E R I O U S L Y. sigh. on a happier note, I'll be meeting Rinko Low next Saturday! Damn excited for it even though I know we won't really have much things to do but well just slack around and catch up with each other. it has been long since I last saw this precious of mine!! :) alright, 3 pictures of sports carnival + one picture of chelsia phua for shisha today~ tata!

BUAI.

Stressed

2011-03-29T20:01:00.003+08:00

It's a busy busy week for me. Okay, not really busy though LOL. But just that I won't be able to meet Dearest. Hmmm I think I shall stay over at his place on Thurs?! Sports carnival on Friday~ @_@

Anyway. this week, I still can't seems to find anything to let me turn my study mode on. fuck it la can anyone teach me what can I do to make myself study?!?!!! :( Sigh.

Whatever it is. Taiwan Spree opened @ lovetemperature.bs. take a look k thank youz! I know i've been neglecting my blog for very long already. I seems to be busy when I don't really know why LOL -_- I miss baby girl so much now. hopefully she'll be back soon. I've got a new addiction - Hershey's kisses. damn nice please. Get me some to show some love!! LOL. Kkkkkkk getting fatter and fatter I feel like going to jog. LOL. sigh why must people get fat? :( wo bu xi huan. byez.